Forty Six : Dinner With BTS

Kim Namjoon POV,

8 May 2020,

"You're going to pick her up now, hyung?", Asked Taehyung when he saw me wearing a hat and mask

"Ye", I replied nodding at him

"Namjoon~aah, Yoongi and I will cook japchae (stir-fry glass noodles with vegetables), sundubu jigae (tofu soup) and bulgogi", said Jin from the living room.

"Gomawo, hyung. I've also ordered fried chicken and mandu (dumplings)", I replied

"Ah, ye", replied Jin again

"Whoaa ... are we going to have a party?", Asked Jungkook excitedly

"Ani ... did you forget? Kim Sora ssi is coming tonight", said Suga, ruffling his hair

"Aaahh ...", replied Jk nodded his head

"Okay ... I'll go now", I said as I opened the door

I walked down the stairs to the car parked in front of our apartment. I'm about to pick up Sora at her apartment, we will have dinner with the other members in our dorm. Finally we have free time so I can introduce Sora to my friends.

"Yeobosseyo Jagiya~ ... I'm already on my way. Are you ready?", I asked

"You're already on your way? I was just about to take a shower. Oh my God! Are we going to be late? I'll take a quick shower," said Sora, speaking quickly

"Jagiya~ calm down .. we still have plenty of time .. you can take a long shower if you want", I chuckled imagining her panicking now

"Gwaenchana?", she asked in disbelief

"Ye .. see you later", I said still chuckling and hung up my phone

I fixed my mask and started listening to songs on my cellphone. I'm so excited, I hope they all get along easily.

When I got to her apartment, I immediately got out of the car and hurried to the fifth floor. I waved my hand over the intercom and she opened the door for me.

"Are you ready?", I asked, kissing her forehead

"Ye, I just need to put my hair in a ponytail", she replied as she walked toward her bedroom

"Wow ... you're so beautiful", I said leaning against the doorway of her room, looking at her from behind

"Jinjja? Is this too much?", She asked, turning her body towards me

"Ani .. but I'm afraid they will fall in love with you too", I said chuckled

"Haha, come on," she replied laughing as she tied her hair into a beautiful ponytail

Tonight she's wearing a soft mint colored midi dress, and applied light makeup on her face. Then that pretty ponytail made her look so perfect. I smiled at Sora who was busy staring at her reflection in the mirror.

"I'm ready!", said Sora turned to look at me with a smile

"I think I'm in trouble," I said, looking her from head to toe

"Wae?", Asked Sora frowning at me

"Because you're perfect... So perfect", I said walking over to her

She breathed a sigh of relief at my words.

"I'm in trouble because for sure I can't take my eyes off you tonight", I said as I put my hand on her waist

"Aigoo ... that's cheesy", she chuckled, patting my chest softly

I landed my kiss on her lips.

"Let's go", I said then

"Kajja", she replied with a smile

We exited the bedroom and walked toward the front door.

"Don't forget to bring it", said Sora to herself while moving to the kitchen table and carrying a medium-sized box wrapped in a white cloth with a cherry blossom motif on it

"What is it?", I asked

"I made dakkochi (Korean style chicken satay)," she said, smiling happily

"You don't have to bother like this. I don't want you to get tired," I said, taking the box from her hand

"Aniyo .. I'm okay", she replied as she opened the door

"Jin hyung and Yoongi hyung will cook something for us tonight. I've also ordered fried chicken and mandu", I said holding her hand as we walked into the elevator

"Mandu? Did you buy mandu?", She asked, widened her eyes at me

"Ye. You really want to eat mandu this morning, right?", I said smiling at her

"Daebak!", she replied, clinging to my arm

"Happy mommy, happy baby", I said kissing her forehead

Sora chuckled at my words.

"Do you still get nauseous?", I asked as we walked out of the elevator when we got to the ground floor

"Sometimes ... but it's better now", she replied

"according to the books I read, after the first three months of pregnancy, the feeling of nausea, dizziness and symptoms of morning sick will disappear, so hang on ... you can definitely get through this", I said, intertwined our fingers and walking towards my car which was parked in front of the lobby

"Ye", jawab Sora smiling

"Come on," I said as I opened the car door for her

"Gomawo. Ah, annyeong", said Sora to my driver

I sat beside her in the passenger seat and asked my driver to leave immediately.

Are the other members okay with this?", Asked Sora suddenly

"Of course ... they keep asking me when I can take you to the dorm.They want to know you better, Jagi", I said smiling at her

"Jinjja? I'm so nervous ...", she said again, biting her lip

"Calm down ... they are good guys and they are very excited to meet you", I said

On the way to my dorm, I tried to calm her down by telling funny stories about the members and I had experienced during our world tour last year.

As we entered the Hannam Hill area, I could feel Sora getting more nervous. She kept biting her lips and moving her legs.

"Hey, calm down ... everything will be fine", I tried to calm her down, rubbing her back softly

"I'm trying ... aiggooo, what if they don't like me?", She asked with a pitiful face

"No way! You are amazing girl! they will definitely like you", I said with a smile. "Ah, Here we are", I said again when the car had stopped in the garage of our apartment

"Gomawo", I said to our driver before I got out of the car

I took Sora's hand then enter the ground floor door. I felt her hand wet with sweat and she became more quiet. I glanced at her and then stopped our steps in front of the stairs.

"Jagiya~ .... everything will be fine. You've met them, right?", I said

"Ye, I know. They are very good to me when fansign", she answered a little nervously

"Well, so you don't have to worry, right? They are good people. You will like them. Take it easy, okay ... I will always there beside you ", I said

"Okay ... do they know about our baby?", She asked again

"Mmm no. They don't know yet. I haven't told them ... but calm down, everything will be fine", I said as I hugged her

"Ye, jagi ... gomawo", ahe said with a deep sigh

I let go of my arms and looked at her face with a smile. Then I grabbed her hand as I led us up to the first floor, where the members were waiting.

"Annyeong ... we arrived", I said cheerfully as I opened the door to the living room

"Annyeooong", replied Jin, Jungkook and Jhope in unison

"Annyeong", said Sora, waving her hand and smiling at them

"Where are the others?", I asked nervously

"Yoongi is in the kitchen, Jimin and V are in their rooms," replied Jin as he stood up and invited us to sit down

"Noona, finally we meet again", said Jungkook smiling at me

"Yoongi hyuuung ... jimin~aah ... Taehyung~aah ... come here quickly, our guest has arrived", shouted Jhope

"How are you Kim Sora ssi? Nice to see you again," said Jin with a cute smile

"I'm fine, thanks... I'm so happy to see you again, to be honest I'm really nervous to meet you all", replied Sora, smiling broadly

"Sit down, come on sit down", said Jhope kindly

"Kamsahamnida ..", replied Sora

"Annyeong Kim Sora ssi ...", Suga came into the living room

"Ah, Annyeong oppa ..", replied Sora bowing to Suga

"Woaahh piano girl! Daebak!", Taehyung said running to the living room

"Annyeong ... nice to see you again", said Jimin who arrived behind Taehyung

"Annyeong ... I'm very happy to see you guys again. Oh God, it's like a dream to meet you all!", Replied Sora with sparkling eyes

"Hahahahaha you're so cute", said Jhope laughing

"Tell us, Sora ssi ... does Namjoon always treat you well? You can tell us if he's annoying, we'll definitely scold him", said Jin while ruffling my hair

"Ah, hyuuung", I said while trying to dodge it

Sora just laughed at Jin's words.

"Did you ever get hurt? Namjoon hyung always breaks our belongings in the dorm. I'm afraid he makes you hurt accidentally haha ​​...", said Jimin teasing us

"Aniyo ..", replied Sora chuckled

"Is the food ready? I'm so hungry hyung", said Jk asked Suga

"It's ready ... let's eat ..", said Suga as he invited us all to the dining room

We sat together around the dining table. Suga and Jimin sat at either end of the dining table. Then Jhope, V and Jk sat on Suga's right, while Jin, Sora and I sat on his left.

"Woaah, there are lots of food," said V, surprised to see the dining table filled with many kind of foods

"Anyway, Sora made something for us too", I said, handing over the box I had been bringing to Jin

"Sora~aah, you don't have to do this," said Jin to Sora

"Gwaenchana oppa", replied Sora

"What is it?" Asked Jk with a curious face

"Woaahh dakkochi !!", shrieked Jin in a loud voice

"Jinjja ??", asked Jimin, who got up from his chair out of curiosity

"It smells so good, looks delicious", said Suga, smiling showing off his gummy smile

"You must have worked hard to make it, thank you Sora~aah", said Jhope with a big smile

Sora smiled shyly hearing their compliments.

"Let's eat ... thanks for the dinner", I said as I started lifting my chopsticks

"Thank you for the food", said Sora

"Yeee ..", replied Suga and Jin in unison

"Does anyone want some beers?", Asked Tae going to the refrigerator

"I want it, gomawo", said Suga

"Me too", replied Jimin

Tae and Jk returned with a dozen cans of beer.

"This is for you, hyung, and this is for noona", said Jk giving two cans of beer to me

"Ani. Sora can't drink alcohol right now", I replied returning the can to JK

"Jinjja? Wae? You don't drive, do you?", Asked Jin to Sora

"Ah, ani. I just can't drink alcohol", replied Sora a little nervous

Ye, her alcohol tolerance is very bad", I smiled at her

We chat while eating heartily, the atmosphere at the dining table feels relaxed and familiar. I'm so glad Sora got along so well with the boys, she can easily follow the conversation.

After dinner, Jimin and I cleared the dining table, while Jungkook helped Taehyung wash and dry the tableware. Sora, Jin, Suga and Jhope gathered in the living room talking about something exciting, sometimes the chat was interspersed with laughter from them.

I smiled while glancing occasionally towards the living room. I feel grateful that my best friend can get along with my girlfriend too.

"Hyung, I'm glad you've found the right person for you", said Jimin smiling at me

"Gomawo", I replied shyly

"Ye ... looks like she is a good woman, she is also smart, beautiful and talented. You are a great match", said Jimin again while nudging my shoulder while laughing

"Jinjja? Haha I'm very lucky", I chuckled

"Hyuung, it's no wonder you always spend your time with her, if I were you I would do the same", said V from in front of the sink

"Woaahh..I can imagine seeing you marry her, hyung", said JK laughing, showing his rabbit teeth

"Hey! Are you planning to marry her in the near future ??", asked Jimin with a surprised face looking at me

"What are you talking about ...", I replied, looking down while laughing at JK's words earlier

"I would love to see you get married, hyung", said V laughing

"Ah you guys ... never mind ..", I said, shaking my head. "Kajja .. we will play UNO, right?", I said, changing the conversation

"Ye..kajja", said Jk wiping his hands and walking toward the living room

I put the cloth on the kitchen table and wash my hands, then followed Jk, Jimin and Tae into the living room.

"You went to Kukje High School too? Waaah daebak! But we never met, huh? Hahaha", I heard Jhope laughing while talking to Sora.

"Ye ... but I've heard about you when I was in 2nd grade. They said you were very good at dancing, like a dancing machine. But as long as I was in school, it seems we never met. Or maybe we bumped into each other at school but didn't realize it", replied Sora excitedly

"Yeah maybe ... there are hundreds of students in Kukje ... we never know", replied jhope with enthusiasm too

"Woah daebak! Uri hobby (our hobby) has been very famous since high school haha", said Suga chuckled

"So you and our hobi hyung go to the same school in Gwangju?", Asked Jimin, who had just joined the living room

"Ye ... it turns out that Sora is my junior in Kukje", replied Jhope, smiling broadly

"Daebaakk!", Said Jk sitting on the floor

I approached Sora and sat between Sora and Jin.

"Why are you suddenly sitting between us?", Said Jin patting my shoulder

"Mianhae hyung ..", I chuckled

"Let's play Uno!", Said Tae opened the Uno card box and sat on the floor beside Jk

Then we all sat in a circle on the carpet in front of the television and started playing Uno. We played together for almost 45 minutes. Our games are filled with endless laughter and jokes.

It gets more and more exciting. Until finally one by one finished the game, starting from Jin, Jimin, Sora, Jhope, and myself. Jk, Suga and Tae are still struggling to finish the game watched by us, who never stop teasing the three of them.

"Jagiya~ I want to go to the toilet", said Sora to me

"The toilet is on the right. Near the entrance. Do you want me to take you there?", I asked, trying to get up from my current position

"Ani .. ", replied Sora holding me to get up from sitting

I watched her until she entered the toilet and saw Jin looking at me curiously.

"Wae? What's wrong hyung?", I asked, confused

"I've never seen you like this Namjoon~aah ... you look different", said Jin smiling at me

"Jinjja? I don't feel anything different", I said scratching my ear

"You look more mature and treat Sora very gently ... is that what you mean, hyung?", Jhope asked Jin.

"Exactly!", Replied Jin pointing at Jhope, smiling broadly

"Ye ye ... I feel the same way ...", said Jk chuckled

"Aiish!", I replied smiling, looking down shyly

"You really love her, don't you, Namjoon~aah?", Asked Suga, smiling amusedly

"We knew it from the way you look at her, hyung. You seem to forget that we're together ... you always look at her", added Tae.

"Ah, never mind ... you make me embarrassed", I said covering my face

"Hahahahahaha ...", everyone laughed at me while hitting my legs jokingly

Sora looked confused when she saw what was going on. Then she sat on the sofa behind me.

"Are you always this chaotic every day?", Asked Sora curiously

"Ye", replied Jk quickly

"Yeah, sometimes haha, especially the maknae line, they can be excited about simple things", replied Suga, shaking his head

Suga then sat on the sofa with Sora, while Jk and Tae were still finishing their UNO.

"If this continues, you will only finish this game tomorrow", said Jimin teasing his two younger brothers

Jk took a few more cards while Tae looked confused looking at the cards in his hand. We laughed at the two of them. I heard Suga talking about musical instruments to Sora. I turned my face to look at them who were discussing about guitar.

"You can learn to play simple songs first, oppa", said Sora excitedly

"I really like Kim Kwang Seok sunbaenim's songs, so I decided to start playing guitar. Do you think the song is suitable for a beginner like me to play?", Asked Suga with a serious face

"Ah ye ... his songs are very beautiful and also quite easy to play. I highly recommend 'If it's hurt too much it's not love' for you to learn oppa", replied Sora nodding her head

"Ne, I really like that song too", replied Suga smiling at Sora

"Ahem ...", I leaned my back on both of Sora's legs and smiled at the two of them

"Wae?", Asked Suga, raising his eyebrows at me

"Ani .. you guys seem to be discussing something", I said looking at them both

"Ye ... we're talking about a song that can be easily played by beginners", replied Sora combing my hair with her finger

"I also recommend songs by Bob Dylan, oppa. I used to learn them when I was kid," Sora continued with a smile

"I also like Bob Dylan songs, especially 'To make you feel my love'", I said, smiling to Sora

"Jinjja ??", asked Suga in disbelief

"Ye ... why are you looking at me like that hyung ?!", I said chuckled

"Ani haha ​​..", said Suga, shaking his head amusedly

"Unooo !!", shouted Jk as he threw the card on the floor accompanied by laughter and screams from the other members

"Aaaahh finally finished!", Said Jimin who laughed so hard on the floor

Sora clapped her hands and laughed too. The atmosphere becomes boisterous because Tae looks confused and wonders how he lost.

"Ouch my stomach hurts ... oh my, your face is so funny V !!", laughed Jhope while holding his stomach

"I'll go to my room for a while, my mother called", said Jin who was still laughing out loud while holding the cellphone and leaving the living room

"I'm going to my studio, I have something to check. Sora~aah, thank you", said Suga who also got up from the sofa and went to the ground floor

Jk, Jhope, Jimin and Tae are still talking about the game they just finished while laughing.

"Come with me, I want to show you my studio", I said while stretching out my hand to help her up *

"Your studio?", she asked raising her eyebrows

"Ye", I replied. "I'll show my studio to Sora", I said to the four of them

"Arasso", replied Jhope smiling at Sora

"Ye!", Replied Jk

I took Sora's hand down the stairs and turned to the right.

"Woaaahh daebak!!", said Sora in an amazed voice

In front of us is a hallway filled with rows of my figurine collection.

"I can't believe I can see this! I've seen this hallway in your Vlive once", said Sora looking at the shelves with wide eyes

"Jinjja? Do you like it?", I asked him

"Ye! Amazing! Is this all your collection? Or is there a gift from the fans too?", she asked curiously

"There are some that are given by fans, and some that I buy and collect. While this one is a gift from the maker", I replied, smiling proudly at my collection

"Jinjja? Woaah daebak!", she said still amazed

"Kajja! That is my studio", pointed at the door in the corner

"And next to it is Jhope's studio. Meanwhile, Yoongi hyung's studio is there", I said, pointing across the room

"Aaahh ...", said Sora nodded

We turned a corner and arrived at the doorstep of RKive, my studio.

"Daebak!", Said Sora

She touched the wooden signboard that said RKive at the entrance, her eyes sparkling. Her fingers trace the carving of the name slowly.

I opened my studio door and asked her to come in.

"Wow!", She said with her mouth open

His eyes moved slowly across the room as if making sure not a single part was overlooked.

"Jagiya~ ... daebak!", she said, smiling broadly

"Welcome to Rkive", I said as I closed the door of my studio

Sora walked slowly into my studio. Her hand touched the Mono picture that I displayed on the wall. Then she walked slowly to my piano. Her fingers gently touch the piano keys, making a beautiful sound.

"Baby shoes?", She asked looking at me, showing me a cute baby shoes that I displayed on top of my piano

"Ah, yee ...", I replied with a shy smile

Then she walked again to my desk. She stared at the two wooden photo frames beside the computer. There are a photos of the seven of us when we first moved into this apartment, and a photo of me and Sora which we took when we were in Copenhagen. I saw her smiling at the photo.

Then she walked again to the left and stood in front of the shelf filled with books, Kaws figurines and several large wood bear-shaped figures.

"Daebak", she muttered softly, looking at the entire shelf

Then she turned and walked toward me smiling.

"Gomawo jagiya~ ... you had allowed me to visit your residence and studio", said Sora hugging me

"I've been wanting to show you this for a long time," I replied, kissing her head. "Do you like it?". I asked again

"Ye, really like it. And I'm so relieved that all the members greet me warmly here," she said with sparkling eyes

"You're an extraordinary woman Sora ssi, no wonder they all like you right away", I said kissing her lips

Sora put her arms around my neck and pressed her body against mine. Without thinking I put my arms around her body. I kissed her passionately, caressed her whole body and I could feel how her body responded to my touch.

I picked her up and sat her on my desk. I lightly touched my tongue against her lips until she opened her mouth and let my tongue explore every corner of her mouth.

One of my hands moved up to her thigh, making the lower dress open. I put myself between her legs. Our kisses are getting hotter, soft moaning several times heard from her mouth.

"You are amazing, Jagiya~ ... I am very lucky to have you", I muttered between our kisses

Sora stopped her kiss and looked at me passionately.

"Aniyo, I'm the luckiest one," said Sora, smiling softly

I looked into her beautiful eyes, realizing that she was the world I was in right now. I can't imagine how my life would be without her.

"Kim Sora ssi, marry me", that words came out I couldn't stand it

"Huh? What? What did you say?", she asked, frowning

"Let's get married, let's live together .. I want you to be a part of my life ...", I said again

"Married? ....", repeated Sora softly

Her face was filled with doubt, shouldn't she look happy when I say this ?, I thought.

"Wae?", I asked, confused as I straightened my body

"Ani...it's nothing, it's just ... I don't want you to marry me just because I'm pregnant", she replied, bowing her head

"What?", I asked, not understanding

"I don't want you to marry me just out of pity or out of obligation", said Sora biting her lip again

"What? But, but I have to take responsibility for what happened to us", I said again

"But what about your career? If you marry me right now are you ready to lose everything? Will the members accept it?", Asked Sora

"I ... I ...", I muttered stepping back a few steps away from her

"I really want to marry you Jagiya~ ... but you have to think about your career first. We can't decide this thing hastily. You are bound by a contract with your company. Then how will the public respond to this? I don't want to destroy everything that you have achieved so far. You have tried your best, sacrificing your blood, sweat and tears to get to this point. I don't want to be the one who destroys all of that ... I will live in guilt for the rest of my life if everything was destroyed because of me ", said Sora teary

"But, There must be a way out Jagiya~ ... we can always find a way out of every problem we face", I said cupping her face

"Ani..aniyo..it requires more than just a way out. If we do this secretly, there will be many people who are disappointed and even hurt. I don't want that to happen", she said seriously.

"ARMY? do you mean ARMY will be disappointed?", I asked

"Not just ARMY, the members will definitely be disappointed too, then what about our families? Friends? The staff and people who work around us ...", she replied again

"But we will never be able to satisfy everyone Jagi ... there will always be people who don't like and are not satisfied with what we do", I said softly

"I know ... but at least, I don't want to disappoint the people I love, jagi", said Sora in a choked voice

A tear rolled down her cheek.

"Honestly, I haven't told my parents about my pregnancy ... I'm still preparing myself to tell them about this ... Then, then how can I tell them that I'm getting married? We've never even met each other's family. .. ", she continued

"Sorry jagiya ... I must have made your life difficult. I'm sorry ..", I said hugging her tightly. "I told my family about your pregnancy few days ago. they were shocked at first but then they felt happy and supported me", I told her

"But I haven't told the members and the company ... I think I'll talk about this and find the best solution", I said again

I let go of my arms and stared at her eyes, which were now red and filled with tears.

"I love you jagiya~ ... love you so much. I want to marry you not because you are pregnant. I did it because I really love you, I want to be able to live my life with you, with our children", I said with full sincerity

"You have to talk about this to the members and the company first, I will follow whatever your decision is ..." replied Sora quietly

"I'm sure they will accept this ...", I said confidently

"Ye, I hope so ..", said Sora smiling at me

I held her again, indeed getting married is a difficult decision. We have a lot to consider carefully. But what about our baby? If the company rejects my decision to marry her, what will happen to us?

I hugged her tighter, trying to get rid of the negative thoughts in my head.

"Everything will be all right," I said, more to myself

* pip pip pip

I let go of my arms when I heard Sora's cell phone ring. I helped her off my desk and she immediately took the cell phone from her pocket.

"Yeobosseyo", said Sora

I sat on the sofa while looking at Sora who was talking seriously on the phone.

"Really?", she said again

"Ye arasso .. thank you for calling me, sir. Ye ..", she said before ending the conversations

"Wae? Is there a problem?", I asked

"It's the police, they said they had been tracking down the perpetrator for several weeks. They checked all the CCTV around the Yongsan area. And finally they found out which way the perpetrator went. He took the subway at Noksampyeong station and the police had lost track of him there. But currently they are still carrying out an investigation where the perpetrator came from. They hope they will find something soon", she explained while sitting next to me

"Jinjja? Thank God, finally they have found traces", I replied nodding

"Ne. But I think it will be difficult to find him. there are so many people who get on and off the train every day, they have to check every station to find out", said Sora

She leaned her head on the back of the sofa and stared at the ceiling with a frown. She must be thinking about something.

"Leave it to the police, I'm sure they will find him. I'll ask Raynold to look after you again then", I said while taking out the cellphone from my pants pocket.

"Ani! Aniyo ... I don't want anyone watching me anymore ... I always wear this, you see? I never take it off", said Sora sulked while showing a black bracelet on her right hand

"Are you sure?", I asked her again

"Ye ... I'll be fine. Besides, I don't go out every day. I will definitely be fine," she assured me

"Arasso ..", I replied putting my cell phone on the table

It's been almost a week since I asked Raynold to stop following Sora. I was worried at first, but she still insisted that she would be fine.

I tuck the loose hair from her ponytail behind her ear, then she rested her head on my shoulder. We were silent for a long time, busy with each other's thoughts.

We spent the rest of the evening doing a lot of things. I showed her some songs I'm working on. Then Sora taught Suga to play a classic song on the guitar, we also talked and joked around a lot, then before I escorted Sora back to her apartment, Jhope asked her to play some BTS songs that she had covered.

When Sora had returned to her apartment, it was 12.30pm. I leaned my head against the passenger seat and closed my eyes. I'm really happy tonight, we spent a lot of time together with the members. They seem to really like Sora and vice versa.

What I have to think about now is how I convey the news about Sora's pregnancy and our wedding plans to the members as well as Big Hit. Frankly, I doubt the company will support my decision this time. If so, then everything will be resolved well. But if they refuse, I have to think of another way out for our relationship.

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* place and situation adjust the story .... Actually Rkive was in Bighit's office but to adjust the story, I moved it to their dorm😋

Hi, sorry the update is delayed. I'm having a hectic week. Some of my family members have infected with Covid19 and have to be isolated in the hospital, so I am busy preparing for what they need.

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