scared of losing

(i dont want to think but all bad thoughts rising inside my head, my eyes are teary. why dont he say something... why behaving so weird.....were taking me.... i shouldnt had trust him.... is this his new plan for bet like me?...

ah.....what is his intentions)

he suddenly handcuffed our hands... grabing mine... i try to resist but he dont... i try to lock door but i cant... after trying hard

i sit back... scilent... controling tears... its been half hour.... i feel his gaze on me i look at him found him noticing me he pull his cuffed hand making my cuffed hand pull to him and i get close to him....as i get close i start try to release my cuffed hand and even i bite his hand but he dont react to it he grab my cuffed hand with his interwiding both hands... i try to release mine but he glare at me and increase more speed. i close eyes. interwiding fingures. suddenly everything start turn in bright white... i turn my face front and all i saw was bright white light... which my eyes are unable to sense... i close eyes tight (is this my end dieing in car!

after few minutes i open everything scilent... i sense car stoped. i open eyes and found him resting on stiring weel staring at me, i look away closing eyes tears fall on face i feel his thumb wiping my tears i open eyes and saw his face close to mine... i dont know why but my heart bartray me in this moment.

i try to move face but he cupped it crassing my cheeks and then hairs... he loose the handcuffs. still cupping my right cheek and move my face make me stared at a perticular direction...

here.....

he: (i sat front of them. am so done with them.... what gossips they are doing ear to ear?

i take her home for the reason, i dont want to share her time with anyone except me! but my sis uff...why no one on earth let me spend time with her... i swear once she is mine, i will lock castel.

and when am with her no one, litrally no one come between us.

she, her time, her love should be only mine! just mine! mine! ...

as they both getup ara grab hee hand try to drag her somewere but i grab her other hand stoping...

then they said its for shopping... i agree... i dont want she stay with my sister instade of me. so i agree to shopping..

but ara said.. we are going in ara's car... i deny cause i know my sister she love to anguise me by trying hard to keep away what i want...she will make all ways possible to keep hee away and make me invisible man between them.. like writing on side mirror.

taking sit up, making me sit alone on back sit... talking with her non stop... and dont let me touch, see her... covering hee with scarf... agh... (siblings are so annoying)

i told to take my car and thats hoe we start fight... and last option was bus.... we were standing in bus... no sits.... ara found she take it before i pass her there teasing me with eyes and tounge... man's sits found so i sit... i saw her standing looking around her face was confused...i start reading her mind and found she's tired of standing and no sits available. i sigh... and pull her on laps but she stand saying sorry... her cheeks are red... i dont understand whats happening... after that we reach inside mall... i was ready to be carrier for them... but suddenly she drag me side saying we should get somewere... i was shoked but happy.... i start teasing her...making her angry.... its fun... then we get inside park... near to river... place was so blessed... scilent... i try to grab her hand 6 times but i was unable... and sleepy also... i count in mine

1

2

3

i lye on her laps... i dont know why i was hesitating but it take me courage to do.

as i done i was scared what if she reject and push me leaving... but for my shoke she response back... her gentally pating on back in a perticular sequence, it make me feel peace.

the way she was crassing my hairs.... it make me relaxed.

and the song she was humming like lullaby making me feel happy... and blessed... hee warmth and her natural god gifted scent making me sleepy i close eyes sleeping in peace. um...

but after sometime.... i hear her shaking my body. i ignore thinking what if this all is dream, and reality hurt me... founding myself in empty bedroom of mine.. alone

and again unable to sleep in peace... actually i was scared what if its just dream. but after few shakes i wakeup and found it wasnt dream... she was warried... she talk in code way.. but i recognize her meaning of words and my eyes wided... i drag her to map while running and take her to her destination.....waiting for her.. (but i was warried.. she have problem with water round her...my alart mode turn on... i start reading her mind.. she open door, thinking to runaway from me i turn back catching her.. she wanted to get back but want i take bus... and i dont want to take bus. i want her and i to be comfortable... what is use of car then.... she deny but she was hungry we get into hotel. eating... shegain start behaving wierd and run to washroom.

ahh soon realisation hit me... she is unsafe... i knok door she ask as i told her to talk but she deny... she start singing and suddenly she scream my heart aches in pain in fear of losing her.. i open door scolding her as she done i drag her to car ( i read her mind and found her she was thinking to run away from here..) i dont let you.. now i found you. i need to take her away i donrlt eant she leave me,

as we enter in car... i start driving but fear of losing her dont let me scilent i decide to take her away from here to unknown place before we reach back...

i turn stairing weel... GE ting towards door were from my kingdom starts... and i increase speed as we get close... a bright light happen....

i am able to bare this light... i stoped car.. relaxing myself on stairing weel start admiring my angel. i notice our hands still interwiding... damn... hee palms are soft.