Excitement Still Overflows.

Still. Here I am in my so-called room, alone and helpless. Death is something everyone should fear. Since hell is not a place for immortals, this is beyond earth, but not beyond death. A thin line where no one can cross unless judged by god himself. such amazing authority yet no one has dared to go against him no matter what. My dear friend. I've lost everything other than hope for a future.

Prince Moluan placed his warm hands on my thigh from between my silk bed sheets, looking up at me whilst biting his lip. He questioned himself for a few seconds, but before I could open my mouth he asked politely, "Do you want to come to Yue Kingdom?" Of course he's the one person I'd love to be with right now. 

His presence fills my heart with warmth in this unwelcoming world of chilling coldness. I replied "Y-yes of course I'd love to go!" stuttering slightly. Once he heard me say 'I'd love to go!' a bright warm smile flashed on his face. I'm glad he's happy to be with me. 

After a couple of minutes, Moluan let out a deep sigh. Looking straight at my eyes for a few seconds, then breaking eye contact, he shot up abruptly and slowly patted my shoulder as if to say something.

I gave him a questioning look, he smiled slightly, "Well I'll be waiting for you, please make sure to be quick, don't make me miss you too much dear" he answered turning around and leaving my dark, gloomy room. 

Just as he left around the corner shutting the door behind him, I sprung up, excited knowing I'm going to be with him for a long while. I believe this will make me feel a little bit better thankfully. I need to wrap my head around and fix myself. I sighed, it's OK.

Calling upon a few maids with the bell, they summoned straight at the door in less than a minute. Squealing in excitement as it hasn't been a while since I've been out to the prince's Palace. 

The maids and butlers brought in huge crates, about 4-5 of them. Many had decorated diamonds and jewels. The crates were the colour of a brownish-beige with golden plastered swirls and straps that came down from the corners. a lock was in the middle. 

It was a black lock with golden patterned swirls that covered the whole thing. Many of the maids put in about 50 different dresses, all for different occasions. a whole crate was filled with my priceless jewels. 

After packing up everything and sending it down to the carriages that were ready in the front garden, a couple of lady-in-waiting's came into the room. A few of them had black velvet jewel boxes filled with glittering jewels. 

I took a peak at them, all new. "Are these new?" I questioned. The head maid smiled glamorously, "They are gifts from your fiancé-to-be". A bewildered expression grew on my face. 

It's not everyday I get given such exquisite gifts, especially not from humans, let alone a prince.

 A shy, to herself, maid came upfront. She has slick tied hair with a low ponytail. her dressing attire wasn't the best however she looked new and low status. her face was small compared to her body. she had round newly cleaned glasses, that balanced on the bridge of her nose.

 "My m-my princess" she stuttered, face turning red "this is your gown for today" she spoke, holding up a black to red bedazzled sparkling long dress. The gown itself was twice her size, but she persevered to hold it up to me. 

A few older maids undressed me, helping me wash my face and get dressed into the heavy gown. 

Once I had put it on, I looked at my mirror. The gown had half the shoulder sleeves that puffed up in a sweet look. The skirt of the dress was straight down, climbing into a blood red colour that matched my iris. 

The bottom of the dress had flower patterns on it. The flowers looked like bright red carnations. Fits well, I thought. After putting on a few jewels I went down to the middle garden to get some fresh air.

Deadrae's weather is becoming much more dull. It's probably going to be warm soon. The smell of fresh flowers and greenery burnt my nose. It had such a strong smell. holding onto the skirt of my dress, I walked towards the gazebo.

 Listening to the birds and crows singing, I took a breath, calming myself. My body is filled with relaxation. calling upon a few maids with the bell, they summoned me at my door in less than a minute. Squealing in excitement as it hasn't been a while since I've been out to the princes Palace. 

The maids and butlers brought in huge crates, about 4-5 of them. many had decorated diamonds and jewels. The crates were the colour of a brownish-beige with golden plastered swirls and straps that came down from the corners. a lock was in the middle. It was a black lock with golden patterned swirls that covered the whole thing.

 Many of the maids put in about 50 different dresses, all for different occasions. a whole crate was filled with my priceless jewels. 

After packing up everything and sending it down to the carriages that were ready in the front garden, a couple of lady-in-waiting's came into the room. A few of them had black velvet jewel box filled with glittering jewels. I took a peak at them, all new. "are these new?" I questioned. the head maid smiled glamorously, 

"They are gifts from your fiancé-to-be". A surprised expression grew on my face. It's not everyday I get given such exquisite gifts, especially not from humans, let alone a prince. A shy, to herself, maid came upfront.

She has slick tied hair with a low ponytail. Her dressing attire wasn't the best however she looked new and low status. her face was small compared to her body. 

She had round newly cleaned glasses, that balanced on the bridge of her nose. "My m-my princess" she stuttered, face turning red "this is your gown for today" she spoke, holding up a black to red bedazzled sparkling long dress. The gown itself was twice her size, but she persevered to hold it up to me. 

A few older maids undressed me, helping me wash my face and get dressed into the heavy gown. 

Once I had put it on, I looked at my mirror. The gown had half the shoulder sleeves that puffed up in a sweet look. The skirt of the dress was straight down, climbing into a blood red colour that matched my iris. The bottom of the dress had flower patterns on it. The flowers looked like bright red carnations. 

"Fits well," I thought. After putting on a few jewels I went down to the middle garden to get some fresh air. Deadrae's weather is becoming much more dull. Its probably going to be warm soon. the smell of fresh flowers and greenery burnt my nose. 

It had such a strong smell. holding onto the skirt of my dress, I walked towards the gazebo. listening to the birds and crows singing, I took a breath, calming myself. My body is filled with relaxation. Well I might as well carry on reading some official books about becoming Queen. 

The warm weather tinted on my pale skin, giving me almost goosebumps. I let out a sigh and started flipping through the pages whilst waiting to be called

The smell of tainted roses filled my nose, the rain splattered heavily amongst the freshly sweeped concrete flooring. Leaves rustled and swung around powerless. The wind seemed to take control of everything, even the book that I clasped gently in my hands.

Although the scripts and books weren't interesting, these were the type of things I had to put up with everyday in order to be seen as a proper 'ruler' or 'princess'. But many questions still stood blank in my mind about the sudden suicide of my bestest friend. 

I shook my head, yet again in disbelief. I couldn't do much about the situation other than helplessly stress over something I couldn't change.

Although his absence left me with a slight cold shoulder, I knew he would be willing to spend eternity with me reading these boring accounts. I already missed his gummy smile, and Inappropriate actions. 

He was my escape from reality. Thinking back to him reminds me of Moluan. Carelessly I blush, swinging my head back and forth, he is a true seductive man. Not only did I fall in love with him, but I am devoted to him only.