Happiest Day Unfold

Days are to remembered, remembering every single detail in each day, things that are unclear seems to be colorful. That happenings that make my heart ponder so hard in every confession he does. That night we we are both happy sharing the smiles every time you look at me. You look at me the way that can melt someone else heart. Day by day I am shutter by your passionate characteristic. As the days passes by our feelings are getting stronger to the point that we are no longer thinking about the things we need to do, he is my stress reliever, he is my cure, he is my medicine in every annoying situations. As the days passes by we became more closer to each other it is like we are glued to each other. Whenever we are together he let me cut his nails and maybe that is the sweetest thing that I did to someone I like, to someone I love. Whenever we are just alone together he'll just hold my hand and kiss my forehead. I was so happy because in my heart I just found out that I already fell for him. He always makes me smile whenever I am sad, he wipe my tears whenever he saw me crying. All those things made my flutter in a way that makes my heart stronger, stronger to handle every situations that we had, every stress that I have been experiencing. Things that are happiest are tend to reach its downfall. Things that are clearer begins be blurry, it begins to shift from the greatest saddest part. It never know how it started, it is just in a blink of an eye the changes happens, happenings that makes me ill, makes me weak, makes me cry and makes me see the negativity of life. It makes me hate all the people around, it make me pretentious, pretending that it was always okay and it was never been broken into pieces, a pieces that makes me faint all through out the months. Why is it that they seems to be insensitive? or I am just the one who is affected? or is it just in my mind? All the things that makes me more confused and losing my trust to anyone else, to anyone else that tend to care for me even more.

It was was Wednesday morning we are okay , he even invited me to go breakfast with him, he even prepare my breakfast and I was so astonished by his efforts. Thursday afternoon , we are busy preparing for the monthly mass. We are so happy and we we're so okay. We still teasing each other we both do all the things that we need to fix. And then Friday morning I felt something strange, something that makes me weak, he didn't even bother to tap my head just like how we used to be. I feel like he slowly fallback to the things that we had. But I just let it be, thinking that maybe we're so busy because of the deadlines that we had but I really feel something's strange. I couldn't get it. Until afternoon he ignored me all day long and I don't know why. I just let it away in my mind even though I have hesitations, I just treat him the way I treat him, until evening is done. I sleep early at the same time because I was so tired and my mind does.