Tell me, Howard. Did I become too much, or did you make me someone you knew I hated? A mistress. Should I be proud of this? You made your fiancée before, but now a f*cking mistress?
Nakabalik ako sa realidad nang may nagsalita sa likuran ko.
"You never fail to amaze me. I watched and heard from the patient's mother. But you were just standing there, watching them insult you. Not a single tear drops in your eye. Don't you have a feeling, perhaps? "Nangunguya niyang sabi. I coldly look at the person behind me. The waiter one.
"Hey, are you just staring at me? " he asked me with smiling on his face widely. I lazily looked at him. How come a man who looks like an angel has a bad mouth sometimes? What is he doing here? Don't tell me he is a doctor. But when I looked at him, he wasn't. He looked like a simple man, an ordinary man. Nakita ko niya ako kung paano ko palihim tinitigan ang kabuuan nya, kaya palihim siyang napangisi.
"I'm a human. I am used to it." He just stared at me. I avoid his stare because I don't want to see the little part of me where I'm in pain. Aside from that, the angelic aura made me feel how villainous I am. However, he just innocently smiled at me while nodding. His scent looks familiar to me, but I can't remember who.
"I am Gabriel, but you can call me baby." nakangiti niyang pakilala kaya sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. Maya maya ay bigla siyang napahalaklak dahilan para makuha niya ang atensyon ng nasa paligid. I saw the admiration on their faces; no wonder this man literally looks like an angel with a bad mouth.
I shocked my heart and said to him, "I'm not interested. Here's a coin; try to buy a talker." I gave him a coin in my hand. Sukli ko sa taxi kanina. Hindi ko alam kung bakit piso lang ang sukli. Pero hindi ko na lang pinansin dahil nagmamadali ako.
"You look familiar." dahilan para mapatigil siya, pero kalaunan ngumiti na lang siya ng malaki, kaya kitang kita ang mapuputi at pantay pantay niyang mga ngipin. I suddenly feel insecure about how blessed he is.
"It's destiny." destiny what? It doesn't ring a bell. Before I left him, I recapitulated familiar memories. I suddenly asked him.
"Have we met before? "Because you look familiar. Aside from being a waiter and his scent,.
His hazel eyes remind me of the man I saw at my father's funeral.
"Destiny. I don't believe in destiny anymore," I coldly said before I left him, but I saw how he froze.
I hope destiny is true. I hope so.
Papalabas na ako nang hospital nang harangin ako ng babaeng ito. Pasalamat at buntis siya ay baka kung anong magagawa ko sa kanya. I gave her, "What do you want, look? "As much as possible, I don't want to see her.
"Can we talk? Even for a couple of minutes." I see the desperation in her eyes.
"I'm sorry." sorry? Did I finally hear it? Sorry? For what? After five years, she was only sorry.
"Too late." Matabang kong sabi habang iniiwasan ko siyang tingnan.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so-so-sorry. Zy-zyrene." Hagulgol niyang iyak habang nakaluhod sa harap ko. Pansin ko na ang paglingon ng mga tao sa paligid namin. Naririnig ko ang kanilang pagbubulungan at mapanghusgang mga tingin. But I don't give them a damn.
Maya maya nakita ko ang naglalakad na mother ni Howard. I saw the guilt in her eyes. Maybe this woman already told her. But it was too late, too late.
"Kasa-la-nan ko. Ka-sa-la-nan ko." paulit-ulit na sabi ng babaeng ito. Kaya bigla akong napatingin sa kanya?
"What another thing did you do?! "Mahina pero nangangailati kong sigaw sa kanya. Bahagya siyang napaatras sa akin habang umiiyak.
"TELL ME? WHAT THE F*CK DID YOU DO?! "Hindi ko na pigilan siya ng malakas bago ko lumapit sa kanya habang sinampal siya ng malakas. Kaagad naalarma ang mama ni Howard at mabilis na inilayo sa akin ang babaeng iyon.
"Please, iha, buntis siya." napabaling ang tingin ko sa kanya. I gave them an unbelievable look. Please, please? Are you kidding me?
"I will repeat the same question, Mrs. Satillan. What the f*ck did you do this time? "Nagtitimpi kong ulit na tanong, pero ang mga mata ko ay diretso nakatingin sa mama ni Howard. Pero wala akong nakuhang sagot bukod sa paulit ulit na iling nya habang patuloy na umiiyak. Siya pa itong may ganang umiyak. Ikaw ang nagsadlak diyan kinatatayuan mo. Bunga yan ng desisyon hinding hindi mo na magbabago, pero ni minsan hindi mo binalak na itama.
Like I've said to her, "I will always be remembered, but not as a mistress in their love story. I will always be remembered as the woman he most loved. Maybe I am not his end game, but I am his first and greatest that you will never replace." Poor you woman, it always has Zyrene before you.
"You are so pathetic. And with respect to Howard, I pity him for having a mother like you." I saw the guilt in her eyes, but I ignored it. It's too late for the both of you. I will never forget how I suffered the life I did. I don't deserve it.
Justice will serve both of you.