Past live POV(4)

Suddenly experiencing so many things in a single day, I dicovered that life was different from my imagination it is I just has never truly felt real sufferings of the life because my brother was experiencing this suffering alone for our whole family in return he didn't even get a little love from us but just got more distance between us, the more, I thought about my behaviour toward him the more empty I felt in my heart.

After that day I noticed my mother always went into daze time to time and day by day our life became more and more bleak we realize although we had less conversation among us but our life revolve arounded each other and we were dependent on him now without him we were like homeless beggar in search for a home so trying to move on from this I started going my college regularly thinking maybe this will help me from stop missing him but suddenly one day a boy confessed to me and suddenly a nameless anger surged inside my body and I rejected him coldly but my brother figured appeared in my mind and I remembered at first ignoring him was just an excuse used by me to hide my feelings for him, because from childhood I like every single thing about him to his caring attitude to his smell but I was ashamed that if I will say these feelings to him maybe he will start hating which I never wanted now he left and these feelings were never conveyed and in daze I went home and entered his room and throwing into his bed tears started flooding from my eyes and I went unconscious.

Anya Valentine POV (Mc mother)

My name is Anya , I belonged to russian nationality but during my vacation on india I met with abhishek(Mc 1st life father) an indian businessman and after spending time together we fall in love with each other and later get married and got two children's one boy and girl but after birth of our daughter we started having fights because he wanted to divorce because he had started an affair but he suddenly died due to his birth illness but I still felt sad by his death because I still loved him at that time my son was 10 year old and my daughter was only 4 year old I didn't have to work for money somewhere because my late husband had made saving with which I can grow both of them to maturity but suddenly my son asked me that he don't wants to attend school anymore at which I was angry and confused thinking he wants to waste his talent as he was a suoer genius but no matter how much I persuaded but he never visited school again and was not at home all day, if I ask wher he went he answered to play as time passed I started to dislike him but seeing him taking care of his sister with so much care even after how I treated him, I started liking him in an romantic way which frightened me to liking your own son in such way and this due to continuos like, dislike toward him I formed a obsession of him but to hide my behaviour I pretended so many year that I hated him and stopped talking to him but always observed in secret but it all changed when on that cursed day I found my son fallen unconscious near the balcony and after hearing he died and reason behind his death and seeing the things in the registry was like for me to falling into an abyss and I feel that now I was the most stupid person ever existed that I said I loved him but to think I never understanded him and his pain.

( Anna and Anya will return In later chapters and meet the mc again because Anna loves his brother and Anya had complete obsession on him.)

I know it has some minor plot hole so please just ignore them.

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