I wish I didn’t do this

Andrea's POV

It's been more than a month since we got here. Our new life as I will call it, I missed the mafia a lot, I had gotten used to going to work, and torturing people that when we started living here I almost forgot who I was, I was still working with the mafia, Aurora didn't know about it. I won't let her know she won't be happy. Every night I sneak out to call Dean, he gives me all updates on the mafia, and if there is any problem he asks me for help and I help them strategize the situation and a plan that would help the situation. 

Living a normal life, it's not something I want to do, it's not something I am happy with but as long as my angel is happy then I don't have a problem with it. I know I can survive living a normal life, sometimes I miss the killing, I miss the screams and the guns but I can't lose any more children again.