Passionate Night, grumpy morning

 I moaned as Brock deepened the kiss, he moved down and kissed my neck and bit my earlobe, I cried out and he moved lower almost touching my breasts.

 "Can I?" He asked and I nodded, not trusting myself to speak, he shook his head.

 "Say it" he ordered and I almost screamed that he shouldn't stop but I controlled myself.

 "Yes, do what you want. Please don't just stop" I said, it sounded like I was begging but I didn't care I needed him at this moment.

 Brock said nothing and cupped my breasts in his hands and I moaned and bucked into him pressing him into the ground as he rubbed a sensitive part of my breasts. The feeling was too ecstatic, that I was sure I was going to run mad in pleasure, then suddenly, he stopped. Brock slid down until he was at my stomach and moved lower.

 "What are you doing?" I asked in surprise then I felt his tongue on my core, the one place I never bared to anyone before except for this handsome man with me. I grabbed his hair and pushed him deeper as I writhed in pleasure.

 "Oh God!" I cried out as pressure was building up in me, then came the climax as I reached the peak and orgasm rocked me. Brock struggled against my hand that was holding him firmly in place and I realized I was suffocating him and let go, he lifted his head and grinned at me.

 "Almost thought you were not going to let me out for air" he said and I blushed furiously. I watched him climb up until he was on me. I could feel his throbbing hardness on my core. I couldn't wait anymore. I tried to line him up myself but he held me down.

 "Please, do it" I begged, "Please, Brock." He stared at me intently.

 "Are you sure? You have never done this before, I can tell and I am not all that gentle" he said.

 "I don't care, break me do all you want but don't leave me like this" I growled in need, he must have understood that I was going to go violent if he didn't do something so he pushed himself in and stopped when he filled me. I cried out in pain, it was like something in me broke.

 "I am sorry" Brock said and kissed my mouth tenderly, I hugged him tight and buried my face in his neck, he moved again slowly and I clutched him tighter as waves of pleasure filled me, Brock picked up the pace then as soon as he noticed I was no more in pain, he grunted and moved faster, and I could feel another pressure building up in me. I wanted to see his face so I opened my eyes, his eyes were shut tight in concentration, then the feeling came again and I convulsed as orgasm rocked me, he growled and cried out my name and collapsed onto me, his weight pushing me back to the hard forest floor. I could feel his seed spurting in me.

 "I love you" I said and he whispered something, and propped himself on his arms.

 "How did it feel?" He asked and I grinned, I felt more like a woman now.

 "The best feeling in my boring life" I answered and he chuckled.

 "Your life is certainly boring" he said and I pouted playfully.

 "You are so mean" I said brushing his hair from his forehead, he closed his eyes at my touch and kissed me hard. "Let's do it again," I said. He stared at me incredulously and rolled off me

 "It's gonna be a long night, sweet" he said and pulled me to him, "Get some sleep"

 "But I...…"

 "Shut up" he said and I smiled. I rubbed my backside on his manly part and he groaned and I started to feel him hardening, "Don't do this, I don't want to mount you and pound you all night."

 "Please do" I batted my eyelashes at him and he chuckled, the sound vibrating from his chest to my back.

 "Alright don't blame me, when you can't walk tomorrow" he said and rolled on me and I gave myself to him.

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 I woke to find myself alone, panicked. I looked around frantically, then I saw him, dressed sitting on a rock staring ahead, I stood and walked over to him, and hugged him from behind and he tensed, I raised my brow confused.

 "Brock?" I said and he turned, his green eyes looked angry, "You are angry" I observed, did he regret last night already?

 "I am not angry at you" he said and stood, "Did you know what we did yesterday? We had sex. That is wrong, you are my alpha's mate, I shouldn't have done that" 

 "I am no one's mate" I said and Brock laughed harshly.

 "No one's mate?" He repeated, "You are Logan's mate, there is no going back except he rejects you himself" 

 "Then I'll tell him what we did, I am sure he will reject me when he hears that" I said and Brock's nose flared in anger.

 "You are stupid, don't you dare tell him that. Aside from being the alpha, don't you know he is my friend too, if you tell him, just know I'll never speak to you again, understood?" He yelled and I glared at him. Tears pricked my eyes. How can he be so cruel after the intimate moment last night, I had even given up my virginity to him and now he was making snide remarks, rage boiled in me.

 "I regret the day I met and fell in love with you, you are a cold heartless bastard" I yelled and he narrowed his eyes menacingly.

 "And you are an annoying whore" he yelled and stormed away. I reeled back in surprise, fury washed over me.

 "I hate you" I said and he stopped, his eyes were yellow and I guess mine was too.

 "Think I care? That's what I want, I want you to hate me, I didn't mean it, calling you a whore, I did that to bring out that hatred, from now on we do all we can to get out of this cursed land, but stay away from me." He said and walked away.

 "Brock" I yelled, "I am sorry. I don't hate you" I called but he was gone. I fell to my knees and sobbed wishing I was never born.