Successor (3)

After reading the book for about two hours, loading reached 99%. I decided it was a good time to stop reading and wait for the end.

When loading reached 100%, the screen flashed. And it started to load again.

I was pissed, but I have read over half the book, but not all, so I brought water and continued to read. And loading showed 40% when I finished the book.

It reminded me of the game I downloaded for my computer. It's common for games to have two loadings or even three. For example, after downloading the game, there is install, then additional patches and then after that updates.

I don't know why it's so stupid, but sometimes I can get quite pissed on the damn download, which makes me uninstall the game before it finishes loading.

And when I later find out the game is good, I get even more pissed, because it sucks to play a game where others above you.

What makes things even worse is when a game makes three days or up to a week-long head start for players who buy a pack or a game with additional perks.

Sometimes a few days for beta and alpha testers, it's enough to make a large cap between newcomers. And that cap can be horrible in PVP focused games.

That's why I hate long loadings.

But this time I have to be forgiving, because I don't know what I am loading. Or to be accurate, I don't know what to expect, because there isn't anything except word loading and numbers.

While waiting for the damn loading, I surfed on the internet, with my watch.

I looked up recent local news and searched for new games. I usually get bored quite fast, and I don't like playing or using the same things for a long time.

My record is three months with an MMO game that I played, but I got tired of it because the gap between my skills and others became too large.

I switch women even faster because they get annoying and make me tired.

I thought of looking for help from a professional. But it's not wise to do it in my family if you don't have strong support backing you.

Because everyone is waiting for someone to flip up to get a piece of share from fat sheep, they could increase their benefits in the family or get something useful. And it happens a lot.

I was probably kicked aside by my parents because of that as well. I didn't live up to their expectations. But I will not jump to the conclusion that fast, at least I will wait to see with my own eyes.

Since I got a house and support money, I should have a basic level of respect before I screw them up.

And you never know maybe they expect me to flip up because my temper has never been too good.

I have never caused any significant problems, and always slipped away, but you never know.

My luck, my luck, sometimes it's wiser to wait and see.