Park eun-Sook

On a hot summer day,

A girl named Park eun-sook, was walking down the street slowly after her school was ended. 

As soon as she opened the door of her house,

[Bang]

[Crack, pop]

Her aunt, Yoo ji-hyun and uncle, Park bo-gum was fighting with each other through quarrels and were throwing things here and there.

Eun-sook was too pissed up after watching them.

Eun-sook saw to the right her both cousin sisters were busy in their own things instead of calming down their parents but it wasn't even there fault as they have been watching these everyday.

Now, Eun-sook don't know what to do because whenever she tries to handle the situation she ends up getting punished by her aunt and uncle.

But she also can't let it go because she is too soft hearted.

She took a step forward in order to stop them but suddenly she felt like her leg is numb and has no ability so she felt down on the floor.

[Ouch]

Park eun-Sook hurted her chin as the heavy school bag she was wearing on her back, bumped on her head. 

When her aunt and uncle saw that they both step aside together instead of helping her to stand up. And they started throwing their tantrums on her. 

Eun-sook tried to stand up but don't know how she wasn't able to do that.

After few seconds,

She stood up bowing her head down in front of her aunt and uncle, feeling like she has done a great sin. 

As she already got hurt on her chain they thought, not to punish her today as today's routine is being completed.

After listening to them she slowly entered in her room, it was a complete mess everything was thrown here and there looks like her aunt has searched her room again.

She was feeling too tired to clean up the mess. So, she just sat in a corner bowing down on her knees and started crying silently.

In that house she was not even allowed to cry even on the death anniversary of her parents. 

As her aunt says that crying bring bad omens to her precious house.

But she couldn't control her tears as she it way too emotional. She had no one behind her except her aunt, uncle, who just thinks her as a burden and two cousins who loves her.

Eun-sook is just like her name pure, good, kind and virtuous. She is like the one who don't care about herself even a bit because she don't know how to love herself.

Her daily routine is waking up in the morning dressing up for school, doing house chores, then going to school and when she comes back after a tiring day of school she again has to do the house chores and then she goes for the part time job whose money is not even hers and then after all this when she gets time she does her studies or sometimes handle the quarrels and then study late at night.

On a week day her aunt, Yoo ji-hyun gives her some extra work like shopping groceries from the market, some extra cleaning of the house and so on.

Hence for her,"It was a complete mess."

So, never for a day or an hour, or a minute or even a second she got to care about herself. 

Or you can say she doesn't know how to!

It's been 5 years after the death of her parents in a car accident and now she is 18 years old. After that she is living with her aunt and uncle but she never got to be loved by anyone.

Eun-sook is too innocent. But the problem is no matter how hard she try but falls for people lies. And that is the reason why she hates people and her innocence.

She got too many qualities but she never got the one who can see her qualities.

She has only one friend named Jessie but she also not always supports her. Jessie only cares about herself like a selfish person.

Park eun-Sook is scared of boys because it's hard for her to trust them and that's why she never had a guy friend or she interact with them.

[Night]

Eun-sook was feeling sleepy after doing hard work,

All of a sudden Yoo ji-hyun, her aunt opened the door of Eun-sook room and shouted angrily,"Oh God, help me see how this shameless girl is sleeping after doing nothing."

"Please help me someone please help."

She continued," I don't know what sin I have done that I have to take care of her but still she does nothing for this house."

"And now when she is going for a part time job she doesn't even gives me a bit of money."

"Oh God there are so much expenses how am I gonna handle it."

After hearing her loud voice she woke up and remembered that she forgot to give her the money she earned.

Eun-sook said," Sorry, it was a tiring day for me so, I forgot to gave you the money."

Her aunt said," Oh really you got tired up doing nothing the whole day, you better give me all the money you get from your part-time job or you know the door so, you can leave right now."

She added," Your useless parents left you here for no reason, they had better taken you with them."

Park eun-Sook got really angry after hearing her saying absurd to her parents.

She raised her head and started staring her and she do wanted to say many things but she couldn't because her parents haven't taught her this. 

Her aunt,"What are you staring at, Am I saying something wrong then get out from this house."

"You are nothing but a load of trash in this world, I hope God calls you soon to your parents."

Park eun-Sook wants to hold her tears back but she couldn't and she ended up crying in front of her. 

After seeing her crying her aunt said,"Oh my God, you are crying please don't don't don't. I will try to hold expenses."

"No, I mean I'm already doing that by treating you and my children differently"

"But still if you care about your cousins and love us then earn more"

[Yoo ji-hyun husband called] 

"Honey, come soon we are going to have dinner."

[Yoo ji-hyun replied]

"Coming baby.."

Before leaving she said to Eun-sook,"if you are feeling a bit of shame then don't eat the food today."

[Yoo ji-hyun left]

It's not the first time when her aunt was speaking like this but everytime it hurts in a new way because she loves them.

Eun-sook bowed her head on the floor and started sobbing. And she said to herself,"Yes, aunt I hope your every word will become reality one day."

"And I will get lost from your life as you wish"

"Why, Mom and Dad you left me."

"Why, you had better taken me as she said. I can't live here anymore. It's so suffocating even if I go in open area. I feel like dying and you have left me to live here anyhow, then please help me....

She slept while repeating the word please help me, help me...