But how

I was so scared . I thought I was not able to live , but I don't know there were some hope in my mind . I was not able to see , suddenly I saw a light 'I closed my eyes 👀 for sometime. But when I opened my eyes I was in my bed . I was happy that it was a dream ,but my happiness was for a short time of period. But the dream I had was connected to my whole life . After sometime I always see a red creature coming towards me in my dream , every day i had same dream but how..!?