Is this the END?

Tons of realizations came to mind

And one just stuck in mine

That I,

I was just accepted

Not loved, not cared, no affection at all

They were really great

Great liars, great pretenders...

I didn't know at first,

But it was heartbreaking,

The same as a real heartbreak...

I was a fool...

Wanting to be loved...

Wanting to be cared enough...

Wanting the attention that I need...

The things I should have felt in this lifetime...

But why is life unfair?

Is the only question that runs through my head but,

Only I, could love myself...

Only I, should do something about what I feel...

Only I, should be that independent someone that no one cares about...

Just because,

I was and just alone...