Unlettered pain of Rosa!

Rosa couldn't utter a word. She remain herself in cool form. She didn't want things to be revealed. She hesitatingly says,"Nothing!"

She hold me under her arms and started sobbing. All she wanted is to be cared and cuddled. I cuddled her and she asked me

"Danny aren't you going to judge me like my family and society for my abuse?"

I couldn't hold my grip of words,"No Rosy why you are thinking this? Even a moon is full of craters, no one is perfect. Why you are thinking this, you are so strong and bold one, and I am proud of you. Excuse me, did you just say your family?

Rosa hummed, "Yes, as my family are the bunch of superstitious clad. They think me as an omen. Sadly, they didn't give me enough morsel of food to eat, they think me to get lost from their life. I was locked in my own room. My grandfather sketches the conniving plot to kill me as I had soil his reputation. After that abuse incident I was about be burnt. Kerosene was thrown over my body so that I can be burnt, but my own mightiness saved me. My grandfather and uncle tattooed my skin, Devil according to them I dishonor their prestige so as to remind that haunting abuses and they wanted to outcast me from their familial stuffs.

I brave myself to reconnect with my dots. . I had learnt self defense techniques. I aced my academic cult. I did so many efforts to feel me and my parents proud. I did.... I know you were my childhood love and I was fully in trust with you that you will understand me. I had known that you were here in Tokyo University. I told my parents that I wanted to be out for my graduation. My parents nodded to my decision to be out from family sphere to make my life secure. So, I came here.

I tested you multiple times that how you will react me just to satisfy my brain and you know the remaining thing...."

She stammered," I couldn't fight with my family Danny, I am a cowardice you know.... know"

My anger knew no bounds and I punched my hand on a table. My hands were swollen in a second.

"What the hell?" I will kill them! How dare they can do this to you?" Those burnt skin, that tattoo and that loss of serendipity? You loses your charm. How can they be so concocted Rosy!

Rosa stand as a stone as the unknown water is pushing her towards next edges. She kissed my hands and tell me to control my anger. She dunked on my lap as she was heavily into her painful trauma.

I couldn't control my tears along with her. I kissed her tears and laid her head on my lap. I promise myself that I won't let Rosa to be in this dismay state of disorientation as their family did, by outcasting her.

I wanted to do something. My blood was boiling in an extreme and my breathe was pulsating. I can feel my temperature with her pain. How she had suffered this pain, that embroil, that insouciant attitude done by her own blood. She was a true lioness. I began to seep in our class moments, that sakura moment, that hostel incident and the way she was heavily boozed. How she shaved her hair to test my patience and love? All clouds of confusions began to crash infront of me. I felt that she was never an inch far away from me.

I let her sleep peacefully by kissing her face. Finally, I dragged myself slowly and silently from her room and I call someone from my cellphone.