Rebirth

OC POV

I wake up with the worst hangover ever, rubbing the sleep off my eyes. I had the weirdest dream that I died and was reborn as Harry Potter after voldy kills his parents and him, banishing himself in the process. upon closer inspection of my surrounding, I feel the weight in my gut as I see darkness. I can make up my surroundings through light coming from barely open gate. I had feared this. I'm inside the cupboard under the stairs in No. 4 Privet drive. at one and a half years of age, I have some control over my more functions and vocal functions, but still I can expect most of my day to be spent sleeping. infact the less I bother my relatives, easier the life for all of us. I hope that by responding to their ques better than a child could, I can maybe set a favorable impression, compared to the other Harry.

'But all that can wait' I think, as I lay down again, this time with excitement as I was born in a magic world, as protagonist. I take position for Shavasana ( Corpse Pose) in yoga. now I way l wasn't a yogi , but I was still a high functioning, workaholic sociopath.i had masterd the ways of yoga and other eastern arts to center one self and mould ones body to specific desires. shavasana was the easiest ways of meditation in which you don't even have to sit, just lay down like you are dead (hence the name corpse pose) , loosen your body, and focus on your breathing.

after some time, I can feel my body vibrating with energy, this energy follows my focus. I do a few chakra circulation meditation(focusing on vibrationd of different parts of body [which corresponds to main glands of body] in a specific sequence) crown (head-pineal gland)->third eye (forehead-pitutary gland)->throat(thyroid)->chest(heart-thymus) ->solar plexus(pancreas)->spleen (gut-gonad)->root(anus- adrenal)

I've always felt the vibrations that signify abundance of life force, but this time I feel my human functions getting better, all my organs are working at better than 100% of themselves, so long as I do this exercise which can replace sleeping, I can gain benifits of a good night's sleep in 2 hours. and if I choose to do it beyond that, then I'll start absorbing nutrients more optimally and purify my blood of impurities. anything beyond 4 hours would become like cleaning a clean house, any benifits would give diminishing returns and may even overburden my body. As a concierge doctor in my last life, I was very aware of blood circulation cycle, even though I haven't read about any meditation that followed that path, as a doctor, just to challenge myself, I used to do a meditation where I focus on sequence in which blood flows and name every organs, bone, ligament or any named part of the body that blood flows through in sequence, starting from lunges where oxygen is added, and pumped by heart through the whole body and back to heart. usually this didn't benifit me much others that increasing my memory power as I mapped my whole body. but this time, I had magic , starting from my lungs, I can feel my blood interacting more intimately with each part of my body as a start naming them.

it really feels as if this pose is wand movement(somatic), me naming the organs is the chant (verbal) and blood is the focus(wand) in a spell. I feel an intent of protection in my blood and I truly belive only way to protect myself is to better myself and reinforce myself.

but this whole reinforcement is very different from chakra circulation. that gives mental rejuvenation and reinforcement at cost of feeling tired (as if you just woke up from sleep), while blood circulation gives physical rejuvenation and reinforcement at cost of feeling mentally tired(from naming 100's of parts of your body including every bone and organ)

I don't have a system so I would have to define these skills myself, for first draft I would say

CHAKRA circulation-

increases MP and MP regen (MANA POINT)

cost SP(STAMINA POINT)

BLOOD circulation-

increases SP and SP regen

cost MP

nice

now I just need to figure out how to do them together so that temporary increase to SP and MP don't go to waste and are actually used up by each other, after constantly attempting this for who knows how long, I'm interrupted by my shrieking aunt. she seemed to have just given Dudley a bath and it seems it was my turn.

as she carries me to the bath, I realise the she doesn't even want to waste water on me, it seems that I would be taking bath in what is Dudley's bath tub , with the water with which baby Dudley just took bath in , with all the used baby shampoo and soap mixed in making water look more white than bubbly. I really have to look into getting them indifferent to me. this is just straight up un-hygienic, I already know that I can't expect this bitch to even change my diapers for long so I'm planning to shit and pee in this tub as I'm getting out, I don't think they would feed me much so I don't expect to be shitting much anyways. but at least both blood and chakra circulation should help me absorb all nutrients from whatever pittance I do get later.