7
Carly is in her office pondering on how life is going to become of her.Her husband,her child left her.
I'm I cruel?
Carly thought.
"well we never loved each other". Carly mumbled.
Then immediately the door was stormed open,it made Carly to jumped in terror.Then a beautiful lady walked in wearing a smile.
"Are you crazy Madison".Carly hurled.
Madison just grinned and she reciprocated."Sorry ma'am I didn't see you drowning in your own misery".
"We're at work Madison show me some respect,I won't be nice next time when you act clumsy". Carly exclaimed.
"Sorry ma'am,don't bite".
"If you wasn't my friend,I would have thrown you out myself!!!"Carly roared in fury.
"Don't get mad ma'am, I'm just being a good assistant and a best friend". Madison said softly."What's wrong friend?, c'mon spill't out gal".
"My life is a disaster Madison".
"how?,is it about your ex husband and child?". Madison asked with concern.
"I don't wanna talk about it Maddy". Carly said and let out a long sigh."just leave I'll will be fine ".
"Are you sure girl?".
"Yes". Carly replied.
"Okay I just came to give you this documents to sign". Madison said and dropped the documents on the table.
She exited the room.
Carly kept sighing,she have been this way for the past 4years her child left her.
There are sounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.*some old wounds never truly heal,and bleed again at the slightest word.
you can't go through life allowing pain to dictate how you behave.
Just like there's always time for pain, there's always time for healing.
When Carly was done with work and it was closing hours already,she headed home without informing her best friend,like she usually do.
When she came out of the building,she got into her car and headed straight home.
She was so devastated.
She stopped the car at the garage and walked sluggishly in her mansion.when she got in she walked to the kitchen to drink some water .
"Welcome back dear".Adele said after seeing Carly gulped some water down her throat.
However, Adele has been Carly's nanny since when she was born,when her(Carly's mom) was busy flying out the state for business.
Infact Carly sees her as her Mother, despite her real mother who more like abandoned her and her father loathe her dearly.
Carly hummed after hearing Adele welcoming her.
"Are you alright dear".Adele asked.
"I'm fine Nanay". Carly replied, meaning mother.
"You're not fine dear, you're gonna get sick you're thinking about your child again."Adele said.
"Yeah,yea you caught me"Carly said weakly.
"So you haven't found her yet?"
"I have Nanay"
"So where's she?"Adele interrogated.
"She's here in LA Nanay".
"Then go get her"
"She's gonna hate me for sure"Carly said.
"Then you need to tell her your reasons for acting so cold".
"Okay,I'm off to bed"Carly said exiting the kitchen.well on the other hand Adele didn't say more words,she just let her go.
Carly went to her room and walked to the bathroom inside her room.
She undressed herself and filled the bathtub with water and she laid in it and closed her eyes.
She felt really hurt.
She missed her child so much,like even all those years she cared for her too but she didn't want to show it.
She kept thinking about the past and how everything started.
Soon she slept off.
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Flashback
Carly sat in the bar drinking to stupor, feeling abandoned and a mistake to be born.she can't continue the trauma happening anymore.
She cared less.
She kept drinking,she just wanna forget.she wanted to be loved by her parents and to be cared for,then suddenly she heard a male voice.
"Hi beautiful, enough already you've had too much, you're gonna get drunk".He said collecting her bottle.
Then she stared at him,more like staring at two people because that's what she sees.
Well I'm already drunk d*ckhead, Carly thought.
"Give it back".Carly said trying to take back the bottle.
"Not so fast beautiful".he said.
"F*ck you!!!"she yelled at him.