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Fear is the path of the dark side.fear leads to anger,anger leads to suffering."the brave man is not he who does not feel afraid,but he who conquers that fear".

"The only more frustrating than slanderers is those foolish enough to listen to them".

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I looked at the mirror for the tenth time to confirm everything was good as expected,but to my despair It was negative.looking at my self makes me remember my corrosive and toxic hell called past.

I immediately shoved the thought to the back of my mind,I just wanna be home schooled as usual but granny ma won't let me,she insists of me to associate with people and make friends and also to move on from my past.

MY NAME IS OLIVIA LANE.....this is my story.

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flashback.

Little Olivia walked profusely through the hallway feeling devastated about the anarchy that happened many years ago between her parents,she missed her dad so much she couldn't bear to loss him.Her dad divorced her mother when she was just 6years old she couldn't understand why,they loved each other right?? she asked herself once again it has been 8years now since the divorce of her parents but she couldn't figure out why they divorced.what she wanted was to go with her dad since her mom made the house a living hell for her.Carly lane never got time for her daughter even since when she was born she only cared about her family business and how to build it.

Little Olivia lightly knocked on her mother's room door,she was so scared,the discomfort and agony to see her mother made goosebumps to rise.

"Enter!"a cold voice said from inside.

She hastily walked in and shut the door behind her.Mrs lane looked at Olivia with a questioning look."Well....how may I help you!"Carly said with a serious tone.

"I...uhm.....ste-----"Olivia couldn't fix the exact word in the sentence,she was frightened of what she was about to say and how her mom will refuse to believe her she was cut mid-air by the sentence.

"For f**king sake Olive! speak up I gat lot of works to do".

"step-d----"

"Get out!!"Carly said with a corrosive and disgusting tone."now!!"she said pointing to the door.

Olive didn't expect less at usual she knew her mom will always act cold and arrogant.

"I just wanna tell you that step-dad is torching my breast and butt when you aren't around and he always say we should do nasty things but I refused". Olivia said profusely.

By that Time Carly stood up with aghast and deject all written on her pretty face,well as Carly lane as ever,she went ballistic!!."Are you mad or mentally disabled?".

However Olivia didn't expect less."But mo---"

"Don't you dare mom me you little witch, you're saying such accusations against my husband because you want me to divorce him right?"Carly implied."Now get out you little witch"

Olivia quickly stormed out of the room,she knew this was going to happen,she couldn't stop the tears streaming down her cheek.she ran to her room and cried her eyes out as always."Dad why did you leave me?"Olivia asked crying profusely.

end of flashback.

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"OLIVE!!"

I heard granny called me from down the stairs."Hurry up you'd be late for school it's your first day little girl".

I despise when she calls me 'little girl'.I'm not right? I'm 17 and I'm gonna be 18 in the next five months but still I'm not little,no big deal uhn.

"Almost through" I told granny.

"Okay dear hurry so you could have your breakfast it's getting cold already".

"yes granny".

I hurriedly wore my shoes and styled my hair in ponytail,I took my bag and was about to go for the exit when I immediately stopped in my track,I went back to the mirror and checked my neck inside my uniform collar,that scare it never goes away,the nightmare,the thought,the anxiety they won't F**king leave me alone.But granny always say to conquer all is to have power to conquer yourself is to know the way.

I should definitely move on right?

I should forget the past.

I summoned courage and went downstairs to have my breakfast I'm almost running late though.