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Later, when life became so difficult that he was too overwhelmed to care for her, she finally realized that her existence was just like the dolls Xiao'ai placed on the bedside.
When she liked them, she would pick them up for a hug, but when no longer needed, they could be put back again.
Sometimes, she envied the Little Dinosaur that Xiao'ai held in her arms every day. At least Xiao'ai, who didn't speak, always wanted to carry it with her.
As for Su Shu, in her past life, in order to keep Shen Han, she broke her own bottom line and became his underground mistress that he couldn't be seen with.
Those three months were the most painful time of her life. She would ask herself every day what she was living for. When you love someone, sometimes you don't think straight. She had loved Shen Han for so many, many years. After her parents passed away, her world only had room for Shen Han. Whatever he wanted, she was willing to give.