Chapter 5

Someone once said, " Your body can stand almost anything. It's your mind that you have to convince", but I beg to differ.

The closeness between us and the familiar body heat is making my body feel things I shouldn't. My mind is screaming for me to get away before we make the mistake that'll ruin all our lives but I'm unable to move.

45 minutes ago

Dalton and I entered his parent's house to find everyone already present and everyone sat around the dinner table on their seats.

Mr Miller is sitting on the head chair with Mrs Miller on his left and dad on his right.

On my fathers right is my mom and on Mrs Miller's left is Amara.

Carl is sitting beside Amara.

I sat beside my mother and Dalton took a seat on my right.

I lifted my eyes only to met with the grey one.

Before I get lost in them I averted my eyes to my sister who is looking truly happy. The fading love bites on her neck got my attention.

It's like sprinkling salts on the wound. I shouldn't feel like this but I can't stop myself. I haven't totally moved on, I'm halfway towards it.

Discreetly I took a deep breath to remove any thoughts from my mind.

This dinner is for celebrating our marriage.

Our parents decided that we should gather together for dinner as we haven't had dinner together as a family after marriage.

Everyone did the toast. Our fathers decided to get drunk so we each took a bottle in our hands and went to the backside garden where the breakfast table is.

"So how was the honeymoon?", my mother questioned us.

"It was so good mommy. We went on dates, movies, concerts and we went to see Eiffel Tower. After that, we went to a candlelight dinner. It was so romantic mommy.", my sister gushes to my mom.

"And you Alyssa?", my mother asked me.

I don't know what to say. I can't tell her the truth that "mommy I was too buried in my memories to even think that I was on a honeymoon." She'll be upset if she hears that.

Thankfully Dalton covered up for me.

"We enjoyed our time there. We didn't get out much. We just spend our time together indoor."

I really appreciate that he came to my rescue and extremely guilty that I was so selfish that I didn't even think about his feelings.

Under the table, I interlocked our hands to show him that I'm thankful to him to come to rescue me.

When everyone's drink is finished I went inside to grab some beer for everyone.

I was taking beer bottles from the freezer when I felt a presence behind me. I stiffened knowing fully well who is that person.

I closed the freezer's door before turning.

"What you want?", I asked praying he'll go. We can't be under the same roof alone.

It can be dangerous. I know fully well the control he has on my whole being. My mind has already accepted the fact we can't be together and moved on but my body hasn't. yet.

"You", he whispered huskily.

He knows how to have control over my body and he's using that to his benefits.

"But you can't. I'm a married woman now. Only my husband can have me and you're also married, you shouldn't talk to other's woman like that", I said praying to every god that he gets the hint and move away.

Of course, he didn't. He moved closer to me. "You're mine not anyone else", he said possessively.

"You're wrong I'm not yours. I'm his now", I replied gaining a little confidence.

He took one more step towards me. My personal space is being invaded.

Back to present

"What is going on", Dalton's voice made him took a step back.

I looked over to see Dalton standing there, jaw clenched and glaring at his brother.

"Nothing I just came to take more beer", I said in a small voice not knowing how to explain the situation.

Before anyone of them pounces onto the other one I took Dalton's hand in mine and took him outside.

I served the beer and sat beside Dalton. I can tell he's still pissed by his body language. He's rigid like a statue.

"mom we're going now it's late.", I wanted to explain to him that we didn't do anything. I don't want him to have a feeling that I'm cheating behind his back.

"Honey stay the night here. You can go back tomorrow after breakfast. You can sleep in Dalton's old room. We haven't moved his stuff so there won't be a problem to settle down for the night", Mrs Miller said in pleading tone.

Not having the heart to say no I again took his hands in mine and went upstairs to his old room.

He was still rigid.

"Dalton it wasn't like you thought it is. I told him I belong to you now but he didn't listen. Please don't be angry", I pleaded.

Dalton sighed before cupping my face softly in his hands.

"I know. I trust you, Aly. It's just that I don't trust him. I know you still love him and its hard on you. I don't blame you but I feel like he'll take you away from me and I won't be able to do anything".

My heart broke after listening to him. Dalton is always confident but now he's standing before me confessing his fear. He looks so vulnerable right now that my heart is squeezing painfully in my chest.

I hugged him giving him reassurance.

"I'll never leave you under any circumstances. I took my vows and I'm taking them again. I'll be with you for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish until death does us apart", pulling back I told him truthfully, looking into his eyes.

I crashed my lips on his. Biting it harshly then licking it to soothe the sting.

He groaned into the kiss before taking control. He picked me up and throwing me on the bed.

"Take off your clothes", he demanded, working on removing his own clothes.

I quickly removed all my clothes, leaving me bare to his eyes.

His eyes scanned my body starting from head then going down towards my boobs and stopping at my pussy.

I spread my legs fully for him. My action made his eyes darken.

He growled walking towards me. He settled between my legs and kissed me passionately.

His kiss leaving me breathless. He went down kissing my neck then going down on my nipples. His hot mouth enclosed around my nipples caused my pussy to flood juices.

He kissed both my nipples giving them equal attention. He bit on them making me wetter.