Chapter 3 - My Tension

It's a big jungle, I'm madly looking for that big werewolf and my Marilyn all over the jungle chasing them from the banquet hall after transforming into my form, but I can not see them anywhere here.

Normally my nose can smell very well whoever it is that I could find out very easily and whoever hiding me. I can smell them no matter where or how far away they are from me.

But now I do not know why maybe it's because of tension or because my Marilyn is far away from me.

Because Marilyn was the only reason for the change in my life, she was able to change me in whatever she would like, in a human form or a beast form. She has all the powers on me to change alike and I'm been a cursed one before.

She had the power to remove my curse of mine and she changed me in unexpected circumstances. Unbeknownst to us, our lives changed and we both fell in love.

In other words, we can not live without each other, but if both of us are together, the powers within us will be doubled, and if we are far away from each other, the powers in us will diminish.

We understand that in a big fight that happened earlier, I do not know why but God created both of us like this, maybe he sent us into this world as lovers to stop the conflicts going on between our two worlds.

But neither of us knows how or when to change our two races. But we are in a situation where we can not live with one another and stay alone.

My mind goes out of control and I get very angry. Likewise, no one can stop me at that moment if I was gone wrong with my form because I forget everything when I change into my original shapeshifter, and in a few more minutes the heartless beast is going to come out of me that I could not control myself and could wreak havoc over here.

I have to find out about Marilyn as soon as the sun rises, otherwise, she will not be able to reach me alive because she could not see the sun's rays, and her body would burn from those rays.

But how? What to do now? Where to search for her in this deep dark jungle?.

The whole thing here is very dark, but no problem, my eyes are very clear even in the dark.

I do not know what to do with the tension in me even not able to control it and it was turning into peaks minute by minute while thinking about her, how is she now? What happened? Is she fine? That tension is getting too much in me, so I can't think properly about what step to take the next minute.

If she was not pregnant, she could easily have fought the werewolf and defended herself, but by the time she became pregnant all her powers had diminished and she was now a normal human being with no such powers.

"No... Bardolf, calm down, you can do it, think a little harder and find some way" I said to myself as I comforted and dared to fill courage in me as I stood with both my hands and feet on a large rock right there.

The moon was watching me as the clouds cleared and I slowly hung out from under the trees. That moment seemed to ignite the helplessness in me, but even then I did not panic and walked forward to look directly at the moon.

Because that full moon helps me to get back all the powers that are in me, and our strength is that moon and he is our God.

Whenever I saw that moon completely with my naked eyes a new excitement overflowed in me and in that moonlight I saw something shining and sparkling like a star on the way deep inside the jungle.

What did he see shining like that so far? What did he gain from that shining object? Will he find Marilyn again? How is she now? Where is she now? Why did that big werewolf abduct her?.