Chapter 33 - The Two’S Thoughts

I had my first experience with Yukishiro-Onii-san.

I feel like I still have Yukishiro-Onii-san inside me, and it excites me just a little bit.

"Yukishiro-Onii-san."

How many times have I called his name today?

Yukishiro-Onii-san has gone off to school and I'm lonely and alone at home.

I know he wants to work, but I will never let him do that.

Because that would mean less precious time with me. I won't be able to bear it. I might not be able to stand it and might lock up Yukishiro-Onii-san.

I would prefer Yukishiro-Onii-san to have freedom, so I'll try my best not to impose too much on him, but…

"Nnn… Yukishiro-Onii-san."

We're already dating. When are we getting married?

Where should we build our house? Preferably in the countryside. I don't like crowded places.

I don't want to have children. If we have a child, Yukishiro-Onii-san might only care about the child and not pay attention to me.

Well, I might say yes if Yukishiro-Onii-san wanted to have children.

"Eri, will you give birth to my child?"

Ah… No~, don't stare at me with such serious eyes.

Fine~ I'll have the baby. I'll have our beautiful child.

"Yukishiro~Oniii~shan~~ I wuv~you~~"

Mufufu. The Yukishiro-Onii-san in my imagination is cool too.

But the real-life Yukishiro-Onii-san is dozens of times cooler!

I can't wait for him to come home.

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Finally, Eri started going out with Yukishiro-kun.

…I should be happy because I'm Eri's mother and I knew that she liked Yukishiro-kun, but to be honest, I envy her….

It can't be helped, can it…? I like Yukishiro-kun, too.

Even Akari-san saw through my heart and still supported me and Eri.

Ah… I'll report to Akari-san that Eri and Yukishiro-kun have started dating.

…Let's put that aside for now. But I can't help feeling envious… Yukishiro-kun might not like an old woman like me.

But Yukishiro-kun did say that I was beautiful… It could have been just a compliment, though…

No, no. Negative thoughts are taking over.

I had talked it over with Eri, and we decided to make Yukishiro-kun happy together.

How can I be more cowardly than my daughter!

If I like Yukishiro-kun, I have to tell him I like him!

While the possibility of some other woman taking Yukishiro-kun's attention away has diminished, there is a possibility that as Eri gets closer to him, the distance between him and me might increase.

Before that, I have to tell Yukishiro-kun too.