A million feeling

"Your Story"

Meet me in the middle of your story, when the flesh is worn and old but wise,

and as the evening clouds fades way the sky is filled with stars invisible by day but visible at night,.

Evey breeze at dawn has a secret to tell don't go back to sleep.

Take a walk to the beach and watch as the evening wind make the ocean moves as it please

Has you wrap your self into a worm blanket standing in silence

And feel the cool breeze creepie through your clothes as words are spoken to you in silence.

Life is a fair tale my love.

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" This Love "

Are we really ment for this love

are we really ment to contain

and carry on the lies

of our past and future

do we have to live in the past

and worry about the future.

in your eyes they is a havey blue

one to love and one to loss

and on your finger tips are maps

to my skin .

Am I a sucker for your love my dear

help me it's like the walls are caving

in , you got a hold on me and still don't

know your power.

you consuming all the air out my lungs

riping all the skin of my bones and still

don't know your power , you got me

begging for mercy in silence

I stand out a hundred fite but fall

when around you, your smile

is the peace of my heart

and your words are cold as ice

and your dress as white as snow .

when you move you make

my ocean move too

I was lost untill I found me in you

it's my desire you feed

we at the end of the line

keep me from falling asleep

scared I miss too much

when my eyes are closed

but my eyes are closed from

your loving .

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"A Dream I Never Had "

laying on a bathroom floor.

gazing out the window with

a bottle of whiskey, as I slowly

drink out of the pain thinking

about a stolen dream

a dream I never had

with the thoughts of you in my head

still thinking about your black skin

wrapped around my hands

as the moon shine it's

light on us .

we slowly kiss and make

love , as words wisper never

to be fallfilled a taboo, a wrong

desires, a bad dream I never

want to wake up from ,

for those dreams were the

final chapter of my life

jut as the night swallow the sun

the darkness over the soul

but yet the darkness will come

and as the thief within the night

you stole the light away in the

middle of my ecstasy

desire of pleasure a future of

anxiety a place with out

complexity or pride, a dream

of pain

as we walk this Golden miles of times

searching for something lost

dip within this lies , trust

anger and sadness

and as I still drink out the whiskey

my eyes refuse to watch you leave

so I let tears blur the memories.