May I return to the past?

Dexter saw Kaili's body trembling, it annoyed him even more. How much this woman hated him, so much so that she refused, Dexter thought.

 He gritted his teeth, indicating a fit of burning anger. Dexter rudely pulled Kaili to sit on his lap. His narrow eagle eyes stared intently, like an eagle ready to peck at whatever gets in its way with its pointed mouth.

 "Gleg!" Kaili took a sip of saliva.

 "Dexter ... I-I ..." Kaili's tone was trembling, her lower lip also seemed to make it clear, because it was trembling too. Kaili's face was very pale. She was completely traumatized by what happened to her 5 years ago.

 Dexter stared at Kaili arrogantly. However, now that woman's appearance did not affect his heart's content to be slightly moved to give pity. Dexter raised his hand and stroked Kaili's cheek. His long fingers caressed every inch of the cheekbone of the woman who was now pale. His hands were cold, making Kaili's body shiver even more.

 Kaili, who was now on Dexter's lap due to being forced, could feel the woman's body trembling violently, her white face even paler and more sadly. That made Dexter angry even more. Was he a ghost, to the extent that Kaili must be so afraid of him? What were you afraid of? Was it because Dexter said to serve him? This woman was very unwilling to have sex with him. That's what caught Dexter from Kaili's attitude.

 Finally, the tips of his long fingers stopped at Kaili's lips. With a faint and heavy caress, Dexter's thin lips landed on Kaili's earlobes. Suddenly Kaili almost jumped, but Dexter's strong hands were ready to hold Kaili's tiny body and made the two of them very close. Now Kaili's hands were on Dexter's broad chest. Their eyes met each other.

 Kaili's green eyes, like sculpted jade-looking very shiny, stared at Dexter's black eyes that still didn't change his expression.

 "I-I ..."

"Shhhh ... My dear wife, don't talk much." Dexter put his slender index finger in the middle of Kaili's lips.

 Kaili felt very uncomfortable. One hand of Dexter was on her slender waist, and the other was on his mouth.

 If tonight Dexter forced her to do that, like it or not Kaili had to do it. It did happen. They were married, and that's natural. Maybe then Kaili's trauma sense will soon disappear. Since deciding and agreeing to her father's request to get married immediately, Kaili had prepared her heart about this, but when that day happened, it turned out that she was still not strong enough. The feeling of trauma still haunted her, even though at that time she was completely unconscious, but when she thought that she had been raped made Kaili's psyche a little shaken.

 At least this was Dexter, the man she loved since 5 years ago, wasn't it much nicer than having to do that with Peter, if the one she was marrying today was Peter.

 Dexter studied Kaili deeply, the woman's nervousness became even more intense. Even Dexter's legs were shaking because of Kaili who was trembling on top of Dexter's lap.

 Dexter didn't know that ever since that hot night had happened, Kaili was devastated. Now, Kaili who was scared was considered by Dexter as a rejection so that it made the eyes of his soul blind, ignited by anger.

 "Dexter ... I-if you ..."

 "Hmmph ... What's the matter, my favorite wife?" Dexter replied coldly, without changing his flat expression.

 "I-I ... I mean, if you want to do it, can you wait for me to take a shower? I'm so uncomfortable ..."

 "Why? Do you want to push me away? Don't want to see me, do you? Or maybe your allergies will recur if you are near me?" Dexter asked, he was still touching Kaili's lips.

 "..." Kaili could only drink her saliva. Indeed, everything that the man with the narrow eyes like the eagle had just said was true. In the past, Kaili heartlessly said that. Even though only God knows Kaili's purpose to say so.

 "You are my wife, so what are you waiting for? Do it now!" Dexter said and sat back down with dignity on the sofa. He leaned his back against the sofa.

 Kaili took a breath and threw it away roughly. She didn't know what to do? Since earlier, Kaili could only play with her fingers.

"Don't you want to take a shower? You wouldn't shower if you didn't do it!"

 Kaili's eyes were rounded. She could hear the seriousness of Dexter's words.

'All right, there's no way to escape,' Kaili muttered to herself. But she still didn't know where to start. Kaili didn't have that experience. All this time, just imagining about the night of the heart made her nauseous.

 Kaili's face turned red. Her hands began to shake. Dexter took Kaili's hand and placed it on his chest. "Help me take off my clothes," he ordered.

 Kaili just stared at Dexter with a gaze. Her long fingers began to touch the buttons on Dexter's shirt. Even though the man had taken a shower earlier, he was still wearing a shirt. It was clear that the curved fingers were shaking very violently. And Dexter was furious about it.

 "Still don't want to?" Dexter repeated. He was very upset. Without an answer, Kaili continued to unbutton Dexter's shirt until now it was on the third button.

 Dexter immediately pushed Kaili aside, until the woman fell on the sofa. Dexter leaned in front of Kaili and touched her chin. Slowly kissing Kaili's lips gently. But Dexter's action was sudden, Kaili was not ready, so she unconsciously refused.

 Dexter took Kaili's hand and placed it on his head. The more Kaili fought, the more angry Dexter got.

 Until Dexter let go of his kiss, Kaili screamed hysterically. Her tears were flowing profusely. Dexter froze.