✒ Chapter 47 : Don't let it be the last

Nailed on the floor, Khein's feet didn't move an inch as he watched Rei being hugged by another guy. He expected Rei to push Rain away from him but he was hurt with what happened next, Rei looked so happy as he hugged the guy back. That cheerful smile he always wear in front of Khein, he was showing it to Rain.

"Why didn't you me tell that you're going to visit me?" Rei smiled and led Rain towards the sofa, forgetting Khein's existence instantly. Khein blinked a few times before returning to his usual self. He went to the kitchen and saw Ethan kissing with Center happily.

"Ew" Khein hissed and grabbed a can of beer from the fridge. Center snarled and glared at Khein.

"How come you became so shameless, Ethan?" Khein asked sarcastically. Ethan chuckled and said, "I know you are lonely, Khein."

Khein drank a couple of beer and ignored the two lovey dovey guys. Whether what was happening with Rei and Rain right now, or between Center and Ethan, he didn't care. He was totally pissed and drunk, and jealous. Rei noticed that Khein has been taking too long in the kitchen so he went to look for his puppy. He left Rain in the living room together with Center and Ethan.

"Kheiny, are you drunk?" Rei asked while supporting Khein's wobbly neck. Khein sneered, he glared at Rei and said, "Finally, you care huh"

"Hey, why did you drink too much?" Rei's gentle voice irritated Khein even more.

"Don't mind me, go back to your Rain. I'll sleep here tonight so we still have plenty of time together. Leave me alone" Khein mumbled and burried his face underneath his arms.

"Rei, is your friend okay?" Rain asked and touched Khein's shoulder. Khein immediately slapped Rain's hand away while glaring at the tall guy.

"Who gave you the authority to touch me? Him?" Khein asked and pointed Rei using his index finger.

"Rain, I need to look after him. We'll talk tommorrow, please leave for now" Rei said and carried Khein upstairs, with Rain tailing behind them, he kept staring at Rei's face.

"Rei, 'what' are you doing?" Rain's low serious voice made Rei turned his head towards his older brother instantly. He put the blanket on Khein and sighed.

"I told you, I'll talk with you tommorrow. Please leave." Rei coughed a bit and sniffed his nose. Rain frowned, with Khein sleeping soundly, he assumed that the drunken guy was asleep.

"How long will you hide it from him?" Rain asked with concerned and caring voice. Rei clenched his jaw and coughed once again.

"I said leave" Rei ordered. Rain sighed and turned his back against his younger brother.

"I am afraid that you'll hurt him if you don't tell him right now." Rain said and closed his eyes for a moment.

"Rei, you know I love you and I'll always be there for you. If you don't want him to suffer, you know what you should do" Rain said and walked out of the room. Rei bowed his head and looked at Khein's sleeping face.

"I know" Rei whispered and a tear escape from his eye, together along with a blood that dripped down on his hand from his nose.

He quickly wiped the blood off and covered his nose with his trembling hand. He kissed Khein on the forehead and whispered the words 'I love you' repeatedly.

"I love you too. Please don't replace me" Khein said while hugging Rei's neck tightly, eyes closed. Rei held back his tears and inhaled deeply. Khein frowned when he saw Rei crying in front of him again, he was totally drunk that he started acting childish.

"Hush, stop crying. I'm not mad at you anymore. Don't cry, okay?" Khein said with a gentle voice. Whether he was being sweet because he was drunk or not didn't matter, what mattered was that he was being honest and true. Rei nodded obediently as if he was talking to a baby while holding back his tears.

"Kiss me and I'll forgive you." Khein said and before Rei could kiss him, he already captured the guy's lips with his own. The room was filled with moaning sounds as the two of them gone wild in kissing. The loud music sounded erotic as it went along with the rhythm of their groans. Center and Ethan probably knew what was happening upstairs and decided to leave the house, making sure that the doors were locked.

"Alcohol is really dangerous." Ethan said and sighed heavily. He knew the feeling of being able to become another person when alcohol takes over your body. Center chuckled and held Ethan's hand along the way back home.

Begging, Khein demanded for another round. Not like before, Rei happened to get tired easily. He felt like throwing up or vomiting after exhausting himself too much. Khein may haven't noticed it but Rei was a bit skinnier than before.

"I want more" Khein said while panting under Rei. Breathing heavily, Rei gulped the lump inside his throat and nodded obediently. Despite his weakening body, his lack of stamina, he managed to maintain the pace of thrusting inside Khein. Seeing Khein's desperate and lustful face, filled with burning desire and affection, he could never refuse his demands and wanted to feel the endless pleasure.

"Damn" Khein cursed while arcing his back against the matress. His hands scratching Rei's bare back while taking him in whole. It was probably the longest time that they have been making love but Khein was still not satisfied. Perhaps, he was mad afterall that he just wanted to endure to pain to make Rei totally exhausted. Perhaps, he wanted to remind Rei who the guy belongs to. Perhaps, it was all the alcohol's fault. Or perhaps, he wanted to say he was willing to give all of him to Rei.

"Remember this day" Khein said while catching his breath underneath Rei.

"You can't replace me, Rei"

Rei smiled as he realized that he could be the happiest person on earth he could die any moment. He hugged Khein tightly despite his ragged breaths and exhausted body. They spent the entire day doing it over and over again until Khein finally surrendered. Rei felt too tired that he secretly vomited blood inside the bathroom.

At night, they just kissed until their lips got swollen. Savoring every moment beside each other as if there is no tommorrow. Cuddling and laughing together, yes, Khein laughed with Rei ever so beautifully. Rei could stare at the laughing Khein beside him forever. It was the first time that Khein laughed so hard in front of him. He thought that he could be careless and clumsy if it was Rei beside him. In between their conversations, Rei would excuse himself to the bathroom. Khein noticed that it took longer than usual for Rei to spend to much time inside a bathroom.

"Let's sleep." Rei said and hugged Khein tightly. As if fear suddenly entered Khein's mind, he remained awake until three in the morning. And when his eyes could no longer take it, he fell asleep in Rei's arms. He could hardly believe he could fall asleep easily beside Rei.

Morning came and it was as if Khein knew what would happen next. He quickly opened his eyes and saw the person dearest to him deserted him again. The space where Rei was lying was too cold that Khein could tell how long the taller guy had gone. On the table there was a piece of scented paper. A message was written on it and Khein's tears burst out from his eyes like rapid waterfalls.

'Let's never see each other ever again. Thank you :)'

-Rei

Khein scoffed in disbelief while crying, "He did it again"