LOST

he now started hitting boulder as he felt like his strength did increase as he could keep hitting.

after hitting for a while, blood started to come as he was now slowing down and down.

''oh, come on sun''

sun stopped as blood was dripping from his hand as he heavily breathes as he looked at his teacher...

''You're truly impossible to underestimate'' ''go on do it sun''

sun strengthen his fist as he looked at his teacher as his teacher looked at him as he walks towards him...

'' I see that you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself''

he just kept looking as he now started hitting the boulder.

he put all of his everything to hit it as it finally cracks as suddenly, he felt something as he stopped.

''when it finally cracks, you had to stopped''

''teacher, i don't know why but i really don't want to''

''oh god, it is because you finally crack this boulder that you lost your common sense. Common sense nowadays is not so common after all''

''it is just that i felt something when i crack it like something terrible''

''i forgot the world revolves around you! how silly of me.''

sun kept looking at the stone

''now do you want to be strong or not''

''i want to be strong''

''then you must do it''

sun did it after a few times until he stopped again

''again''

''it is just that i feel something bad''

''oh, remember that time you were saying that thing I didn't care about? Yeah, that is now''

sun took several heavy breaths as he starts hitting it..

after several weeks from now,

sun was hitting it as the boulder was being destroy as while hitting the boulder, sun would get some memories.

until the last day of the month.

the boulder was now all crack as the boulder can no longer be repair as the inside of those boulder were all crack as it was showing in the outside.

sun death stare at the boulder as they were no light in sun eyes as he clenched his fist pointed at the boulder as he breathes slowly.

he punches the boulder as the boulder was slowly tearing down as sun start to breathe heavily and start to strike again as the boulder stones slowly fall as he remember how he visited this stone when he was 12 as he strikes again, he is remembering how he visited when he was 11.

slowly slowly as the boulder was getting torn apart as each sun strike, he is reminding of his visitation of the boulder for 12 years straight as each strike from sun was making the boulder fall each.

as sun was breathing heavily, he started to strike quickly as little blood was coming from his fist, he kept on striking the best he could as each strike he did, he remember all the time he visited in those 12 years but after all those flashbacks, he started to get memories of his past life as all the sad time and happy time was coming as sun was smiling as he was now a few second later in sad state as all those memories coming all at once overwhelm him as he stopped as he breathe heavily.

he remembers all of it, the time he visited this boulder and his past life as he looked at his teacher.

he strikes at the boulder as the memories started fading as before it was showing now it was fading.

as each strike he did, all the memories he visited, and his past life memories started fading in the dark as the boulder was now in completely weak state as he strike all he got at once as he wanted to end fast as he could.

the boulder started to crumble as he saw a memory he doesn't even remember, a monkey as that memories too fade away as the boulder was all small stone as the air of boulder was seen blowing in the sky as the boulder was now nothing

as he was on his knee as he started to tear up, looked at his teacher as his teacher nodded at him as sun smile looking at him before losing his conciseness

it was night as his teacher was happy while sun was not.

his teacher sat down with sun.

''why the long face''

sun sigh ''i don't know why but i feel everything fall apart about me as if it crumbles as i feel...lost, I am confused about the things I don't even know about''

''sun, you feel lost because there is something inside you that is hard to explain but there is always something that you want to be and that i will help you become the person you always wanted and if there is nothing like that then still i will guide on becoming one''

sun took the food ''thank you teacher''

''no need today is your day after all''

they both ate as they sleep but sun couldn't sleep at all.

sun took all those boulders parts that got split when sun destroy it...

he took them to the top of the mountain in his bag as there were some differences on the ground as where the boulder was.

sun wanted to dig the ground to buried but he stopped when he saw a small tree growing in the middle where the boulder used to be as he was on his knee looking as he stand up as the wind was blowing as dandelion fluff on the wind.

he returns back as he looked at the lake that was calm, he decides to throw the stone there since he wanted to be the one to do it instead of his teacher.

he started throwing the stones as the stones slowly-slowly goes deeper and deeper until the stones reach the end where it was all dark as he looked at the blue lake water that was vibrating as the stone were thrown as he looked at the lake as the reflection of sun face on the lake was all vibrate

the vibrate lake was now all stormy as sun backed out and looked at it as it lasted for a few minutes.

his teacher knows about it as in his though

''when i saw sun visiting the boulder as i heard he was born from it, i though he was doing something with it but all he did was just touch as i try to destroy what made him after he was gone, not only crack i couldn't even scratch it so after knowing what he desire , i wanted an moment that will allow us to give us time and so it happen and now he destroy the boulder that even i couldn't do anything about it, it's like only he could destroy himself no one else even i couldn't do it''

in those year, sun friends try to sneak and look at their training but the teacher always caught them before they get to and the elder even though he wanted to see his grandson, he didn't wanted to interrupt so he didn't visit at all.

after a year.

it was heavy raining as sun close his eyes as his head was upward as he breathes slowly from his nose.

''alright, time to go back sun''

sun open his eyes as he exhales and look at his teacher as his teacher nodded at him as sun move forward and look at the lake as he could no longer see the reflection of himself in the lake.

''after throwing the stone at the lake in the morning the lake was dry as there really was no water at all but now that there has been heavy raining going for the past few weeks and will be even going on, the lake is starting to become big, but the lake is no longer the same''

''the blue lake that was once clear has now become muddy just as it was good water as it became bad water but still it is filling even though it is different than before''

''and the stone, they vanish in the morning as i never throw the stone there, my teacher did everything to fill the lake with the river water being nearby and it was being fill slowly but it was working but now that it is raining, it is gonna be big once it was before even though it is all muddy unclear water, it is still a complete lake now''

''after seeing the lake being dry in the morning, i though it was my fault that i should never throw the stone at the lake no i should never destroy the stone as i felt nothing as the lake and stone was lost ,i felt lost but that was all in the past''

"sun, are you still worried about that lake"

"I am just looking at how shitty this lake has become of"

"I did what I could but it is up to itself now"

as they started to leave..

sun and his teacher were now in the village as it was still heavy raining

''you going to go home?''

''i want to see around village before going home''

''alright do as you like''

as sun was strolling around as he looked around the village, nothing really changes as he was in the bridge as it was still raining, he looked at the river.

''it's muddy'' said as he closed his eyes as he upward his head as he opens his eyes and looked at the heavy cloud as the heavy raining started to stop slowly as he closes his eyes until he heard some noise as he was looking at an eagle as he was seeing an eagle in here for the first time.

the eagle was coming left and right as it was going left then coming back to where it left and then going right as the eagle started to circle around as after circling, the eagle stopped as the eagle was just flapping the wings as his head look every direction...