Dos Horas II
Going back to her past and feeling like this about this but then sadly you have to accept this as a dream because that person will never return is painful.
Indeed when you are in a relationship, your mind is always occupied with things like, how can you make it better and special when you are around them.
Maybe if I will do this, Surely he/she will like it!!, Oh god I won't add this to my list because he/she hates this!
Even we start praying that he/she be out of danger and may God bless him/her with a long life.
All sorts of things will come but we will never imagine the breakup part in our life because we think that this is forever until we grow old and die but clearly at this age she is broken and all these promises have faded like the fallen leaves in autumn season.
She started recalling those crazy make-in-the-car and lovely dates, skipping their tuition/coaching classes, and hanging out every weekend just to see each other as they cannot live without seeing each other. Climbing on each others terrace/ balcony then spending time in each other room.
This is somewhere like a scar stuck in your mind that stays forever because this is the first time you have fallen in love with someone or maybe the first time you have fallen hard for someone where you never expected too.
While driving she was physically present inside the car but mentally she was with her ex and emotionally she was bleeding from the inside. Then she started focusing on the song played on her car.
Ya vi que estas online
Dime que la qué hay
De esa boca quiero más
Donde tú estás?
I saw that you are online
Tell me what's up
I want more from that mouth
Where you are?
Voy pa' alla
No se que estás esperando pa escribirme
Si te deje mi número antes de irme
De tu boca quiero más
I'm going there
I don't know what you're waiting for to write me
If I left you my number before I left
I want more from your mouth
To be honest yes she craves his kiss every day every time but sadly now she needs to forget these beautiful memories so that she can lower her expectations.
Everything makes you sad and touched after heartbreak. She wished if she could stop here and close her eyes to feel this moment.
This moment was giving her sadness but at the same time, she was able to recall those memories of love.
We all know that this feeling of being loved is special but at the same time recalling those memories will only cause heartbreak.
Somewhere you don't realise that you are smiling because of those memories but those memories are hurting you the most because it was temporary but the hurt is permanent.
No han pasado ni dos horas
De haberte comido toda
Y ya quiero volverte a ver
It hasn't even been two hours
having eaten all of you
And I want to see you again
No han pasado ni dos horas
De que me comieras toda
Y ya quiero volverlo a hacer
It hasn't even been two hours
that you ate me all
And I want to do it again
The Background music continues...
The music touched her heart. She wished she could feel his touch again.
Though they never had sex because of the age restriction they allowed each other for touches.
She wants to feel his touch again but at the same time when she recalls the past, she feels disgusted towards him as he left her somewhere she wants to stay with him because she knows she won't get the feeling again from anyone.
She cannot think about anyone because her mind wants him back, she needs him because her heart is adjusted to him, and she is only comfortable when she is with him.
She wanted to convey all these emotions that really could not stay without him because he was her Oxygen, he was her essentials, the basic needs and requirements now everything has gone with him so how can she now survive?