chapter 1

~P.O.V. Amari~

- Amari! get ready for school. you will be late on your first day

-ok Mom

I'm Amari White, 15 years old. I live in Lawton, Oklahoma. We moved here last week 'cause my mom got new job here. She is special manager and she works really hard to raise me. My dad abandoned us when i was 5 years old. That's time when i got diagnosed and turns out he is like others, he left us because of my illnes.

Lawton high school is my 4th school this year. I really hope it will be better here.

I've cerebral palsey. Luckily it isn't that hard, i've seen people who can't even walk or move because of it. I only have small "effects". sometimes my left leg stops "working" and my left arm moves itself. I can not control it, but with my medicines it doesn't happen as often as early.

I want people to take me as normal person, they think i'm weak because of my disabillities and starting to bully me, but there is where they are wrong. Maybe i'm not answering their actions but it doesn't mean i'm weak. It's just that i'm not on low level of personality as they. I am takeing their words that they are calling me, it makes my hart ache, but answering violence with violence isn't right way to stop bullying. And bullies have their problems too. Maybe they aren't showing it but bullying can be their way to get away from their problems.

-Ok mister. Time to go to school.

- 'coming mom

~ some time later ~

- so are you nervous?

- not actually, i'm used to it mom.

- of course you are honey. it's 4th school honey

- exactly

- i hope people will be better here than in last one

- yeah, i hope too mom.

- ...

-...

- 'kay we are here. Good luck on your first day

- yeah i'll be needing that. anyway thanks mom have a nice day

- bye sweetie

-bye mom

so it's my new school huh, this one is biger than last one but second one was biger. great now i need to find principals office than my classroom. guess i will ask this boy over here.

- hello, can you help me?

- huh? Oh hello, sure, what can i do for you?

- well i'm new here so can you show me where principals office is? and classroom too if it's not too much bother

- sure no problem

. . .

- so which is your class?

- 10th B

- same as me. just follow me. By the way i'm Ray

- i am Amari, nice to meet you

~ P.O.V. Author ~

After avkward silence they finally reach classroom.

- ok, we are here

- Ray you are late (teacher)

- sorry Mr. Addison I was showing new student road

- ok than it's ok. go take your seat

- thank you Mr. Addison

- so you are the new student? what's your name?

- Amari. Amari White sir.

- ok Amari. take seat next to ray

- ok

class was boring nothing special...

~At Lunch time~

- hey Amari over here, join us - shouted Ray when he saw Amari searching for table

- ok coming

- let me introduce my friends. This is Naomi from our class

- hey (Naomi)

- this are twins Hina and Suki from 10th A class

- it is nice to meet you ( hina and suki )

- nice to meet you all ( Amari )

- so how do you like our school? ( Hina )

- it's pretty nice

- i am glad to hear that ( Hina )

Amari just smiled in response, but suddenly his smile chainged into worried expresion an than sayd - Not now - his hand was moving itself and Amari couldn't control or stop it . His friens were shoked. when hand stopped moving Amari explained

- I have cerebral palsey . sometimes it happens when i can not control my left hand. i will understand if you don't want to be friends with me.

- so thats what happened? ( Ray )

- yeah

- why dis you thought that we wouldn't want to be friends with you? ( Hina )

- Well you see most of tje people don't want to so

- don't worry, we aren't others ( suki )

- is there anything other that we need to know about it? ( Naomi )

- yeah, sometimes my legs stops too

- like your hand? ( Hina )

- no, it stops and i can't move it for awile

- so thats everything? (Naomi)

- i guess

- great now we won't freak out when your body strikes (suki)

- it's first school where people doesn't care about it

- wait how many schools did you went before? ( Ray )

- um this is 4th school

All of them exsept Amari: 😶

Time with friend was fun. After school Amari went back home did his homework as always and watched some movies.

At Evening

- how was school?

- great i got some friends

- dont lie to me

- seriously mom

- really?

- yeah they are really nice people

- i am glad to hear that , but do they know about ...?

- yeah thay know. well i kinda had attac and they saw it. they were shoked

- and then?

- i explained what happened. they got interested and asked me questions if there was anything they could do or might happen and should know about. Suki said that's good that they know everything now. He said thay won't freak out when my body rebels

- i am so happy you have friends now

- yeah me too. so how was your day mom?

- normal nothing special

- oh 'kay.