I am not alive, nor dead.
I am in a state where only my
subconscious mind is working.
This is what we call a dream.
But this is not a dream.
Dream can be forgotten, nightmare however stays a little longer.
This is not a nightmare either.
This is something that I'm unable to break.
This is an abyss covering both conscious and subconscious mind.
This is where I'm currently being trapped.