So, today was a though day, had to paint the house and everything. Was quite tiring, but fulfilling. Then we drove back home, we got home at around 10pm. Everything was fine.

But then we heard that my cousin passed away. The worst part of it, it was suicide.

It saddens me to see his father, my uncle cry. I could not hold my tears and wept like a child. But we all lose people important to us, and although he was 'only' my cousin. His father was a great man, a humble, kind and very helpful human being and for me to see him suffer, it broke my heart. I am not even going to imagine how his mother was. When we were leaving these were the last words I heard of her before she went back home, being escorted by my aunts. "My son has school tomorrow."

I am really not in the mood to write, I will hereby issue an apology, I will be very busy to help out however I can and will have no time to write for about a week.

Before I go off, I want each and everyone of you to remember that someone out there loves you, your parents love you, never forget that you are not alone.

although we all imagine ourselves get isekeid to another world, suicide is not an option.

I want to beg all of you, PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T DO IT. Someone will cry over your death just as my uncle wept today. If you ever have thoughts of suicide, PLEASE talk to your parents, friends, family, Anyone! Call the suicide prevention hotline in your country.

Please don't kill yourself for whatever reason possible.

I want to thank all of you for reading not only the fanfic, but also this message and I hope you understand my situation and can be patient. I am not dropping it. I will finish this story to the very end.

See you guys when everything settles down.

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