Chapter 8: Fish

I dipped my head quite a bit low to the ground, all at the exact same time too, as I really could not help but to have quite a bit of a guilty look on my face all at the exact same time as well, as she was in fact right with what it was that she had thought that it was, all at the exact same time too, as I had not been the one that had killed BirdToe at all.

She had known that I was the one that had killed my brother, for quite a bit of some time, just based off of the look that was on her face, as I felt quite a bit sick, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that I had in fact been the one that had killed my own brother, as I knew that I had in fact loved my brother, no matter how much it was that we had been through in our lives, all at the exact same time as well.

I knew that he always used to make fun of me, and he used to make fun of our other sister, who it hurt me to remember the day that she had died, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt quite a lot of guilt, as to the fact that I had convinced her and my brother to go out of the camp, as she had fallen in to the lake and died, due to the fact that we had been trying to get to the gathering place, all at the exact same time too.

If I was going to be for real with my self, as to the fact that I had been so afraid to cross the log that led to the island and off of the island, every time, it was not the fact that it was a dead log that seemed to scare me so much. It was more the fact that I still remember the day that my sister had been trying to walk across it, and she had tripped and fallen in to the lake.

A Riverclan patrol had found us shortly after that, as me and my brother had been so afraid, and we had felt so sick for what it was that we had convinced our selves to do, all at the exact same time too, that we just stood there and waited for them, as we did not care that we had been caught, all at the exact same time as well.

I kind of wished that they had caught us sooner, as maybe they would have been able to save her, as I knew that Riverclan were in fact quite good swimmers, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that they might have been able to save her, all at the exact same time too.

Sadly that was not the case, as I did in fact wish that they maybe even had found us before we had got over to the log, none the less, but that too was not the case, and I could not have false hope on some thing that had already happened a very long time ago when we had all been kits, all at the exact same time too, never the less, as I just dipped my head quite a bit low to the ground, due to the fact that I felt sick for what it was that we had done.

It brought me back to the subject as to just what it was that I had been thinking on before all of this, as to just how it was that my brother, RiskFeather had died, all at the exact same time too, as I was starting to realize, all at the exact same time too, that I had been the one that had killed both of my kin mates, all at the exact same time too.

I had been the one that had convinced both my brother and my sister that we should go and walk out on to the log, and go to the island, all at the exact same time too, and I, none the less, had been the one that had killed my brother, as that was the reason that I had my head dipped so low to the ground at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, never the less.

I just wanted to cry, as I kind of felt like I wanted to give up at this point, all at the exact same time too, as it felt like there was no point any more. My mate now knew that I was the one that had killed my brother, as it had not been out mother at all that had done as such a thing. There was no way that she could view me the same every again, as I knew that she would have not thought of me as a murderer for one thing, but not only that, but she also would have probably thought that I would have gone to her first if I was going to admit the truth to any one, all at the exact same time too.

The fact was how ever, was that I had not ever told any one about it, and I would have thought that I would have to keep it a secret to my self, for the rest of my life, all at the exact same time too, as I dipped my head quite a bit low to the ground, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should even do in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time as well.

I knew that she was never going to view me the same again, as I felt like this was the cat that I loved so much, but how was she going to love me back when she knew that I had killed my own brother, all at the exact same time too. I knew that I could not love a cat that had killed their own kin like that, all at the exact same time as well. I was sure that she thought that I might have done it to become deputy, all at the exact same time too.

That was not the case though, as I knew that I did not have a big smile on my face when I had been assigned the role as a deputy of Windclan, all at the exact same time too. I knew that RabbitNose knew about it, all at the exact same time too, as I was glad that, that cat none the less had kept it a secret to them selves, all at the exact same time too.

Now that I come to think of it, and that those 2 cats knew about it... How many other cats in the clan knew about it at this point? I gulped, as I was not all too sure about it, and I felt like it was best to try not to think on all of that for all too much longer, all at the exact same time too, as I then shook my head, and I then all of the sudden got my focus on the fact that I was in fact with my mate right now, and she had quite a bit of a blank look on her own face.

I could not blame her for having such a blank look on her face right now either, as I knew that she had loved me, and I was sure that she was having a lot of thoughts going on through her head right now, one of those being the main thing that scared me, which was the fact that she might think that I had betrayed her, all at the exact same time too, even though that was not the case at all.

I had liked the cat back then, but I did not think that she was going to ever be my mate all the way back then, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that ever sense that day, I had just been trying to keep it a secret to my self, and I had been trying to erase all of the thoughts from my head, as to just what it was that I had even done that day in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I felt quite a bit sick about all of it, all at the exact same time too.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I knew that this was my only chance to save my self, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that I had dug my self in a burrow as it was already, and if I did in fact want to save any chance that I had of having this cat be my mate, than it meant that I had to think fast, and I had to make up some thing, all at the exact same time too.

Maybe I did not have to make up any thing how ever, as I really did not want to make it feel like I was lying to her once again, all at the exact same time too, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I then all of the sudden nodded a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then got my focus on the fact that I knew that I had to speak to her, all at the exact same time too.

As I just continued to see her with quite a bit of a blank look on her face, all at the exact same time too, I then all of the sudden nodded to her finally, to let her know that I was in fact finally going to start to speak up to her, all at the exact same time too. BreezePaw just stared at me with quite a bit of a blank look on her eyes, but in the end, she did in fact nod back over to me, all at the exact same time too, as it did in fact make me feel a little bit better at the very least, all at the exact same time as well.

It still worried me, as to just what it was that she might be thinking about right now, but I felt like I should not have my focus on all of that right now, as I felt like I just needed to have my focus on the fact that I knew that I just needed to speak to her right now, which I did in fact begin to do as such a thing, not all too much longer after the fact that I then all of the sudden began to remember that she had nodded back to me.

"I am sorry for not telling you... I just... I loved my mother, and I was so angry to see my mother's blood on my brothers paws... I just didn't want to think on it any more... I regret what I did every single day... I wish that I had just stayed back at the camp..." I said to her, as I felt quite a bit of guilt as to just what it was that I had even said to her in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time too.

I really would not at all blame her if she wanted to go back to the camp, and she wanted to go and tell my father as to just what it was that had really happened that day, as I feel like if she did in fact do as such a thing, all at the exact same time as well, then I might just admit to it my self, all at the exact same time too, never the less, as I then all of the sudden gulped quite a bit of some spit down my throat, all at the exact same time too.

As I stared at her, right in to her eyes, I looked at them, and I just saw a bit of some emptiness in them, as it was clear that she felt like she had been lied to, at least in my eyes, all at the exact same time too, which I would not blame her for, as I felt like I would feel the same way if I was in her paws, and I felt like any other cat would feel the exact same way as she was, if that was the case, all at the exact same time too.

I then all of the sudden just dipped my head quite a bit low to the ground, such as I had been doing not all too long before now, and not all too long before all of this, as it felt like there was not all too much else that I could really do right now, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, and I then closed my eyes, all at once, as I felt like it was just time for me to give up on all of this at this point.

I felt like it was time for me to give up on living, all at the exact same time too, as it felt like there really was no such sort of point any more, as well, as it made me feel sick as to all that was even going on at the lake at this very moment in time any ways, as I knew that all of the clans were gone, and there really was no point in my any more.

Perhaps my life would be a lot easier, and my life would be a lot better if I just went to go and live my life as a kitty pet, such as a lot of the clan cats were doing right now, as that tempted me quite a bit, if I was not going to lie to my self, even though I knew that I loved to live my life out in the wild, as I knew that I would never want to live my life in a confined area, all at the exact same time too.

I felt like that was my only choice how ever, as it felt like it was the path that the clans were heading down at this point, so there really was not all too much that I could do about it in the very first place any ways, as I just felt sick as to all of the thoughts that seemed to be going through my head at this very moment in time in the very first place any ways, as I knew that I hated to think the way that I was thinking right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, never the less.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then got my eyes, and my focus back on to just what it was that was even going on around me right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at once, as I then all of the sudden lifted my head back up to my mate, who I was not all too sure if she wanted to be my mate all too much longer, after what it was that I had even confessed to doing in the very first place any ways.

I was not all too sure how I could even consider my self a cat of Windclan, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I did not deserve my role as a deputy, as I knew that I did a terrible job at it, all at the exact same time too, none the less. I felt like, with all that I had even done, all at the exact same time as well, I felt like I did not even deserve to be a warrior cat in the clan of Windclan.

Though I suppose, at the exact same time too, there was not all too many cats left in that clan that felt like they deserved to be called a warrior cat of that clan, as I knew that a lot of them did not like living out in this clan in the very first place any ways, as I knew that a lot of them were quite a bit tempted to just go and leave, at any moment now, all at the exact same time too.

I blinked my eyes a few times, once again, as I breathed in quite a bit heavily to my self, once again, as well, as I then got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at once, and I got my focus on the fact that my mate was just staring at me with a different look on her face than she had just had a few moments before now.

Now it looked like she actually had quite a bit of a look of pain on her face, as I was not all too sure if she was in pain due to the fact that she felt like I had lied to her, which I sort of had lied to her at the exact same time too, if I was not going to lie to my self, or if she was in pain due to the fact that I had lied to the entire clan as to just what it was that had happened that day, all at the exact same time too.

Either way, I felt like I could not blame her for being the way that she was right now, as I knew that it was all my fault, and that I was the only one to blame for just what it was that had happened a few moons ago, at this exact spot that we were even at, in the very first place any ways. I was about to dip my head low to the ground, such as I had been doing before now, until I then all of the sudden, much to my own surprise, then began to hear the voice of BreezePaw, as she finally felt like she had some thing to say back to me.

I gulped a bit to my self, as I was not all too sure if I even wanted to listen as to just what it was that she had to say to me in the very first place any ways, but in the end, I did in fact nod to her, to let her know that I was listening as to just what it was that she even had to say to me in the very first place any ways. After just a little bit longer, she too did in fact nod back to me, letting me know that she had seen me nod to her, all at the exact same time too.

That did in fact make me feel a bit better, but it did not relieve the burden, and it did not relieve all of the stress and the anxiety that I was feeling right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, how ever, as I then all of the sudden got my focus off of all of those thoughts, as after just a little bit longer, BreezePaw did in fact begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time too.

"I do not blame you for what it is that you did... I think it is sick what it was that your father made you do, all at the exact same time too... I feel like I would do the same if I was in your paws, and I saw my brother, QuailPaw do that to our mother, all at the exact same time too..." She said to me, as I blinked my eyes a few times, as I was quite a bit shocked as to just what it was that she had even said to me in the very first place any ways, as that was not the response that I would have thought that I would have gotten at all, if I was going to be completely honest with my self, all at the exact same time too. It did in fact make me feel a bit better how ever, as I began to start to breath in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then nodded back to her, glad that she had said as such a thing, though it still did not remove the guilt that I had do to the fact that I knew that I had been the one that had gone and killed my brother, all at the exact same time too, none the less. I shivered quite a all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should do, nor was I too sure as to just what it was that was even going on right at this very moment in time any ways. I began to think on just what it was that BreezePaw had even said, even at the end, where she had said that she would kill her own brother if he had done that. I felt like that was not true at all, though I kind of felt like I only thought that, due to the fact that I knew that QuailPaw would not do as such a thing for one thing, and there was also the fact that she had lost her mother and birth, all at the exact same time too. I sighed a bit of a soft sigh to my self, as I then all of the sudden shook off all of those thoughts, all at once, at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden got my eyes, and I got my focus back on her, once again, as I then began to hear her start to speak once again, as I began to listen as to just what it was that she had to say at the exact same time too. "Come on... Let's just keep on going... We can just keep it a secret between me and you... Okay?"

She said it to me in quite a bit of a relaxing, and quite a bit of a soothing tone of voice, all at the exact same time too, that I felt like I did not have much of any other choice but to do as to just what it was that she had even said in the very first place any ways, which was to just keep on going on with the hunting patrol that we were even going on in the very first place any ways, none the less.

Either way, I felt like a lot of stress had been lifted off of my shoulders, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that she had even said to me in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I had been quite a bit worried as to the fact that she would not love me any more, after she had found out just what it was that had really happened that day when my brother had sent us out to go make sure that our mother was dead, all at the exact same time too, how ever.

I gulped quite a bit to my self, as I was just glad to have a cat that loved me so much, that would not judge me based off of the fact of the evil thing that I had done that day, all at the exact same time too, as it really had wore me out, and it had put quite a bit of some strain, as well as quite a bit of a toll on my self, for quite a bit of some time, all at the exact same time too, as I was glad that some one else knew about it, and I was glad to hear that they did not blame me for it, all at the exact same time too.

It was my mate as well, that did not blame me for it, as I was glad for it, as it was the only thing that I could ask for, all at the exact same time as well. I suppose that RabbitNose did not blame me for it, just based off of the fact that he had not said any thing to my father, all at the exact same time as well, though I knew that every time that I saw him, he had quite a bit of an ugly look on his face, all at the exact same time as well, as it did in fact seem like he blame me for it, at least just a little bit, at the very least.

I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that it was all besides the point, and that I should not think all too much on any of that for any longer, all at the exact same time too, as I blinked my eyes just a few times, and I then all of the sudden got my focus back on to just what it was that was going on right now in the very first place any ways, as I knew that I had been trying to do my best to wipe all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time too, as then got my eyes on just what it was that BreezePaw had in her mouth.

Just like that, it seemed like all of those thoughts had gone away, as I saw that she was digging up a spot for the rabbit, so that we could keep on going, and we could keep on hunting for some more stuff, and she could go and pick up the rabbit for latter, all at the exact same time too. I was not going to lie to my self either, the rabbit that she had caught would be enough for 3 cats, as I felt like she did not need to hunt any more, at the very least, but as I began to think on all of that for just a little bit longer, I then began to realize that she did not have mouth of a choice but to keep on going.

For one thing, I still had not caught any thing at all, and definitely not caught any thing nearly as big as the fact that she had caught a huge juicy rabbit, all at the exact same time too, as I then blinked my eyes a few times, at the exact same time too, as I then watched the rabbit get all covered in dirt, as she put a bit of urine on it, all at the exact same time too, so that she made sure that no other animal would try to steal it from us, all at the exact same time too, as she was quite a bit of a smart cat, if I was not going to lie to my self.

I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then got back on to the thoughts of hunting, as I knew that at this point, with how little food that we even had left in the clan, that we did not have much of any other choice but to go and get some more, as I knew that a lot of the cats would not be going out hunting them selves, all at the exact same time as well, as I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self as well.

It was once again another morning, at the exact same time too, where I had not got any thing to eat, all at the exact same time too, as it was quite a bit disappointing to me, none the less, as I knew that I had been quite a bit hungry, as I only had a small little mouse to eat last night. I was almost tempted to ask BreezePaw if she wanted to share some of that rabbit to our selves, all at the exact same time too, but I also knew that was against the warrior code.

Also, there was the fact that I knew that we could not eat that our entire rabbit our selves, all at the exact same time as well, even if there were a bunch of cats in our clan that were doing a lot of things that were against the warrior code, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, as I then shook my head, and I got my eyes back on BreezePaw, as I saw her nod to me, all at the exact same time as well, to let me know that she was ready to keep on going with our hunting patrol.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I just stared at her with quite a bit of a blank look on my own face, due to the fact that I was not all too sure as to just what else it really was that I should do right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden nodded back to her, all at the exact same time too.

I knew that I was the leader of the hunting patrol after all, even though I really had not been doing all too much to lead it, all at the exact same time too, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I then all of the sudden shook my head, as I felt like quite a bit of an idiot as to just what it was that I was even doing right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, as I just continued to stare with quite a bit of a blank look on my face.

I knew that she was waiting for me to speak, and she was waiting for me to take the lead, such as it was my job to do, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was going on with my self right now. I did my best to try to regain a bit of some sort of control over my thoughts all at the exact same time as well. As I then all of the sudden began to start to get speak to her, all at the exact same time too.

"Yes... Sorry... Let's go to Riverclan territory... No one has really gone out hunting over there as of late..." I said to her, with quite a bit of a blank look on my face at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should do. If I was not going to lie to my self I knew that not really any cats that were in our clan were really going out and hunting nearly as much as they should be doing right now.

I sighed a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to not get all too worried about all of that all at the exact same time as well, as I then got my focus on the thoughts that seemed to be a lot more important to me at this very moment in time, which was the fact that I knew that we had to start to get this started, as it felt like I had wasted a bunch of time in this day as it was already so far at the very least.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then all of the sudden got my focus on the fact that we needed to start to head over to Riverclan right now, all at the exact same time too. I saw that BreezePaw was looking at me with a bit of a blank look on her face, all at the exact same time too, as it did not seem like she really knew as to just what else it was that she should be doing right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I knew that once again, I was the leader in this right now.

I sighed a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden all at the exact same time too, then began to start to head over to just where it was that the border between the 2 clans was at in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I blinked my eyes just a few times, and I then nodded to my self all at the exact same time as well.

As we got closer and closer to the border, all at the exact same time too, I then all of the sudden began to sniff it, all at once, as if I was worried that the Riverclan cats might see us sneaking in to their land. I then all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, then began to remember, as I realized that Riverclan was not a thing any more, all at the exact same time as well, as I let out a bit of a heavy and a bit of a relieved sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, for some odd reason or another.

I shook my head, as it kind of made me feel a little bit sick to think that way in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden shook my head, and I shook off all of those thoughts, as I did not smell any scent of Riverclan any where near here, all at the exact same time too, as I then nodded to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I kept on heading in to their land, all at the exact same time too, which I knew that it was now our land, none the less.

I gulped a bit to my self, as I headed in just a little bit further, as I started to sniff the air for some scents, all at the exact same time too, as I really did not want to go any further in to their land, all at the exact same time too, as I just wanted to get back to camp as soon as possible none the less, as I then stopped my self, and I lifted my head up, all at the exact same time too.

As I stood there for a little while longer, I began to realize that there were no scents of prey any where, which did not make all too much sense to me, as it felt like the prey should be deeming with life right now, due to the fact that there were no cats around to go and hunt for them right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I tilted my head a bit, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on right now.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden turned my head over to BreezePaw, all at the exact same time too, as I felt a gust of cold wind blow up against us, all at the exact same time too, which did not make things feel all too much better either. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I shook off all of those thoughts all at once how ever, as I just looked at BreezePaw, right in to her eyes, as I saw that she had the same worried look on her face that I had just a few moments before now.

It had me quite a bit worried my self, if I was not going to lie to my self, as I was sure that she was thinking about the same thing that I was right now, which had to do with the fact that there was no prey any where to be seen, or to be smelt, none the less. I shivered quite a bit, as it was not really do the fact that it was so cold right now, which it was in fact, as it more just felt like it was due to the fact that it meant that this was going to be a really rough season for hunting.

I did not want to give up so soon, if I was not going to lie to my self, as I knew that we really had not gone all too much far in, but a part of me felt quite a bit afraid, as to just what it was that it would mean for Windclan, if we did not have food to feed the cats, and the cats did not want to go out to hunt, all at the exact same time too, as I dipped my head quite a bit low to the ground, as those thoughts came in to my head at the exact same time too.

I stared down at the ground, just as I had been doing before, until I then all of the sudden began to hear the calm and soothing voice of my mate, all at the exact same time too, as she began to speak to me, none the less. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I was still quite a bit lost, if I was not going to lie to my self either, but in the end, I did in fact turn my head over to her, all at the exact same time as well.

I saw her nod right over to me, as soon as I did, as it was clear that she was trying to make sure that I was paying attention to her right now, which I was in fact, but I was still quite a bit shocked my self, as to the fact that there was no prey any where, that it did in fact take me quite a while for me to nod back over to her, all at the exact same time too, never the less.

In the end how ever, I did in fact nod back to her, to let her know that I was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that she had to say to me in the very first place any ways. I could tell that as soon as she had seen me do as such a thing, that it had made her feel quite a bit better about all of this, all at once, as I she then, after just a little while longer, she did in fact begin to start to speak to me, as I began to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me at the exact same time as well, none the less.

"We have to go further in than this... We can't just give up so soon... One rabbit will not be enough to bring back to the clan..." She said to me, as if she had been reading my mind none the less, as I really had in fact been thinking that it would just be a good idea for us to go back to the clan, and the clan would have to deal with the fact that we did not have any sort of prey to bring back to them, besides the big rabbit that she had caught, which I felt like maybe people would be impressed by that, rather than disappointed that it was the only thing that we had caught.

I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was thinking right now, and just why it was that I was thinking that way in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I was quite a bit hungry my self, and I was sure that there was going to be a few hungry cats in our clan, all at the exact same time too, that I was sure that they all wanted some stuff to eat once it was that some cats came back from the border patrols, or even my father who spent most of his days watching the clan.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I dipped my head a bit low to the ground, due to the fact that I once again felt quite a bit guilty, as to the thoughts that I was having right now, once again, as it was not the first time that it had been this way today, all at the exact same time too, though I did my best to just try to shake off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, before they then all of the sudden came back to me, all at once.

I then looked at BreezePaw, right in to her eyes, to let her know that I had heard what it was that she had said, as not too much longer, shortly after all of that, I did in fact nod to her, to let her know that we needed to go ahead and get all of this started, so that we did not head back to the clan before it was too late, all at the exact same time too, as it was a lot of the reason that I did not like to hunt in Riverclan, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that it always meant that we came back quite a bit late, all at the exact same time too.

I sighed just a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden shook off all of those thoughts, all at once, as I then began to start to head in to a little bit deeper in to the Riverclan territory, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should do right now. I knew that we did not have much of any other choice but to keep on hunting, so that we could bring back as much food as possible in to the clan, all at the exact same time too.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I just looked ahead of me for quite a bit of some time, as I was not all too sure as to just where it was that I should go, as I was not used to being in Riverclan land, as that always seemed to be a little bit disrespectful to me, even with the fact that they were gone, and that there was nothing to worry about, it still just did not seem right to me, which felt crazy enough to me at the exact same time as well, considering there was a night that we had snuck in to our territory, when the clan was still a thing back then, all at the exact same time too.

I shook off all of those thoughts how ever, as I knew that I had made a bit of a promise to my self, all at the exact same time too, that I was not going to think on any of that for any longer, how ever, as I then let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, and I continued to head in to their territory, scared at every tree that we passed that we might get caught, and that we might get in to some trouble with the leader of Riverclan, all at the exact same time too, as it just did not seem right to me for me to be here right now.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I did my best to try to get my focus off of all of those thoughts, when just all of the sudden, right when I thought that I might have actually been able to, I heard the voice of a cat from behind me, that was not the voice of BreezePaw, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden turned my head around, to see as to just what it was that was even going on right now, as I was in fact quite a bit worried that my mate might be in danger, all at the exact same time too.

As I turned my head around, I saw that the cat that was behind me, was not any where near BreezePaw, thankfully enough, as I let out a bit of a soft sigh of relief, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that BreezePaw was alone her self right now, and she had her eyes on the cat that had all of the sudden felt like it wanted to talk to the both of us at the exact same time too. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then all of the sudden turned my head in the direction that BreezePaw was looking right now.

The cat that I saw was an older she cat, that I could not quite remember the name of either, all at the exact same time too, as I gulped a bit to my self all at once, and I just continued to look at the old she cat right in to her eyes, as I knew that she used to be an elder back in Riverclan, back when Riverclan was a thing, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that the she cat then all of the sudden nodded to the both of us, all at the exact same time too.

BreezePaw had her claws out, as if she thought that the she cat was going to do some harm to us, all at the exact same time too, which it was clear to me, all at the exact same time too, that was not the case, and that was not the intent for this she cat in the very first place any ways. I could see quite a bit of some pain in her eyes how ever, as it was clear to me that she had lost a lot. A lot more than just her clan, as it seemed to be to me, all at the exact same time too.

I winced my ears a bit, to BreezePaw, to get her to calm down, all at the exact same time too, as I was a little bit lost as to just what it was that this cat was doing right now, and why it was that she had felt like she had needed to bother us, as I felt like I would not have messed with her my self, if I had seen her on her old land, which was now our land, even if I knew that we would easily be able to beat the old she cat in a fight, all at the exact same time too.

I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to shake off all of those thoughts all at once, as I felt like if I wanted to know why it was that the she cat had bothered us, than I may as well listen as to just what it was that she had to say to us in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden nodded to her shortly after all of that.

Once the old she cat, had seen me nod to her, all at the exact same time too, she then all of the sudden began to start to speak up to me and BreezePaw, all at the exact same time too, as it seemed like that was all that it felt like she had needed to see, in order for her to say what ever it was that she had to say to us, none the less. I let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self, as I then all of the sudden blinked my eyes a few times, as I did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to the both of us, all at the exact same time as well.

"Well hello... Did you come here to learn how to catch some fish?"