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30>< thunderstorms and chocolate milk

LEVI

I lay in bed silently as the rain fell and lightning lit up the sky. I didn't know what to do. I had screwed up and because of me Simone had her brain short circuit.

It was past 1 AM, but I couldn't sleep a wink, I missed having Simone in my bed next to me. I knew she wanted me as much as I wanted her, but there was some wall in my mind that I couldn't breach.

I knew me, and me was a really bad person. What happened if I hurt her? If the wildest parts of me got out and burned Simone? I didn't want to be that kind of person for her, I was working so damn hard to be better, to change so she wouldn't have to suffer at my hands.

But in the end, no matter how hard I tried, she still got in trouble and was far worse off than I ever thought she would be.

She spent two entire days in her bed, not leaving for food or water or anything like that. She was terrified. Terrified of herself and of the harm that others could cause her.