Ep12:Let's go

Vividly, seems like she isn't our mother at all.

I've packed our stuff.

She left us in the middle of the road helplessly. Where to go now?

I have no idea.

I am having Mental breakdown.

I have two younger brothers beside me.

They have no idea what is happening around.

Nevertheless I do know everything that's happening. All circumstances are not very clear.

My mind is blocked.

It's been 4 hour us standing in the middle of the road. Everyone is looking at us with uter surprise.

Finally I put myself back together but I don't know where should I go with my brothers?

I'm homeless little girl with two kids.

Abandoned by my own mother.

Waiting.... Waiting and waiting for something to happen.

Now I can understand how homeless people feel when other people look at them and judge them for no reason.

Those people who live on road side, it's not their first choice or last choice but they don't have option but to live like that.

In hot summer, burning of hot sun, in cold winter, rain, wind, storms in all kinds of situations and weathers those people live in street. No one asks how they feel. Even if someone try to feed them or help them in one way or other. They start to record them and ask them stupid questions.

Put yourself on their place and imagine, "you're living on road side for some reason and someone came along to give you food, then they started recording you and pretend to be a good person but they are not because they're showing off their so cold generosity, aren't they?"

However back to my situation, one of my father's friend happen to saw us on the street he came to us and asked"

Myin what are you guys doing here? , where is your mother? "MOON replied our mother abandoned us.

Back then moon didn't even knew the meaning of abandon.

My father's friend said" oh you poor thing why your parents are like this? "

Look at yourselves you guys look like a little angels. But your parents don't know your importance. Do they?

He called my father and grandfather and told about us.

After like an hour they came. They looked at us with uter surprise.

My father thanked his friend for calling him and telling about us.

Baba said "let's home"

But inside I was screaming because baba was abusive and I knew he will beat me for some imbecile reasons.

I was screaming inside "I don't wanna go with you I want you And amma to live together please"

I was dead silent outside but griefing, crying, shouting inside.

His car was few feets away from us he grabbed my hand and he was pulling me to go with him.

We sat in car he said Myin today your grandmother passed away..

She died because she was sick from a long time.

I, I,, I was so sad because I was close to my grandma.....