Ladies Room

The ladies room was full of life. Women, little girls, teenagers were all going in and out chatting away not knowing in the handicap stall, a woman was sitting in a corner crying her eyes out quietly.

Amari's heart had sunk. Never ending pain, hurt, disgust, hatred and love all grabbed her by the neck. Picking her up from the ground, her feet dangling and unable to breath, it threw her across the room hard into the corner she sits in.

She could not see anything. Her tears flowed like rain, a waterfall. She held herself while rocking back and forth and didnt notice she was doing that.

When everyone left the ladies room and no one else came in she started to cry louder.

' Why did he put himself in that situation?' She wanted to live in the stall forever. Never to be seen again. She wants to die at this very moment to be released from this heartache and pain. She wants to take revenge on all those who hurt her. She wants to murder them. She wants to embrace murder. She wants to marry murder. She wants blood.

' Does he care about me? Does he live me? Do he love her? Why is he wasting his time with me if he want to be with her? Am I pretty enough? Do I not give him enough attention, enough love? Is my sex game bad? Why did he do this to me? Why me? Why me Dontae? Why me? Why?' She thought while crying.

' I'm going to kidnap that skank and bury her alive. I'm going to poison Dontae. I'm going to cut his throat and throw him in a ditch. I'm going to beat that heffa to death.' She continued to think as her emotions ran wild.

Twenty minutes passed and she was still crying on the floor. The ceremony was beginning and she had to walk out with her class.

' Alright Amari, get up. Stop crying babygirl and clean yourself up. Don't let them get the best of you. You are beautiful, smart, sexy, girl, you're a dime piece. He was lucky to get a taste.'

She stood up and walked over to the sink, took some paper napkins and went them. She wiped her eyes and reapplied her makeup and said " You don't need this in your life. You will be too busy to deal with it anyway. If he wants you, he has to prove it and if he can't, walk away forever. He will regret the day he ever met that trick b**ch. Kill him with joy over kindness over the moon while sliding down the rainbow into the fluffy clouds of love."

Although she was dying inside, she could not let Dontae or anyone else see it. If her mom knew what was going on, FAMU will be on fire and she didnt need extra on top of extra problems.

" Flawless!" She kissed herself through the mirror, winked at herself and walked out of the stall to catch up with her class.

In a matter of forty minutes, Amari regained her strength to carry on her day and get her degree. No one will ruin this day for her. NO ONE.