91 Nikki

It’s been three days since our amazing holiday. Three days of pure and relinquished bliss. Three days of holding onto a potentially dangerous secret. Bronson still does not know about Anabe, he doesn’t know about my role in coming here in the very beginning and I fear that once he finds out, we will be over.

I know I have no choice. He needs to know, and I have to get him to understand the severity in the situation, but I have no idea where to start. I’m being a coward, I know that, and given that Bronson is the thing I lose when this all blows up in my face, is the reason for my cowardly motives.

My decision today of telling Rand before Bronson is exactly that. Cowardly.

Bronson left for work over an hour ago, and although I still have until Monday before work begins for me, everything could go wrong between then and now. This is the moment I must take advantage of.

Only I have no idea how to do that.