I pack the thingie and prepare myself to leave, I couldn’t imagine that I move out with Lena and leave Rosa and little Alison here. Staring at the ceiling and looking around at my room makes me feel blue, this place is full of memories… Ben and I love to spending time and do our homework here, Alaia and I love to talk about boys and the mean girls here when we’re in college. I can’t believe that I turn myself over Lena and completely trust her with my whole heart.
I know that I will never be blue because I have Lena by my side, but sometimes I feel like this ain’t right. I hurt people to be with her, I leave Ben over her. I never regret everything I’ve ever done in the past because I think it's maybe our destiny. I brought my bags and walk downstairs, I see Lena and Rosa laughing in the kitchen… I walk towards the living room and put my bags on the table. “I’m gonna miss you baby bear…” I say as I take little Ali from the highchair and kiss her cheek.