EP 4
song: nothing breaks like a heart by Miley Cyrus {slowed and reverb}
HYEJOON P.O.V
well, today is the graduation ceremony. I regret saying the last line "that's the nicest thing I can say" (sign)leave it. I sat down and saw lee suho, and realized that I could see and hear him. he looked so broken. I know it well, so well... *thing falls apart but nothing breaks like a heart*...he"s wearing sunglasses and trying to hide dark circles ...look at him trying to put on a cheerful act, such a bad actor...poor him. it's hard but I hope he finds the one for himself.
"Hey! how are you now?"
"fine! how about ya?"...
SUHO P.O.V
I just had a little conversation with jake, his parent called so he went there. I am here doing nothing-Oh!Hyejoon! (a smile appeared on his dull face)but then (flashback){"nonsense, I don't like you not even a bit--}(flashback ended) I remember she rejected me, it hurts so much, so much, a tear escaped my eye, I quickly wipe it off. First love mostly doesn't work, so let's not get worked up and let's end this ceremony quietly and quickly go home-
"Um lee sohu"
another girl I thought "it's lee Su ho" I said
"oh. ok! I want to confess something, I like you!"
"So? should I say I like you too? or something else? huh!"
"why are you being so rude all of a sudden? you were not like this...you can just reject me politely."
"I know I am being rude, I know you're hurt by those words, and I know there are ways of rejecting politely but why did she choose to be so harsh? why?(in a low voice)[why?]
"What? who is she!? you got rejected!?"
and now I am at the edge of tearing up.
"aa! don't cry! she lost a gem like you! don't be weak!"
jake came back as he was halfway through he saw Suho at the edge of crying, he rushed to him...
"hey!hey!what happened?!-umm you can go! I will take care of him. (say to the girl)"
"oh, ok!"
HYEJOON P.O.V
poor her! she got rejected but still worries about him..well not more than...I remember...(smiles) let's not think about it. two gems got rejected in two days, what a sad sight.
JAKE P.O.V
poor him. let's end this fast.
"I know, I know. it would hurt even if she rejected me politely b-but it hurts ten times more, rejecting me so harshly"(crying)
"People like her don't deserve to be loved"(worry)
"T-than why she had that hint of sadness when she rejected me?"
"she must regret it instantly"
"then where is she? I can't see her!"(crying harder)
"leave it. hm! leave it! let's go get some fresh air!"
HYEJOON P.O.V
..."People like her don't deserve to be loved".what was I expecting-"T-than why she had that hint of sadness when she rejected me?" hint of sadness? he must be mistaken, I can't possibly be-regret? I did a little bit, maybe because of being harsh. god, bless him. hmm. he should go get some fresh air.
4 HOURS LATER
It's been 4 hours, he isn't back yet? what is he doing? I looked all around he was nowhere to be seen.
"Lee Suho" on the mic
he didn't come and gossip started to form
"Lee Suho" on the mic
he didn't come again
"I am going to call your name one last time lee suho"
he came out of nowhere, well not really he come from the door anyways
"I am here" he sat after getting the certificate
"How are you feeling now?" jaked asked.
"much better"
"Jake" on the mic
"I will be back"
when will my turn come? I thought
SUHO P.O.V
I sat and look around, I just realized that I sitting pretty close to hyejoon and that no one else is around us, was she listening to all conversations I had? should I ask-but why is she here? I think she already had her turn. then why-no way!! is she waiting for me!? let's see..until she will be leaving, I will be here. (filled with hope) jake came back.
"shin hyejoon" on the mic
"Finally"
song: stitches by Shawn Mendes
then she went up there and took the certificate and came downstairs I watch her leave as I watch her every movement (sad, frustrated) I was Mad thinking she is waiting for me-wait she left, the fear of never seeing her again I should stop her, don't know why but let's run, I started to run as fast as I could ignoring the jake whos calling me. as she got in my sight I called her
"HYEJOON!" she stopped as hope appeared again in me
"why?"
"Umm..." now what? let's just say it
"...say"
"Are you sure you don't want to give me a try?" I asked as fear and hope crept through me
"I am a person who mostly stays on their words"
"but you said "mostly"?"
"it doesn't suit me to be like that"
"what do you mean by doesn't suit you?"(a little frustrated)
"I don't like myself doing sweet stuff as well as I don't like you"
"You-but can't you just give me a try?"
"no"
*needle and thread, gotta get you out of my head*
"you're such a cold-hearted, someone like that. people who need love-"
"no need to tell me that, I don't have time I will get going." she left
"I hate you so much! shin hyejoon," I shouted..what was I expecting? let's drink till I die
HYEJOON P.O.V
what was he expecting? I am going to go home.