EP 10

SUHO P.O.V

this is the first time she is coming-- of course, it's the first time--coming home? leave that! we never even had a proper conversation. I can't even believe it. I, the boss of the largest and the oldest Mafia organisation am nervous to meet a girl!--First love...current love but ... a mafia cant have weaknesses...but I can't help it!.this is the last time I am meeting her! Suho! after this we are done with her..." are you sure?" the voice in the back of my head just has to add that like I am not enough fighting the urge with myself--ahhh! I don't know!...

after some while

"they are here? I will go" I said with a face emotionless as my guard informed me. she is finally here! I was genuinely happy for the first time in years but that didn't last long, maybe less than a minute, I reached for the door to open as I heard hyejoon saying in a sarcastic voice. I chuckle. I forgot... about that man who is with her, always going to be..." I didn't know you could be sarcastic" I said with an emotionless face while opening the door. she looked me in the eyes...Looking into each other's eyes... I--

in the office

"dude?" aren't they? " I thought you two were a thing?" it hurts my throat to say that...they gave me -what-the-fuck- look...Fuck! my hopes are starting to rise again." disgusting Shat" they yelled at each other.....that means they are not together!! what a relief--no!...no-no-no I shouldn't get my hopes high. I can't be like this. I can't be soft--I can't love her! this is---"I would rather date you than him" I blush internally--my heart beating so fast--this is the last time I am meeting her! I need to get a grip on myself. I can't get swayed by her this easily! I took a deep breath and said "I want to apologize for what you have gone through...is there anything I can make up with you for it?" I said trying to sound formal. "as long we are alive you don't need to apologize and if you hadn't come we would have died so there isn't anything to make up for either" whojoon said. hyejoon nodded while humming. I nodded

"anyways, I wanted to say something..." she adds with a stern yet surprisingly light tone b-but she would rather date me than him? what did she mean by that? why she is being like this? what did she want to talk about? why--I forgot to reply to her "okay!" I said looking into her eyes

rolling in the deep by adele

HYEJOON P.O.V

I signalled him to go and he nodded and he went...I started "I also wanted to apologize about something.."

"for what?" he said calmly yet intensely looking into my eyes...he must have wished he never had met me.

"you know, it--I never meant to be harsh on that day, I know it has been 5 years...I know it will not going to change anything. it's too late but regardless of that I still want to apologise...I am sorry, lee suho" I look down. *We almost had it all* *we could have had it all* if I only hadn't done... because of me "why ?" he said taking one step forward...I looked up at him "why? why are you apologizing?" I looked down feeling guilty, his calmness was getting dangerous.

"I-" "look up" I obeyed him. he looked a bit scary "I-i regretted it...I still do." "I didn't have your number or anything" I added while closing my eyes and taking a deep breath. I opened my eyes only to find him staring at me...looking into each other eyes...I lost the track of time....