63. Why are you upset?

Gin had a way of messing with my brain chemistry while physically making me sick. I was so puzzled by Angela's presence earlier that I couldn't stop myself from taking the drink she made and I was paying an incredible price for it. I was deep in my sleep dreaming about Walter doing all sorts of things to me, I was so drained in such a way that I couldn't tell the difference between reality and a dream. I felt something warm covering me and the door gently closing, I could hear the chattery, but I just couldn't wake up, I hate gin. My body felt like it had been run over, my brain was wide awake but my body was not having any of that, I felt like I was drugged.

I finally woke up after a few hours. I could hear the dishwasher and the shower running and some noises coming from the living area. I looked at the time, it was already 11:30 pm, I could still feel the gin in my system, and I was prepared to sleep the rest of it off in my own bed. Besides, I didn't want Angela to come back in the morning to find me still with her husband, I didn't want to give her any ideas, love or not, I respected their union. I put on my shoes and nicely folded the blanket that was keeping me warm, and braced myself to greet the people who were talking in the living area, I felt embarrassed about my behavior, I still felt a bit wobbly, but it was better because the dizziness had stopped, I could finally make sense of my surrounding.

I opened the door ready to greet everyone only to be met by the television, just then Walter came behind me with a towel on, and still dripping water, he whispered, "Everyone is gone..", his warm breath from my nape sent chills all over my body. I felt a throb from between my legs, making me jump from him, "W-what are you doing? Don't do that? Rule 4: we don't do anything that-", I couldn't finish my sentence upon realizing that I was basically about to announce that I am turned on,

He let out a soft chuckle, "Finish it...I am listening..", it was as if he knew what I was about to say.

In my embarrassment, I reached for my coat, "I -I-, I have to go now, thank you-", I stuttered 

He grabbed my arm, "Eat first. You prepared all this meal for everyone, it doesn't feel right to have you leave without eating."

I found my eyes being drawn to his abs and his broad shoulders, I had to chant 'He's just a friend' a couple of times in my head to be able to control the desire that was burning like wildfire. I cleared my throat, "I will, if you could go and put on some clothes", 

He laughed, and teased me with a salute, "Yes ma'am!" then disappeared and I went to fix myself a plate and sat on the kitchen counter. 

He reappeared wearing grey sweatpants that for some reason, were perfectly displaying his dick print and it looked hard, I found myself salivating after him, but I quickly turned my gaze away from him hoping he didn't notice me staring. How shameless of me to lust over a married man; my body wanted him there and then, I could feel the wetness in my undies, only he could do that, without even touching me, but I knew I couldn't have him, so I had to find a way to get ahold of myself. 

"Would like something to dri-"

"Why didn't you wake me when everyone was here??", I asked suddenly interrupting him

Without hesitation, he replied, "Because you were dreaming of me."

I adamantly denied doing so, but I knew he was right, "I would never-"

"(you have to stop coming to my dreams, we are friends now), sounds familiar?", 

I looked down at my plate in embarrassment, he came to my side of the table, turned the chair around to face him, and closed the space between us, "Even in your dreams, you are making sure I am abiding by the rules, I am hurt honestly. You should let me do whatever I want just like I let you do what you want in my dreams...", he whispered as he barricaded me against table using his hands, I could not move but I could see that he was very serious.

"W-Walter, let me go..", I stuttered. I was not afraid that he was angry, but instead, I was afraid of what I would do if he got an inch closer. My body was screaming for him, and he was not making it easy, "W-w-we are friends Walter- we-"

He pulled me in by the waist, "So what?", his eyes gazing straight into mine

"Remember the condition, We-", He moved the plate behind and lifted me to the countertop placing him between my legs and his face directly at my perky nipples. 

"Walter, please don't do it, I-", I wanted him to do it, but I knew it would be wrong, 

I felt his cold hands going under my sweater sending chills down my spine, "Apologize and I will stop",

"Apologize for what?", I asked, prompting him to unclip my bra, 

"For stopping me in your dream?", 

"W-what-?", the chills from his hands were making it hard for me to focus, 

"You know what? better yet, tell me what I was doing in your dream?"

"W-What? Why?", I don't know what he was doing, but forcing me to recall a dream about him made matters worse for me, my heart was now pounding uncontrollably, it was taking everything in me to control myself.

His hands went straight for my breasts and began playing with my nipples, while he breathed heavily on my neck and a soft moan escaped my lips; I immediately covered my mouth with my hand in disbelief, 

He chuckled looking amused, "I should stop now.", he put me back on my chair, "Eat up so I can drive you home", his demeanor completely changed to being distant leaving me feeling frustrated, 'What the fuck!', I screamed in my head. 

Out of frustration, I stood up, "I am ready now. Drive me."

I didn't wait for him to respond, I took my coat and opened the door, looking visibly upset, how dare he tease me like that?!

I didn't say a single word on the drive home, to be precise, I was looking away from him hence I didn't see that he had driven the car to a private park. I was about to get out when grabbed my arm, "This is not your place."

"Take me home Walter!", I demanded

"Why are you upset?", he asked calmly.