PROLOGUE

It was only five months left for me to stay in this word and day by day I was starting to think that I am useless.

I can still remember the day when my mom and I had business meeting. I was in the dinning table and eating because she insisted to her business partners to have me with the meeting for me to learn some things in the business because she believes that someday I will be the one to continue her legacy.

"So, this is your daughter, right?" the Japanese guy said to my mom while pointing at me and was slightly surprised with his gesture.

"Yes, she is Lixen Andrea Perez" mom answered back as she introduces me to them while handing them a hand to seat.

"Nice to meet you." I said and smile then we ate I was the only one eating quietly because they are busy discussing their proposals, I don't really understand I swear I really don't have a future in running our business wait why does it feel like I was having an extreme headache oh shit Jesus it is getting serious I can't hold it back.

"Mommmmmmmyyy!!" God I cannot hold it this time my head really hurt a lot.

"Sweetie? Why? Are you alright?" mom ask.

"M-ommy it-hu-----" it all went black as I only heard cries and scream…

When I woke up I only saw thigs filled with white colors wait I am in heaven didn't I? And for a second I closed my eyes just making it sure that I am not hallucinating

"where I am?" I ask even though no one heard me. And then suddenly I heard a voice.

"sweetie you're in the hospital" it was mom who answered me of all places this the one I hated the most.

"I'm not dead mom?!!" I screamed due to excitement and hug my mom.

"Of course, not my daughter" my mom answered back as she caresses my hair how I love these genuine gestures of yours mom.

"Sweetie? Doc will come here later to tell you the result of your test" mom reminded me.

"Copy mom!" I answered back while scrolling to my phone.

"Sweetie? wake up come on sleepy head."

"Hmmmm"

"The doctor is here to tell you the results of your tests" Mom told me, heck I am pretty sure it is a simple fatigue I am perfectly fine why bother to come here.

"Go ahead doc" I am starting to feel cold, I really do not want the doctors to explain anything to me it is much better if mom would be the one to telling me that I am perfectly fine.

"I am sorry to say but you're not going to live longer " the doctor told me with a frustration in his face.

"that's not true doc!! Who are you to tell me that kind of lie your duty is to cure me not tell lies!!" I scream and my tears started to fall I am truly puzzled I'm fine doc please rephrase your statement a while ago please…

"I am sorry."

"What is your findings doc?" My mom asks while holding back her tears.

"Your daughter is having a brain tumor" the doctor answered back what? Why is it have to be me? Did you totally abandon me.?

"Please calm down I will explain it to you, the person with brain tumor will not be living normal as of today her tumor is already big if it becomes more bigger that will result to different complication like losing her eyesight, she will be having difficulty in moving and the worst-case scenario it can lead to death" The doctor explained.

"It is curable doc, right?" I ask? While crying there are many people in this word why is it have to be me?

"It can be cured but it doesn't guaranty you 100% that the tumor will be remove as of now were finding a good hospital to transfer your daughter. "

"Doc, how many months do I have? " I ask hesitantly I know this is to much for me but I have to face it.

"You only have five months left hija"