Final

CLYDE

[5 MONTHS LATER]

It's been almost five months since she died, five months full of sadness, maybe this is the beginning of my recovery and change of life in the past years and months ..

I am here now in the cafeteria ventilating and relieving this chest pain that I had been enduring, I am with my two stupid friends Dane June and Luke.

"hey dude, look at this" said Luke and showed me a picture of a woman. Lixen is even more beautiful than her but I cannot be with her she is gone.

"bro" Dane slowly tap my shoulder that brings me back to reality.

"sorry?" I answered to him.

"You mind was somewhere again" Dane commented on me.

"Again, and again" Luke added.

"Hey, be honest with us, you still haven't moved on, yet are you?" Dane intrigued me.

"Not yet" I answered, it is very hard to move on, especially if you love the person too much.

"How are you going to move on if you don't forget her?" Luke replied, yes, I already told them everything including my fucking fart they know that is what brotherhood.

"It's not that easy bro, especially when the day comes that she died I can clearly remember it all" I replied, Yes, I remember all the pain I felt when I was in the hospital seeing the once you love in the critical it slowly kills me inside.

"we will help you dude what is the use of this brotherhood" said by Luke and pat me, that means a lot.

"I won't, I will wait for her in the next life" I said firmly.

"Woooaa! You are really In love" they shouted in chorus.

"Of course! Why are you shouting?" I answered to them.

"Yes! Let us order!! Free burger !!" they shout, this son of bloated fungi good for them that they had me.

"fine, fine Happy?" I replied to them to shut their mouth.

[FAST FORWARD]

I am here now for a walk, when I have time and a child suddenly comes to me.

"Brother, someone is giving it to you" the little boy told me and smile he suck his lollipop that he holds.

"huh? Who gave this to you?" I asked, but instead of answering me, he just smiled and run towards the playground.

Who will give me a rose and then it has card with quotes.

If someday you are tired lying in the bed, please look at this it will give you a happy memories and sweet dreams.

By: L

That was the quote written it comes with necklace with a heart pendant when I opened it, I saw my picture together with Lixen. What the hell this is ridiculous.

Wait, it's so frequent, in the past few days this L keep sending me a flower that has quotes.

Maybe sweet dreams will be erased in our mind but in our heart, it is always there and no one can erase it

by: L

but she is dead, that is not possible, hey, maybe someone just trying to prank me, I will just hide it, what is a good place to go? I feel like I needed to walk. Maybe park?

(PARK)

It is still good here, the view is beautiful, I remember when Lixen and I were still here, I just oh never mind.

"hi" greeted by the woman.

"hello" I replied, oh she is beautiful.

"I am Lorraine" she said as she reached out her hand to me.

"I'm Clyde" I replied, and we shook our hands.

"broken hearted?" she asked.

"yes" I sparingly answered.

"you should move on if I were you" she said her voice sounds familiar.

"It's not easy to do that" I replied to her.

"and I don't want to try" I answered and saw her nod.

"Lorraine!!!" A shout coming from a man oh she has her boyfriend.

"Ah, I'm being picked up, oh wait!" he said while searching in the bag.

"here, take my calling card you can call me anytime" while handing me her calling card.

"okay thanks a lot Lorraine" and with that she left and so I decided to go home.

I am inside my bedroom looking around when I noticed that there are more additions to the ones given by L that admirer was so brave to take courage to give me some gifts. Well anyway I will just grab a sleep.

After 1 hour of keeping my eyes close I can't sleep, I'm just turning upside down on the bed.

**RING**

1 message received.

From:1234487899

go to the park now!!

What the hell, this person was so demanding wait is this a prank? Should I go or not?

**RING**

1 message received.

From:1234487899

ASAP!!

Maybe I will just go, I will not die if I go besides, I cannot sleep.

After 139937397799463 years finally I am here

oh, where is that person, wait, he does not seem to have anyone with her.

"Clyde" a familiar voice spoke behind me Oh wait.

I took a deep breath before I faced her, I was surprised to see what is in front of me, if it's true or I am dreaming, if it's a dream I don't want to wake up.

"lixen" I said.

"Yes, I am" she answered it was true she is alive.

LIXEN

"Yes, I am" I replied.

"Are you still alive ??" he cannot believe what he is sawing in front of him.

"That's because when you left, I wasn't breathing anymore but suddenly a miracle happened when I was taken to the morgue I suddenly woke up" I explained to him.

" oh, but you didn't call me. "he asked.

"because I don't want you to worry then, so we went to America for treatment and luckily I survived" I explained again how I miss him so much.

"When did you come back?" he

"3 months after" I answered.

"So, you are cured??"

"yup because I love you, so I survived" I said.

"Didn't you go to me right away?" he really misses me.

"For full recovery so that's where you are I was also there when you were at my grave I was also there if I could just say that here I am alive I've been doing it for a long time maybe huhuhuhu" I could not stop crying.

"shhh don't cry it's okay maybe we should start again" he said as I hugged him.

"So do you love me ??" I will ask.

"yess and I am happy that your back" he answered.

"So do you have a girlfriend?" I asked again for clarity.

"No because I choose to wait for you" he said.

SILENCE

"Lixen can I court you again?" he asked, I wasn't surprised anymore, I expected him to ask me that.

"Yes, you can" I replied and hugged him tightly. I really miss this man.

"thank you lixen"

After all we had we choose to be strong because we believe that smiling is the best way to hide the pain you feel inside.

THE END .....