REALIZATION..

Pack your bags we are leaving, six year old Kyle heard his mom's voice as she walked in his room and locked the door after her, her nose was broken, and she had a cut on her lower lip, he had heard shouting and choking noise.

Earlier he had watched them argue from the stairway,

She yelled at him, and he slapped her,

Why!!! his mom yelled with hot tears in her eyes rolling down her cheeks, This isn't you, you are not the man I ones fell inlove with Harry, You you've changed!!, She said Slowly falling to the floor her hands on her face.

I don't know what you want from me, Harry yelled back.

I want you to love me in secret, here, NOW!!, at this moment, when it's just the two of us, just like the way you pretend to do in public, Since you met her, you've changed,you cheated, but you don't see anything wrong with it. you hurt me, she continued with a shaky voice, you broke my trust and my love for you Harry, we have a son together, don't you care about him enough to be de decent?.

he's your child, not mine, that was his father's word As he left her crying on the floor.

He slowly walked back to his room, he was sad, his parents always seemed to fight, and argue, he didn't like it, he missed the way they loved each other, but since the tall pretty lady came here his mom and dad did not like each other anymore.

Noo!!!, he gasped from his sleep, Kyle was having nightmares again, they kept reoccurring, men beating up his mother and coming for him after. He never really saw their faces but they were horrid and the evil that came out of them terrified him.

Last night in his car, hearing destiny say those exact words, he had a " REALIZATION", that he did not want to be like his dad, he hated him.

He secretly dispised his mother, for opening her arms to him when he came crawling back, she was still inlove with the beast, he knew it wasn't for his money, because when they left him she went back to her job has a banker and took care of him all on her own, so why? why love a man, that hurts you? he couldn't understand, his hatred for his dad would never be quenched he reminded himself daily.

He came back with baggage, he came back with children but she still took him, he hated him, and resented her.

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*DESTINY*

Oww, I woke up with a severe headache, my head hurts, and my body hurts, I slowly touched my forehead, laying on the bed, my eyes felt heavy, as I tried opening them, I looked around, wow?, am I dreaming? when did my room become so big and bea.... what??! this isn't my room, am in Kyle's room? on his on his bed?, I asked so many questions, as i slowly tried sitting up right, whom's cloth is this, she panicked and quickly checked herself, phew, my underwear is still intact she sighed.

Good morning, Kyle greeted,

he's in a chatty mood this morning, I thought as I turned around to see him coming out of the bathroom, dripping water from his head to his toes, his hair was wet, and he had his towel loosely tied around his lower waist. I was in Hue of his magnificent physique.

his eyes caught mine and I quickly looked away. oh my God I feel so perverted, don't blame he was the one who came out here half naked.

Like what you see?. He asked gloating.

Ewww, No!, I lied.

I didn't know for how long I was staring but I knew it was probably for awhile.

I looked at him for awhile and our eyes met, this time I didn't look away.

Did we?...

He looked at me like I had just insulted him.

No matter how Bad you think I am I would never do that to you, you were drunk and besides you where out cold it woulda been like banging a dead destiny he said and gave a queer smirk.

Pheeeew!! I sighed louder than I should but who cares this dickhead just called me dead.

Oww!, what time is it? I asked myself with a murmur, but Kyle heard me.

it's past twelve, he answered.

Oh oka...OH MY GOD!!, Past friggin twelve?, am so dead my mom's gonna kill me, I struggled to get out of his ridiculously huge bed.

Relax, I already called yesterday, told them you would be coming home late.

you did that? why?... I mean thank you.

He rolled his eyes.

but I did touch those boobs of yours Alot softer than I imagined. he told me with a smirk.

at this point all the lessons I got from anger management class left my body, This was it. I breathed out, the day I finally kill my boss.

you did what?? I asked almost in a whisper.

Relax it was a....

I charged up and yelled as I leeped from the bed and unto his back, wrapping my fiddle arms around his neck in attempts to strangle him.

GET OFF!, get off me you freak, he struggled.

He was slippery, because he just got off the shower, but this wasn't my first rodeo, I held on to his neck with All my upper arm power. Now in my mind I was that all and powerful Bobby lashly giving this mega jerk a SLEEPER HOLD, but in reality it didn't have as much effect as I wanted it to.

He moved towards the bed and laid back flat, even if the bed was soft, the force made it seem like I landed on a brick wall, and this dummies weight was literally on me, I couldn't breathe.

GET OFF!!. I said out of breath,but he refused to budge. e my weight, he laid there for almost four minutes and I couldn't get him to get off, I was ashamed of myself for how weak I was. Kyle? I muffled please get off me, he finally budged.

I inhaled all the air I could get, because it felt like my lungs where failing.

what did you think you were going to do?, strangle me? he laughed mockingly.

Asshole. I spat.

he scuffed, you do know you're ungrateful right??.

what??, what should I be greatful for?? tell me? you, touching my boobs when I was out COLD!! and fucking drunk Kyle, Thank you!! Thank you Kyle, because it felt Soo good!!.

oh shut up, we've been over this, I am NOT, attracted to you, your body doesn't, turn me on, he spat. who did you think used his good towels to clean you up so you would stink less? or gave you his clothing?, Mathilda?, you think Mathilda did it?.wrong I DID!!, you know you were tapping about how you wanted a nicer Kyle, I tried, I really did but you make it hard to actually be nice to you, he said and left me there on his bed looking foolish.

What's is deal?, he makes it hard to live with him everyday but you don't see me complaining do you? why's he acting like the victim all of a sudden?.

I sighed, a huge part of me wanted to find my things and go home, while an atom part of me wanted to go apologies at least he's trying... smaller part wins. I stood up and walked to his bathroom door, Kyle? I called out from the other side.

Go away Destiny, am sorry I guess am still a little hung over, yeah that's right blame it on alcohol I thought.

after some seconds, I heard him groan then I heard glass shattered, Kyle?!, are you alright.

Am fine he said Inna muffled voice, I didn't see him but I knew he was lieing. Open the door Kyle, open!!!.

He finally opened the door, he came out with his hands bleeding.

Jesus Kyle!!, I looked inside his bathroom and found his wall mirror broken, and pieces of glass on the floor.

I was shocked, what made him do this?.

Come here I said, as I quickly opened the cabinets in his bathroom and took out a first aid book, Sit I ordered as I fell his toilet sit.

Am fine, he said.

I glared at him, He reluctantly sat, his left arm had a cut, thankfully it wasn't too deep, but it was still bleeding, I took out cotton swabs and iodine, now this is gonna hurt I announced, I poured it on his arm, and he didn't flinch I intensively proceeded to looking for any piece of glass in his flesh, when I was sure they weren't any glass, I cleaned his wounds and applied a bandage, I wanted to kiss it like my mom does but, we aren't that close.

All done, you've got to be more careful Kyle, I scolded, am fine now, he said now looking at me, he stared at me for awhile and then smiled, it came as a shock and I thought I was hallucinating, because this was the only time I had seen him smile.

Thanks.

uhh uhmm your welcome.

anyways. I gatto get going, am starving and my mom might be worried, I said standing up from my sqwating position.

You're starving? you can have lunch here, he offered like I didn't eat most of my foods here anyways, this was coming from a guy who hated the idea of me eating in his house even if it was quietly in my box office.

Sure??.

*****.

Walking down the stairs, I could see the stares these maids where giving me, yeah I spent the night here, and am wearing Kyle's oversize Tee shirt, So what?, Gosh I hated the fact that they were so much of gossips, they should be doing their job instead of whispering left and right.

I got to the dinning hall and found Mathilda there.

good morning Mathilda.

It's afternoon mi amor, she said patting my face, did you have fun last night she teased.

No, no it's not what you think, we didn't ....

She laughed heartily, I was joking, no come, come sit here, she said pulling one of the ridiculously huge dinning chair outward so I could sit, then she went back to ordering the others.

I sat there for awhile, minutes later Mrs Peterson came to join in.

Good morning I greeted.

She smiled at me. How was your night she asked calmly.

Great thanks for asking.

Kyle later joined in, and the dinning hall was quite that if a pin fell you could literally hear it, untop that Mrs Peterson kept stealing glances at me and Kyle, it was a very uncomfortable experience, I kept asking myself what planet I was on.

So destiny- tell me how's school? she finally asked.

it's been tough but, am still holding up here and there.

what was that?.

That's good I trust that you are wise, and you know your right from wrong she said looking at me then to her son.

I just nod and smile, because I didn't know what to say to that, was it because I slept in her son's massive bed? or because am wearing is shirt, kyles dad wasn't here, he'd already left to his office, it would have been really awkward.

anyways, am gonna leave you two to it, she said and left.

All of a sudden I had lost my appetite I was now playing with the wonderful lamb chops and short braised ribs.

uhmm, I think I should go can I get my clothes back? I asked Kyle from across the table.

Sure he said , I already gave one of the maids to get them nice and clean.

Follow me he said as he stood up to go to his room,

he rode his elevator, while I took the stairs.

I met him in his room making a phone call.

He turned around to face me, could you wait, they would be here soon with your clothes.

Thanks I said and gave a little smile, I'll get yours dry cleaned, and brought to you on Monday I promised.

He smiled it's okay, you can keep it, it looks better on you anyways.

What? did I just hear him say keep it?.

are sure I asked him confused.

he nod.

a smile found its way to my face, Thanks I said.

I waited for my clean clothes and the finally came.

thank you, I told the middle aged woman who brought them in.

I know am over stepping my boundaries but could I use your bathroom? I asked.

Sure.

Thanks again for the shirt I said slowly waking past him....