I am a boring person

The portrait of my father is complete. Millie proposes that we should post it on the internet forums with the nickname 'Zach' while Abigail recommends posting the posters all over the city.

Baek Joon Woo thinks that both ideas are good, especially if Zach lives in another city. Someone would recognize him and come to them.

Maisie rubs Oliver's head and kisses his cheek. The boy blushes hard, batting his eyes as he turns his face toward her when she leans closer to kiss his cheek again. Her lips brush against his lips before she pulls away and scolds him for stealing her kiss in front of everyone.

Everyone laughs except Millie. She shrugs and returns to the computer. Her fingers move on the keyboard with dexterity. I realize something then. 

Whether I want to do it or not, I always end up speaking, laughing, and reacting as if I am on autopilot.

What is going on? None of this feels real.