is this what you call love?

( commotion )

Hurry! Get out of the way!

Nurses scream at the hallway of the hospital towards the ER

(Flashback)

Hi I'm M a beautiful, smart and talented young lady must be wondering what I don't have right? Well I don't have a family

My mother passed away when I was just a child my father and stepbrothers and biological brother left me as well after my mothers death

I have been suffering of lack of parental love but I don't lack money

I'm an adopted daughter of a very young and prestige business man or My godfather he took me in when he found out and made legal preparations to adopt me he never lacked money nor did he lack of caring for me, btw he's single at the age of 40? Or something I never really asked but he never married nor does he have children only me

I'm the only known young miss of my daddy only heir of the company oh did I mention that he liked my mom when they were at college funny right? Yeah I wish he was my real father

I don't really know what got into me being a spoiled and troublesome child I was a really mean Kid getting what I want as always you could call me a spoiled brat if you ever saw me back then but it doesn't mean I don't have a heart I love helping others and bringing justice I was just cold and mean towards those who are wrong

By the way must be wondering what happened right? Just continue reading and you'll find out

(Flashback over)

"Get the operating room ready!"

The doctors started stitching the wounds on my wrist as I slit my wrist once again my aunt and cousin was waiting outside and called my daddy reported what I had done, don't get me wrong he never ever scolded me

Must be wondering how I ended up like this right?

As I said I lack parental love thus my daddy loves me but I wanted mo something was missing so I tried to find it of getting boyfriends at a young age I started dating so many boys but none I have really loved except for him the reason I did this again

( Flashback )

We had another argument and we're about to have our first anniversary

Monde what's the problem with you guys again?

Our classmate asked

Maybe they quarrelled again HAHAHAH

that bitch classmate of ours said in a sarcastic tone

In my mind I don't want to add fuel to the fire but I have enough ⁉️

Hey butch would you stop pretending I saw all of it I know everything how shameless could you be?!

I was about to slap her when monde stopped my hand I looked at hime angrily wanting to hit him but....

I couldn't.

Stop Ir! I had enough maybe this isn't gonna work out anymore....

I looked at him with tearing up my eyes but I resisted crying

Fine!

I stormed out the classroom and went home

After I went home I broke everything I could break while crying and dropped to the floor when I got tired I never went to school the following days no one knew what happened to me daddy was at LA I never wanted to go there Cause I was more comfortable at the Philippines

Once again in my life I felt so alone and wanted to die my depression once again ate me alive just like when my mom died I never thought that the only person I would love is gonna do this to me

I felt like I don't have a meaning anymore and there's no more reason to live

I cried for the past few days and went crazy

HAHAHAHAHAH

I punched the mirror at my bathroom cabinet and grabbed the sharded glass to cut my wrist deep

No more reason to live! HAHAHAHA

I said while crying

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2 hours later a few of my classmates decided to visit me and wanted to see how I was but none of them expected to see me on the floor unconscious and so much blood on the ground

Call her aunt!

My classmate said

One of them called aunt and the other called for an ambulance and brought me to the hospital

(Current)

Where are her relatives?

The doctor said

Here! Here!

My aunt said

I've said this for so many times keep her away frome sharp objects so she won't do these thing again

The doctor said with disappointment

I'm sorry I can't control her She doesn't live with us she has her own space

My aunt explained

Then take her where there are people around her so they can ensure her safety you know she has depression now I will recommend you to a phycologist

No there's no need doctor she has her personal phycologist at america we will just send her there when she gets better

Alas okay if nothing else you can go to her and I will take my leave thank you

Thank you doctor

A few hours later I was woken up but people talking inside my room my head was aching and I had all medical equipment attached to me

Goodness you're awake!

My class vice-president said

.....

Luckily your out of danger

.....

Guys can you go home for now?

My aunt said

Yes thank you we'll see you later ok?

.....

You're going back to LA I already told your daddy sigh Don't worry you will have enough time to say goodbye to your friends....

And..... I have been notified of what happened so I know why you did this and your daddy already knows what Happened

....

Don't you have anything to say?

I want to go back to Korea...

I said wanting to cry

But you have to go to your doctor it has been scheduled..

I don't want to go back there I don't need them I need to go back to korea

With the expression on my face I was sure my aunt has already noticed that I want to cry

Sigh ok I'll tell your daddy..

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