Nine

After reading this letter I asked questions to most of the people in the kingdom but no one seemed to have the answers to my questions and I had almost no information.

It had been four months since I had started my research. I had the impression that the only one who had the answers to my questions was my "mother" or maybe she wasn't even my real mother. I had been thinking about it for some time, but I wouldn't go back there.

I had been kicked out of my own kingdom so going back would be the worst idea and then everything was fine for me here. I was allowed to go out and be free, my relationship with Izzy had even evolved into something that was much better than before. I could clearly identify my feelings for her. I loved her unconditionally, but I was unable to tell her.

The more I saw her the more my feelings for her grew. Why was I unable to tell her how I felt about her, as if something was stopping me.

The more I think about it, the more I think about what happened when I was in the cave. Even though I said I was in love with Izzy I was still electrocuted.

The correct answer was the girl I met in the forest, so that would mean it wasn't Izzy. The more I think about it the more the details matter.

And then last time, when I found a picture of Izzy as a little girl there was someone else in the corner, but she looked more like the one I had met.

"What's taking you so long, sweetheart?"

I almost forgot that Izzy was waiting for me, she offered to go and see something but refused to tell me where we were going.

"I'm coming, but you know how women like to be kept waiting." I laughed at my own sentence, but I came out of my room wearing a simple white dress.

" Finally it was time, sweetheart , you look brautiful." she looks at me in detail before blindfolding me.

"Why are you blindfolding me?" I wonder where she's going to take me.

"It's a surprise, I won't tell you until we get there."

She teleported us to a place, by now I was used to her teleporting me and I knew even without seeing that we were teleported, I could feel the grass on my legs.

"Just a few more steps and we'll be there," we walked for a few more minutes, by the smell of it she must have prepared a picnic, but I had no idea where we were.

"She takes off my blindfold and I see a beautiful landscape, we have an incredible view of the kingdom, and she has prepared a picnic with all my favorite dishes, it's really beautiful.

"Wow, did you make all this, Izzy?"

"Of course I'll do my best for you." I sit down on the tablecloth, and we start eating while looking at the scenery and when we're done we both lie down and look at the stars. I think to myself that they seem to be so close and yet so far from me. Izzy strokes my hair and then sits back down.

"Will you listen to the reasons why I love you?" She pauses for a moment, and then I nod to signal her to continue.

"In fact... I've never felt this comfortable with anyone." she breathes before continuing.

"And besides you bring out the best sides of my personality. With you we learn and improve and grow together." She looks at me seriously.

"We look at each other and learn to recognize each other. With you time passes so quickly that I would like to stop it. I honestly can't believe you're really here. And then when I hug you, I wish it could last forever."

She comes and lies next to me and whispers in my ear.

"I love you, Lilith," my heart beats wildly, I want so much to return her feelings, to tell her that I love her too, but I still can't. My words are not enough to tell her how I feel.

I look at her and then down at her lips, and she understands immediately what I want, she puts her lips on mine and I feel myself exploding. After all this time she finally kissed me, at first I thought it was a bit wet, but I was so happy and Izzy intensified the kiss more and more, she even went on top of me and took a malicious pleasure in what was happening.

With each movement my body wanted a little more of hers, I wanted her for myself alone, for me, it was impossible to share her, then I stop.

"What's wrong, why did you stop? " She asked.

"I think it's about time we got back to the castle and if we stay here we'll catch a cold." What was I doing right now.

We get up and take a little time to get dressed properly before picking up what's left of our picnic and then Izzy teleports us to the castle.

"I'm going to put this in the kitchen and I'll come and meet you afterwards, you know what I mean." I was laughing because we'd sneaked out without telling anyone, even though we were adults, I felt like a kid again.

"Yes, we'll meet there..." I don't even have time to finish my sentence when she kisses me we end up getting tight when we run out of air.

"I'll hurry up and then I'll join you." this time she really goes to the kitchen and I go to my room.

I open the door and lie down on my bed, I think for a few minutes and then the door to my room opens, but it's not what I expected because it was Julie and Izzy. I look at Izzy and the look on her face tells me that it is better to tell the truth.

"Can I ask where you two have been, it's two in the morning and you're only just getting in. "

"We've only just left and we didn't think we'd be back so late."

"Well you're safe this time but next time I'll have no mercy on you two," said Julie before walking out of my room leaving me alone with Izzy again. Izzy and I started laughing after all this was a very funny situation.

"I think I'll go to bed after all it's late." It's only now that I feel tired.

"We'll see each other in the morning, sweetheart," she said, coming up to me and kissing me again, our kiss growing more and more intense until she pushed down on my bed and sat on top of me, watching me for a moment before continuing with her activity, kissing my neck and then finally returning to my lips. I groan with pleasure .

"Do less noise or my mom will come back . " Izzy said.

I refuse to be led by her. I reverse the roles and find myself on top of her, then kiss her and let my hands roam all over her body when the door opens once again.

"You see, I told you, they are the one who's been making all the noise for the last while," says Mai.

"Honestly Izzy, go back to your room if you can't afford to make any more noise, you'll wake up the whole kingdom if you carry on like this. It's really too embarrassing for me.

"Mum, you didn't have to come here anyway. Izzy looks as embarrassed as I do, but she gets up to join the mums.

"Sleep well," Izzy says before leaving.

"We'll talk about this in the morning. "Julie said before leaving with Mai.

Once they leave I find myself alone, I don't really understand what happened but now Izzy and I are maybe a thing.

I fall asleep on that last thought.

Sorry for the spellings mistakes.