12 September 1745
Silence was installed between the two young women. Rebekah and Regina both looked at each other ignoring their surroundings. Rebekah looked at Regina with concern as she thought that the blonde girl had figured something weird about her. On the other hand Regina looked at Rebekah with amusement she observed the girl the moment she stepped down from the carraige . The girl looked different from this environment . The environment was filled of different bright colours and warmth but she was filled of dark colours and coldness. Right now to the brown haired girl didn't show an expression on her face but only her eyes did.
" Why do you think so?" asked Rebekah with a serious voice. She just came into this new town and people are already questioning her?
"Your smile. It looks like someone is forcing you to do it." Regina with a bright smile on her face. Rebekah started to feel nervous and stood up from her table ," Thank you for the order . It was delicious." and with that she left the place.
Regina remained seated at her place as she saw the girl board her carriage in a hurry . She noticed how the. girl looked out of the carraige window with an icy stare . Regina. smiled as she meet her eyes before the carraige left the town.
"But you never ate your cake" mumbled Regina as she smiled and threw the cake in the dustbin.
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12 September 1745
Today is my first day writing anything about my life. I think thats how you do it, Right? Say everything that you want to tell someone but there's no one you can trust or more rightly when you don't have anyone to tell this to. People have secret not everyone thats what my nanny would say to me .
But no everyone had a secret that they don't want anyone to know about . At the same time we humans want someone whom we can tell everything , whom we can trust but when we find them we change our minds.
Humans are complex. They don't know what is right or wrong, whom to trust and whom to not. Like my nanny's Husband never trusted her . He thought that she stayed out at night just warming various men bed. But what he didn't know was that she was always with me . Looking after me and my needs.
She would always be there when I would wake up at night covered in sweat and crying. Nightmares. Nightmares of my life. Nightmares that would haunt me for rest of my life . Nightmare which would go with me anywhere and everywhere.
Nightmare that how I will bring harm to all the people around me. Cursed thats what they call me. That curse which led to the massacre killing thousands of people including my parents. And I did it again killed my only family left in this world. Now I didn't want Sarah to Meet the similar fate as me. Neither any person like Regina the bright girl . She noticed my smile which people usually ignore. Let me tell you a secret dear diary. Well make it two , I can never smile . I am unable to smile because of some magic cast upon me.
Yeah no one knows about it not even Sarah so you should feel happy about it. Well this is all I would like to tell you today. I have reached my new home so I will talk to you sometime later.
And yeah I forgot to tell you my second secret .
I remember everything. And when I say everything I mean everything.