Strangers in a Rainy Day

Isn't it strange how one thing, one event can change the way you feel or view something. How in one moment everything you are, everything you can or could've been can fall apart in a matter if seconds. I think of this every day. I go un-noticed by anyone and everyone, yet everytime I would look up next I feel you. I remember what you felt like. Those memories that we made, feel like a dream. or at least they felt like one. It's more like a nightmare now....

Do you think of me? I walk home and your not there next to me. I have no one to run down the streets with anymore. No one to hang out with at Carters Coffee shop. I like going there. I still hang out at our corner or as you called it " The crazy loners corner". Where are you? Why did you leave me?

As I walk home on a rainy day I dont look at anyone anymore. Even the people I used to know are completely different people to me now. There strangers. Just like everyone else. There all strangers.

I'm just in high school or how everyone else sees me. A child with to many emotions for their own heart. Another high school girl. Another outsider. Me and you were seen like that. Just some couple of strangers that met in a rainy day.

I hope your flying throughout the starts now. Maybe looking at me at night. That's the only time I see him. When I'm alone. In my room. I look at the night and all those shinning stars. They shine like you did. He shines brighter than what any stars will ever shine.