Blurry lights and Blurry eyes

I didn't know how to feel to many emotions. So many thoughts going through my head. I felt faint. My head was spinning. My heart was raising. He looked at me. His pale skin and hazel eyes were beautiful. I wanted to pass out but, I didnt want to look like a fool.

"Hey... are you ok?" He asked.

"Yeah.. I'm fine I just need so-some water." I started to feel overwhelmed.

"Here let's get back to the car. I have water there and you can rest." He said as he held my hand as we walked back to the car. He felt me shaking. My legs felt numb and I couldn't feel most of my body.

"You look pale!" He said.

"No.. No NO!.. I'm so sorry I didnt want to make you feel ill!" He said. He was scared.

" I didnt want to... It wanst my intention! I'm sorry..." His voice was weak and scared. He quickly got me into the car buckled up and into the driver seat before I knew it. He took of his jacket and opened a water bottle for me.

" Do you need anything else?" He said. He was scared. I didnt know how to help him. I knew I wanted to say something or do something but I couldn't.I didn't know how to tell him that I was fine even if it was a lie.

" I'm going to make this right.Im going to take you to a hospital. I'm so sorry..." He was scares. I didnt want him to feel that way.

" I'm fine I swear..." I said in a soft voice. He knew I was lying I was falling asleep while trying to talk to him.

" Hey.. Hey. HEY! IM GOING TO TAKE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL. DONT CLOSE YOUR EYES. NO!" He kept yelling at me but his voice kept fading away as my eyes tried not to shut its self.

I dont remember when we got to the hospital. All I can remember is him running with me in him arm covered with him jacket into the emergency room. I remember him yelling for help as a couple of doctors and nurses went rushing towards him with a bed. I remember the flashing lights. I remember them putting needles in my arms and finger.

" no... please stop I'm fine. no please I dont like those they hurt me." I remember saying. I never liked needles. As a matter of fact I had actually drown to have a phobia of them or what the doctors called Trypanophobia. It's an extreme fear if needles or medical supplies. I remember begging them to stop but they didnt. I dint remember much from that day. Maybe it was fir the best. Maybe I would wake up from this dream or was it a dream. If it was , I hope it ends soon.