Chapter 7. Syra's Unstable Emotions

"Hey, Coward always hanging with girls. !, S Year said in a Mocking Tone.

This time instead Of Ignoring her had l done for past years.

"Sister, Why always do you behave like this ?", I said in resentful and Cold Tone.

"What ?", She said.

"I mean Your behaviour towards Me, Why did did you do it ? ", I Said Out Loud.

" Why, you say..", She said in a Sarcastic Tone."Because You are the the fault that father isn't ALIVE ...!!!", She an an said in Enraged and Hostile Tone.

Because of her Loud Voice, all the Servants Came towards Us. Livia was Clutching onto Me as She was sacred of Syra's Sudden Outburst.

"So, I a-am to blame for fa-father death...?", I Said Shuttering. Starting Over-guilt Strategy...

"Yes, you are responsible for father's death that day...!", She said in Hostile Tone.

"Then, what could you have done if you're in My Place ?", I said.

'I-I-I..?", She Shuttered. Her Expression was Of Pain...

"You could not do Anything at All, Just Like Me you would hide behind Mother's Back, watching Father sacrifice himself to protect you...!", I said in Cold Voice. I Could See her eyes getting moist...

"And You expect a kid who's ten years old, who can't even understand that situation, to do something...?", said my Enraged Voice, Infusing Mana in my Voice to make it More Louder. So My Acting can have Huge Impact On Syra.

"I-I-I am Sorry", Syra Finally broke down crying. Her tears rolled down her pretty face. A pity Rose in My Heart, but I did not give in to My emotions.

"Then Why were you blaming me..!!!", I Said with tears rolling out my eyes. Seeing Me Crying, She started to Cry harder....

"I a-am S-Sorry, Forgive me...!", She Said.

[Ding...!]

[Syra is Feeling Guilty towards Host..!]

[Syra is Feeling guilty towards Host..!]

[Syra is Feeling Guilty towards Host..!]

[Syra's Favourability is increasing..!]

[Syra's Favourability is increasing..!]

[Syra's Favourability is increasing..!]

[Syra's Current Favourability is at Love]

"System, How is Syra's Favourability Towards Me at Love, When a Minute Ago it was Hostile ?", I Questioned

[Ding..!]

[It's Because Pervious Riyan was the Main Reason that Syra got Adopted into the Descartes Family in the First Place, the Name Syra itself Was given by Riyan, When He heard She did not have a Name, Also Syra had Deep Feelings towards Riyan And Which got Converted into Hate after Cris Descartes's death. Thus She has Love-Hate Feelings, this wathe the s Reason it took Alex More Time than Other Heroines to Conquer Her. The main Reason For turning back on Riyan was Cris Descartes's Death as She Considered Cris Descartes a Father Figure and Her idol, Thus She blamed Riyan for his Death and Riyan Enduring her resentment just brought more hatred in her]

"Well, I don't know about that, but it plays in My Favour ", I thought in My Mind. I must Praise Myself for Acting.

Strategy Successful....!!!!!

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Syra's POV...

I was just Scrolling near the Training Ground when suddenly, I Saw Riyan and Livia Walking and Chatting together. Seeing, that I had an Intense Urge to Separate them, My Feelings for Riyan are Still there but I Can't Forgive him for What he has Done.

"Hey, Coward always hanging with girls..!", I Said in a Mocking tone.

This time Instead Of ignoring Me like He has done for Past Years.

"Sister, Why always behave like this ?", He said in Resentful and Cold Tone.

"What ?", I Said. I can't believe that he can say That After the Incident.

"I mean Your behaviour towards Me, Why you do it ? ", He said out loud.

"Why, you say..", I said in a Sarcastic tone."Because you are fault that father isn't ALIVE ...!!!", I said in an Enraged and Hostile Tone. Showcasing How much Enraged I am.

Because of My loud voice, All the Servants came towards Us. Livia was Clutching onto Riyan. But just got Me More Angry.

"So, I a-am to Blame for Fa-Father's death...?", Riyan said Shuttering. Seeing him like that, I felt bad but I refused to lose to My Feelings.

"Yes, You are responsible for father's death that day...!", I said Hostility evident in my voice.

"Then, What could you have done if you're in My Place ?", He said.

"I-I-I..?" , I Shuttered because I knew Deep Down that No one could do Anything in that Place And I was just using Riyan as Plaa a ce to Vent My Resentment for my my Father's Death.

"You could not do Anything at All, just like Me, You also would hide behind Mother's Back, Watching Father Sacrifice himself to Protecting You...!!!", he Said in Cold Voice. Hearing his words, My heart trembled and felt My eyes become Moist.

"And you expect a kid who's ten years old, who can't even understand that situation, to do Something...!", He said In

Enraged voice. I Could hot sensation Of Tears On My Face...

His Voice was Crushing Me and Filling Me with guilt, I recalled Every Moment I behaved Badly towards him and how he could Endure it. His Enduring just brought More Resentment in Me.

I had the urge to Cry and Beg him for Forgiveness, I knew that I don't Deserve his Forgiveness, He was the reason that I was still alive or I would have died long ago on Some Streets.

"Then Why were you blaming me..?" He said, his tears rolling out Of his eyes. Seeing Him Crying, I want to Kill Myself to Atone the Guilt.

His words made Me remember that day When First met Him, I was Starving for Weeks, I had already lost my will to live My Cursed life. A Cute Little Boy Of Six years old came towards me, and said, "Sister, eat this..!", He handed Me bread and Some Money.

It was the First time in my life that could feel Goodness. His Smile was Angelic for me and He was an Angel for Me, He gave Me the will to Live again.

I could everyday go towards that where I met him to see if I could see him again. Around one month later after I first met him, A carriage came near me and that same boy got out of the carriage with a girl with similar features to him, "looks like they are twins", I thought in Mind.

He said in his childish Voice, "Come Sister with me..!", Strange was that I had gone with him without Any thoughts. The carriage stopped Near A very large Mansion. We entered that Mansion.

In the Main Hall, there were Only two people, one Man and one Lady, They were Riyan's Parents. Cris Descartes and Riya Descartes.They wanted to adopt me because of Riyan's insistencence. I was so surprised that He wanted me as his Sister.

They asked for My Name. I was Nnervous because I had No Name as I was an Orphan then Riyan said, "Syra...!". Giving Me A Sense Of identity and Name.

They turned towards me as if asking me, I just nodded to them. From that My cursed life became a Blessed one, as I spent time together with Riyan, I realised My Feelings for him were not Normal, it was feelings of love between men and women. His words made me remember that these are the most Precious Memories in My life.

"I a-am S-Sorry, Riyan, Forgive me", I said. Seeking A Chance to Atone For My Sins.

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Next Chapter "8. Riyan's Forgiveness And Twisted Love-Brain Girl"

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Well,This Chapter Has Special Mentions in the Mid-late Part Of the Story. Which will describe Cris Descartes (MC's Father) Life. All Your Questions will be answered in that Part.

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