Ch-63 : First Love - Hidden Scar

After thorough molestation of her very being by the evil hands of demon Hashira, poison Hashira slept haggardly inside the cabin while Damien exchanged the place for handling the horse from Rengoku who was also very tired.

"Haaah...!"

The horse neighed and sped up as Damien compelled it to do so.

The night turned into bright sunlight and with passage of time, the dense forest seemed to be thin down.

Just in some time, the dense forest turned into patches of tree as they reached an intersection at road, a road mark at the side of trail was embedded in the ground.

Damien could clearly see the words,

'TOKYO

8km'

He continued his journey after seeing the sign, he sat comfortably looking at the bright sun shining in clear sky.

With the silence rustle of leaves...his unforgettable memories started coming up in his mind to which he willingly surrendered.

But at this moment, a very deep ingrained memory came up in his mind which he did not wanted to remember.

A face full of bright smile...the memory of his first woman, his girlfriend, his first love.

The hold of his hand on the the reins of the caravan, a inexplicable burst of pain spread throughout his heart.

His first love didn't had transcendental beauty...she had just the average beauty, average family...but she was the most hardworking of all the people he had met.

And another peculiar thing about her was that she was deaf.

Yes, she wasn't able to hear anything and hence, she wasn't able to speak clearly.

Now, you might think that why a deaf, average girl with no redeeming qualities other than her academics would be targeted by a young master?

That's simple.

Just cause she was deaf, average girl with no redeeming qualities.

Even if he killed and raped her, so what?

Her parents can't afford lawyers, staging the whole act as suicide with depression was easy.

In the end, he had just wanted to fuck a girl with 'disability', he just wanted the feeling of fucking a deaf girl.

The fabric of reins seemed to be roughed out because of strong hold of Damien on it.

Remembering the past life, he smiled when he thought of the dates they went together...both of them were the fan of anime and used to watch it together.

He had computer major in past life and hence he was working on a program in which he had incorporated all the sign languages he had known...he had compiled them together so that they can communicate with each other in real-time basis through video conferencing.

But before he could give her the gift...he came upon the incident, where he lost his reasoning and caved the young master's skull with his thick mathematics book.

Now, the part of the memory which he had buried deeply...

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**Just after reaching the inner world**

Just as he reached the inner world, he directly created 'resurrection/creation magic' and chanted the spell with all his might to bring his love back.

The body of her was made but it was just a body...no soul, he tried all kinds of magic/skills to resurrect her.

But when nothing happened, he started becoming angry and on verge of losing his mind, he created the death note and was about to write the name of god.

You may be wondering about from where he came to know about the name of god, that's simple he just directly started digging the ground and soon reached the core of his world, he just swam in the excruciating molten metals, and soon he found a block suspended in between the core.

'Patented to Xherogaby Lexus LXIX.'

And then he swam back to surface with an evil smirk.

And just when he was about to write the god's name on the notebook, the poor beardy old man jumped from his commode and came even without flushing.

He shouted which made his whole world tremble as gigantic tectonic plates rummaged and thus made some more mountains and few volcanoes also erupted.

"What the fuck man?! Why in name of heaven do you want to kill me?"

Damien's pen made of vibranium just turned in into nothingness before he could write the name.

Damien looked upwards at the old man who had just materialized some clothes on him, he said,

"I am sorry, but I want to say that I am unable to use resurrection magic...are the powers given by you just a joke? But that shouldn't be cause you won't you have running here even while you were trying to relax yourself...so, why am I unable to resurrect her?!"

Damien said somewhat shouting to himself.

The old man-cum-god looked down at him and said profoundly, "Lad, even I am unable to control life and death...what puny thing are you? There some glitches in passing of soul in some quadrillion of years....hence, you can't use resurrect magic, but you can give her a kind of 'false' life...like a robot."

Damien gritted his teeth and replied, "No! But, I think I would be able to determine who would live inside a particular world or not."

The old man-cum-god smirked and said, "That's just your illusion, whenever you decide to change one thing then other's people's lives are changed accordingly...the life and death just depend on conservation of energy...they don't care about the no., the personality, the character, etc....thus, your girls' energy was lost and converted into another being."

Damien's mind clicked and he said, "So, can't I isolate that energy and pour that into her body and I could slowly rebuild her memory again?"

The old man stroked his beard and said, "You are right..."

Damien was about to smile but the god continued.

"...only theoretically, its just like the beings called 'humans' in your world know many things but aren't able to do it...like achieving speed of light, dyson's sphere, warp drive tech, time travel, etc."

"The same thing applies here, even though you know the theory...the practicality of that thing is quite impossible."

Damien's leg lost their strength as he sprawled on the ground...his motivation was lost.

His mind started going through loops of her memory.

[She made hand gestures representing, 'Damien! If we will ever isekai in any world ever...then I would become the queen of your harem!'

Damien's forehead wrinkled at the mention of harem as he asked, "Why harem? You think I won't be loyal to you? You could just say and I would become celibate there waiting for you"

She smiled and came to him and made wrote on a white board before kissing him on cheek, 'Well, the weight of queen of harem is far more...moreover I would also like to have more close friends...as I only have you here.']

[During the time when they were in theater watching the horror movie, 'A quiet place'...Damien picked this up cause it had minimal conversations...

In the interval, she wanted to have some ice-cream, hence she tapped on his shoulder and held his palm before licking it.

His hair stood on in its end as he looked surprised at her, but she just grinned sheepishly at him, he sighed and tried to make some hand signs to notify her about his departure to the ice-cream shop.]

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Just as memories going in loops in his mind...big droplets of tears poured from his eyes but there was nothing he could do other than accepting it.

Damien gripped the soil in his hand as he punched on land sending a devastating earthquake throughout his world.

**Fast Forwarding to the time when the old man barged into his world uninvited for the trial**

"I don't want to become someone cringey like 'Lord of Universe', just let me leave in peace with my women." Damien said exasperatedly.

The old man narrowed his eyes and replied, "Oh? You forgot about your little girl? Well...of course, why would anyone remember a girl who could be said ugly in presence of your present hare-"

*BANG*

Damien's entire aura erupted from him like a volcano, his eyes turned whole red as red veins crawled on his skin like a spider's web, he started heaving up and down,

"Don't insult her....I have buried her memories deep inside of me, after all these years and finally managed to become happy again..."

"She was just like an oasis to a desperate traveler in desert...the traveler greedily emptied the oasis as he satiated his thirst and she just like an indispensable water to humans...satiated him with a smile on her face."

"You know that there is nothing that can bring her back! In these years I have become assured of that...she won't achieve her childish dream of becoming queen of my harem...she would be happy if she knew that she would have so many friends, if she were to be alive."

Damien's emotions fluctuated up and down as he ended his note with a helpless but warm smile.

The old man chuckled seeing him and said, "Well, what if I say that you could resurrect her with memories intact!"

Damien's body shook as his pupils went blank and his mind can't seem to be able to decipher the words delivered to him, it gave a thunderous slap to him in his mind...

His aura started to becoming uncontrollable and the ground beneath him cracked up, his feet buried under the ground as his shoulders slumped and a soft voice came from him...but this time, his voice was neither helpless nor unhappy as he said,

"She could be resurrected? She can come back to me again?...."

Going through different worlds and meeting his loves? of life, he was quite content to be honest but the matter of his first love was forever a scar to him which he had covered it up after years...

Hence, trading and putting the risk of his women to be abandoned was not something he could easily decide.

But then the next statement was something which covered every door for him to not go through this trial.

"Your women's lives...."

That was it.

Nothing more was to be said from the old man for him to understand.

This was the question of his women and his happiness.

Nothing can snatch away his women and happiness from him.

He is gonna revive his first love.

"But one thing I want to say is that....the opportunity to revive a person in real sense could be done only one time from the 'Lord of Universe', hence, if you used it and somehow any other person dies then you can't revive them."

"This is the most powerful privilege given to the very head of a universe, the opportunity to defy the very law itself...remember that no matter how powerful one become, there is always some sort of law or rule which would constrain him/her in a certain circle of expertise."

"No one is omniscient in literal sense...even you are just an illusion of it...."

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"What are you thinking about Damien?"

Kanae's soft sleepy voice resounded along the passing winds.

Damien turned around and smiled at her as he bent to kiss her cheeks and said softly,

"Nothing...wake Shinobu also, we have reached."

Few minutes later~

Nezuko was inside the basket and Damien was carrying her on his back while he held the hands of Shinobu and Kanae as they wandered along the streets of Tokyo.

Rengoku had went to the branch of demon slayer association to discuss about the recent face-off with Kizukis and increasing frequency of demon attacks.

Meanwhile, Damien along with the Kocho sisters continued their date.

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{A/N : Next exam is of physical ed. which is 11 days later, physics went alright. ;)}