Chapter 20.1 (Kanji)

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From the moment that I saw Gaman Sama he was content and collective with a small smile on his face and with eyes that can see to your soul and being. When I found out he was the Shiba clan's Great Elder, it's below my mind but after I felt his spiritual pressure, it was like standing in front of the entire universe that makes you feel so insufficiently small in comparison. Few months after that nobody has courage to speak with a great elder so I gather my courage and up my bravery. I go to great elders residents and knock on the door, when the great elder opens the door and greets me with a small smile on his face.

Dante: "hello son, what can I do for you, on this fine day?"

Kanji: "hello great elder Sama, can you please give me a few minutes of your time?"

Dante: "Of course son, come inside and make yourself your home. Do you want something to drink? Water, tea, coffee, sake?"

Kanji: "no thank you great elder Sama." Just after he rejected the drinks offer his throat was so dry that couldn't swallow his saliva with a dry mouth.

Dante: "So son, what can I do for you? You have this air of finality that looks like you use your maximum bravery to fight to your last breath."

Kanji: "great elder Sama I want to become stronger, so much stronger that nobody can take away my loved one from me." I start to bow deeply and start pleading to great elder Sama so maybe he takes pity on me and helps me to make mothers proud.

Dante: "ok." After he simply says that kanji looks up and looks at great elder Sama with disbelief that it was so easy and he just accepts without no demand from.

Dante: "What you expect, I will task you with some demand. I once knew this woman, she has a passion for protecting children in her life. She was medic in her life and was nothing more important for her than preserving the innocence of children. After knowing her, she made an impression on me so when I can, I will help the children. But after some time has passed, I see you all as children and infants. So I look for virtue and innocence in people, and when I see someone with them, I will help them as I can."

Kanji: 'He is like her, didn't see me as a monster.' Tears started to roll down my face and I was happy that finally I found someone like her pure. "Great elder Sama, what I have to do now."

Dante: "First I must tell you that you have very high potential for spiritual cultivation. Because you're honest with yourself and more in tune with your emotions. So I am going to instruct you in internal and external (Hollow and Shinigami) spiritual cultivation. Second, you have to let go of your self-doubt and self-hatred and start to build your self-awareness reflation."

Kanji: "great elder Sama what is self-awareness reflation."

Dante: "son, how old do you think I am."

Kanji: "I don't know but if I have to guess. From our title at least 1000 years old but from your face and body I would say under 100 years old?"

Dante: "HAHAHAHA, you think I am at most 1000 and at least 100 years old. HAHAHAHA. Let me ask you another question, how does the soul with a spiritual body age at all, do you even think about we are souls after all, so do you even need food or water or air?"

Kanji: "great elder Sama, I don't know about ageing but I see people that are aged and for food, water and air, I didn't think about it but I myself eat, drink and breathe."

Dante: "You young people are so rash and under thinking all the time. For your information you have already died, so you didn't need any necessity for living. All that you do is a habit that was imprinted to your soul when you were alive, and you don't need them but you could eat, drink and breathe or other physical activity, without them you wouldn't die, because you already are. And for state of age, it is all about state of mind. For example if you picture yourself as young man then you will change to young but if after some time you start to get bored and do nothing new, you start to self-doubt and subconsciously you want to be over, so you will start to ageing, the more self-doubt you have the faster you aged and forgetting things." After that he lets me process what he says to me and goes into the kitchen and makes two cup of tea. After 3 minutes he brought a teapot and two cup and put them on the table and signaled me to sit down at the table. "So if you have good control over your emotion and memory, you could stop letting the strewn thoughts influence you. And you could build a self-aware reflection of yourself and solidify it so only your conscience can change that. With that you wouldn't age or after a few hundred years change so much that you couldn't recognize yourself."

After that he started to teach me spiritual cultivation and told me a few stories about his start of cultivation. Then when I was about to leave I found out I was talking with the great elder Sama for the entire day and didn't know of the passage.

From then on with a goal and clear way in a face forward manner, I started to cultivate the first external as the great elder Sama taught me so I could generate greater amounts of spiritual energy so my speed of cultivation didn't slow down.