FROZEN FEELINGS

CHAPTER 4

Vanessa Amber Lancaster's POV

"Vannesa woke up it's time we go bath whilst there iz still hot water", Woking me up in the early hours of 4.l jumped off my bed and took my fancy toiletry bag to the bathroom.In the bath room were several people who were bathing and others were doing their laundry.l then thought of the issue of yesterday, about Miles 'crush.l then heard a voice from the corner,"Guys today Miles doesn't have a practice which means he iz going to spend some quality time with Me isn't that cool guys",she shouted with enthusiast."That's her,the one we were talking about yesterday",said Angelina whispering.It really hit me hard and l now was determined to let go of every feeling that l had for miles so that that l won't sabotage whatever relationship Veronika and Miles shared, fighting over a boy was something that was never dotted in my personal dictionary.I made breakfast for both Angy and l which was cornflakes and coffee.I wore my uniform which Angy already ironed not forgetting my gold watch which was a gift from my mom.I could hear the metrony chasing people out of their domitories for it was time to go out.l was now over joyed ,overwhelmed , nervous and l had butterflies all over ,my stomach and Vagina l, don't know why but that's how l can describe the feeling of that moment.l was really wishing if l would be in the same class with Bryan Murray and Zek Jins which l knew were studying at the same skul with me,Zek and Bryan were really crazy monkeys and they would really make everyone laugh ,in short there were real life clowns."Vanessa can you see him in the corridor",said Monica rolling her eyes.Yahh l do ,he hasn't changed a bit from the last time l saw him l replied with a cold tone though l knew deep down somewhere in the corner of my small heart l was filled with happiness but it's just that the Veronika case made my feelings freeze that's why l didn't feel anything the moment l gazed on Miles."You don't seem happy or surprised what's wrong?",She asked worriedly."No darling lm perfectly fine and it's just a mixture of feelings that's all",l said with a confusing tone.l could tell Miles was not recognizing me and neither did l care, Angelina showed me the class where l was supposed to be,and l was glad that l had Miley in my class."Vannesa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK AT YOU Friend!!!!!!!!THE QUEEN IZ BACK BABY ", shouted Zek as he gave me a tight hug and bowing like a servant serving a princess ,"ohhh stop Zek l said with a little whisper but really wanted to scream at that moment ....Look at you too Zek , those muscles where the fuck did you get them don't tell me you are back at your game",l said teasing him,"Ohhh stop Vanessa where the fuck were you all these years",asked Zek with a little concern but happy at the same time."l was leaving my life buddie and doing some merge you know",l replied giving him a tight quick hug.YOOOOOOOOOOO MAN WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GET THE LOST PRINCESS ...HOLY SHIT LOOK AT YOU VANNESA YOU LOOK LIKE ALLY LOTTI NOW WTF", shouted Bryan coming torwads me and l could do nothing only giving him a tight hug."ohhh before we chit chatt l got a surprise for you and l know y are going to love it just hold on l will be back",he said dashing out of the room before l could answer .l could hear him shouting in the corridor ."Yoooo Miles leave the whatever the fuck you are doing l got a surprise for you in the classroom"it was Bryan calling Miles and l was busy chatting with Zek catching up and Veronika was just besides mee."Ohh Miles l need you to help me with something right away",said Veronika alarming me to the door."Man check who iz standing with Zek at the corner!!",shouted Brayn pointing torwads the direction l was standing with Zek."Miles did you hear what l just said ",reapeted Veronika shouting."YOOOOOOOOOOOOO O_M_G ....FUCK!!!! AM I DAY DREAMING OR DESTINY IZ PLAYING GAMES WITH .....AMBER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!",he shouted with enthusiast which hit me right at the corner of my heart and all the feelings and emotions melted .I ran torwads him gave him a tight hug and we connected so vibely even our hearts were pounding at the same time and l really loved the rythme."Amber !!!Do you mind if l can do this he said looking straight into my eyes and our lips touched and we kissed like there was no tomorrow.At that moment we really drew the class 's attention and after all the silence a BANG!!!!!!! broke the moment and that was Veronika as she banged the table leaving the class and leaving everyone shocked.

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